Chapter 88
In the air-conditioned operating room, I hugged my body tightly against the wall, my body and mind seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, and my whole body was shaking like chaff.
Aunt Geng caressed my cold face with trembling hands, "Son, be obedient, you can't go on like this."
"No, don't, I don't want..." I shook my head mechanically like a soulless puppet, with more and more blood under my body. The child is gone, and I will never think about having another child of my own in this life.
As the minutes passed, the nurses began to remind Aunt Geng who was squatting in front of me to persuade me.
Aunt Geng took my hand around my stomach, and her gentle voice suddenly became severe, "Son, you are a doctor, you should understand what I say better than others. Be good, Auntie will try to minimize the harm to your body , Trust Auntie."
I looked at Aunt Geng who was choking in front of me with tearful eyes, and smiled desolately, "Auntie, it's because I understand better than them that I am more afraid."
Aunt Geng held my hand tightly, "My child... my poor child..."
Apart from the sound of crying, the operating room was terribly silent. Just when the nurse reminded Aunt Geng that she could not drag on any longer, the door of the operating room was pushed open.
A sharp gaze fell on me. In the blurred vision, Jiang Moyan with a gloomy face strode towards me, and my hand holding Aunt Geng tightened suddenly.
Unexplained gaze fell from my face to the glaring pool of blood under me, and the iron fist hanging by his side suddenly tightened.
"Can't keep the child?"
The voice without any emotion is like a basin of arctic ice water, pouring chills on me who is in need of care at this time. In his eyes, there are really only children.
"Mo Yan, there is no hope for the child, Xiaoxi is stubborn and unwilling to clear the palace, you should persuade her quickly, otherwise..."
Hearing this, Jiang Moyan's dark handsome face became even more gloomy, and he looked down at me, "Even if he doesn't want to clear the palace, he is already dead."
My only strength was also drained when the word "dead" fell, and I stared at Jiang Moyan in disbelief with a pair of star eyes full of tears.Man, how can you be so cold!
"He is your child."
Jiang Moyan pursed his thin lips, "It used to be, but now it's just a puddle of blood."
"Mo Yan!" Aunt Geng scolded with a face of reproach.
I opened my mouth wide and couldn't say a word. There is no language in the world that can describe the pain and helplessness in my heart at this moment. Silent tears kept rolling down and hiding in the blood.
Just when I was unable to breathe like a drowning person, my shoulders were suddenly lifted, my body was suspended in the air, and I was pressed on the cold operating table a few seconds later.
"start."
"Jiang Moyan, let go! Let go!" I tore his big, hard hand hard, panicking so much that I wanted to pass out immediately, but I was so damn sober.
You Tan was locked on my face, and the strength on my shoulders did not loosen at all, "It was you who failed to protect him well, no matter how hard you struggle, you will not be able to keep him."
"Jiang Moyan, I hate you! I hate you!" His words turned into sharp knives and pierced my heart hard. I can't accept him speaking so bluntly!
"If you hate it, just hate it."
The tone without any emotional turmoil made me slowly release the hand that was holding his arm, my heart was ashamed, I widened a pair of empty eyes, the eyes were out of focus, except for the unreal stirring from the abdomen, my mind was empty .
I don't know how long it took before I was transferred from the operating table to the ward. My eyes were sore and uncomfortable, and my body kept sounding the alarm. I was conscious but had no intention of resting.
Aunt Geng called me several times, and I could only see her lips moving, but couldn't hear any sound.
Jiang Moyan, who had been standing in front of my bed, put his hands in his pockets and narrowed his eyes slightly, "It's just an unformed child, in the future..."
"Jiang Moyan, get out, I don't want to see you, get out immediately!"
I could no longer hide the rush of anger in my heart, gritted my teeth, pulled the pillow, and threw it on him with all my strength.
Jiang Moyan hooked his fingers together, clutching the pillow tightly, his eyes were dim and difficult to distinguish.
"Get out, Aunt Geng, tell him to get out, get out..."
I struggled to get up and pushed him, but my arms were too short to reach the hem of his clothes. I couldn't lie down and asked Aunt Geng for help.
The sound of steady footsteps gradually faded away, I closed my heavy eyelids, and made up my mind that after taking care of my health, I will end this painful marriage with Jiang Moyan.
"Son, maybe your physical condition is not as bad as you imagined. Take good care of it. After your body recovers, Auntie will help you with a systematic examination."
I hummed softly, Aunt Geng's words were so warm, it made the unceasing tears from the corners of my eyes fall even more fiercely.
"Little confinement is similar to big confinement. If you cry too much, it's not good for your eyes. Do you need me to inform your parents to come and accompany you?"
I shook my head, not wanting them to know that their "happy" daughter's marriage was so bad.
Aunt Geng sighed, "You are a good boy, rest for a while, Auntie will go to work first."
I stayed in the hospital for more than half a month. Except for my grandma, no one from the Jiang family showed up. Every time Liao Qiushuang saw me pretending to be strong, she frowned and seemed hesitant to speak.
"Do you want to say that I ended up in the same fate as Kong Shutong?" Except that the uterus was still there, I was no different from her.
"Song Xiaoxi, if you want to cry, you can cry as much as you want. Why do you act like nothing happened? I want to cry for you!"
The tone was not good, but the worry in his eyes was fully revealed, "You talk about me, what am I doing, logically speaking, you should be my rival in love, seeing you become what you are today, I don't mind being unhappy, I still don't know what the hell Comfortable!"
After the words fell, Liao Qiushuang sat on the edge of the bed sullenly, twisting the features on her face.
I chuckled, "Because you're a good person."
Turning around and standing by the window, I breathed a long sigh of relief. After this time, I felt that I had grown up a lot. Sure enough, only through suffering can people become more mature, but the price of this maturity is too high.
"I have shed too many tears, and I understand that nothing will change because of your river of tears."
"You are like this, I am really worried." Liao Qiushuang took my hand that had never been warm for half a month, her brows were furrowed, "You don't want to leave Mo Yan, do you?"
"I have this plan." I smiled bitterly, I was completely disappointed with this hasty marriage, and it was pointless to persist any longer.
"I knew it would be like this." Liao Qiushuang threw away my hand, brushed her hair irritably, and paced back and forth, "Don't blame me for not reminding you, Jiang Moyan is very stubborn. In his concept, unless He doesn't want you, no one can leave him."
"You always say I'm stupid, but how much smarter are you than me? When I leave, you can just seize the opportunity to enter his heart. Why do you have to waste your time trying to persuade me here?"
Liao Qiushuang's expression froze, and then she gave me a hard look, and snorted coldly, "Looking at the miserable appearance of each of you, I understand that the Jiang family is a wolf's den, so I won't plunge into it foolishly." .”
I smiled and looked at her probingly, "Really let go?"
"Let it go, it turns out that it's one thing to be a dream, and another thing to be a reality. I'm destined to be a supporting role in Jiang Moyan's life, and I won't foolishly think about counterattacking and calling the shots."
Through this heart-to-heart conversation, my relationship with Liao Qiushuang has improved by leaps and bounds, and I have become good girlfriends.After I recovered, the Jiang family did not show up. With the help of Aunt Geng and Liao Qiushuang, I rented a small apartment with one bedroom and one living room in the urban area.
The Jiang family seemed to have forgotten my existence, even Jiang Linlin's engagement banquet never invited me to join, my mood became more and more calm as time went by, I thought about it, I didn't want to destroy the peaceful life in front of me, Putting aside the matter of divorcing Jiang Moyan for now, I thought that maybe after a long time, he would take the initiative to ask me to do it.
I was penniless and didn't want to rely on their long-term help. Because Mu Beichuan was here, I didn't want to go back to Chongde. Finally, on Aunt Geng's suggestion, I went to Fanghua.
Fanghua’s life is busy and dull, and I learned a lot from Aunt Geng’s side, and under her advice, I started the most original health regimen and added the traditional Chinese medicine she prepared for me. Much better.Even Liao Qiushuang clamored to transfer to Fanghua every time they met.
Mong Kok Sichuan restaurant in downtown Wencheng.
"Shutong came to Wencheng, and entered Suyang a few days ago."
"Oh." I responded softly, and picked up the spicy pork ribs in front of me. Aunt Geng told me to avoid spicy food. I have endured it for so many days, and I managed to eat such a meal. How could I not gorge on it.
"You really have no sense of crisis at all?"
Liao Qiushuang tapped the pile of disks in front of me with chopsticks, and asked in disbelief.
"Besides that we haven't changed our certificates, there is no relationship at all. You said I should have a sense of crisis."
I took a hard bite of the meat on the ribs, and the crispy and numbing taste was really not so good.
The corner of Liao Qiushuang's mouth twitched lightly, took a sip of the red wine in front of her, and glanced at me thoughtfully.
"Just say what you have to say, your appearance is really unbearable."
I don't know when the delicious food in my mouth changed, and the bitterness spread to my stomach.
"Can't eat? I think you enjoyed eating." Liao Qiushuang gave me a blank look, "Shutong came back because of Beiyang's engagement. I haven't contacted her for four years. I don't know how her relationship with Beiyang is. It will come to where it is now, but I think she has never been able to let go of Mo Yan in her heart, and she has the meaning of reuniting with Mo Yan when she comes back this time."
"Isn't this just right? The two people who have never forgotten finally come together. It's a happy ending. It's time for me, the substitute, to leave the stage."
I suppressed the emotions in my eyes and spoke calmly.
Liao Qiushuang stared at me blankly for a while.
"Could it be that you mean to ask me to play the fight again? I don't want to be the object of sympathy every time."
A good meal ended under the worried eyes of Liao Qiushuang. I drove the car that I had forgotten in the 4S shop for several months and drove forward slowly. Feeling a little cold, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes. I don't know if the tears flowed for my ill-fated relationship, or for my disqualification to be a mother in this marriage?
(End of this chapter)
In the air-conditioned operating room, I hugged my body tightly against the wall, my body and mind seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, and my whole body was shaking like chaff.
Aunt Geng caressed my cold face with trembling hands, "Son, be obedient, you can't go on like this."
"No, don't, I don't want..." I shook my head mechanically like a soulless puppet, with more and more blood under my body. The child is gone, and I will never think about having another child of my own in this life.
As the minutes passed, the nurses began to remind Aunt Geng who was squatting in front of me to persuade me.
Aunt Geng took my hand around my stomach, and her gentle voice suddenly became severe, "Son, you are a doctor, you should understand what I say better than others. Be good, Auntie will try to minimize the harm to your body , Trust Auntie."
I looked at Aunt Geng who was choking in front of me with tearful eyes, and smiled desolately, "Auntie, it's because I understand better than them that I am more afraid."
Aunt Geng held my hand tightly, "My child... my poor child..."
Apart from the sound of crying, the operating room was terribly silent. Just when the nurse reminded Aunt Geng that she could not drag on any longer, the door of the operating room was pushed open.
A sharp gaze fell on me. In the blurred vision, Jiang Moyan with a gloomy face strode towards me, and my hand holding Aunt Geng tightened suddenly.
Unexplained gaze fell from my face to the glaring pool of blood under me, and the iron fist hanging by his side suddenly tightened.
"Can't keep the child?"
The voice without any emotion is like a basin of arctic ice water, pouring chills on me who is in need of care at this time. In his eyes, there are really only children.
"Mo Yan, there is no hope for the child, Xiaoxi is stubborn and unwilling to clear the palace, you should persuade her quickly, otherwise..."
Hearing this, Jiang Moyan's dark handsome face became even more gloomy, and he looked down at me, "Even if he doesn't want to clear the palace, he is already dead."
My only strength was also drained when the word "dead" fell, and I stared at Jiang Moyan in disbelief with a pair of star eyes full of tears.Man, how can you be so cold!
"He is your child."
Jiang Moyan pursed his thin lips, "It used to be, but now it's just a puddle of blood."
"Mo Yan!" Aunt Geng scolded with a face of reproach.
I opened my mouth wide and couldn't say a word. There is no language in the world that can describe the pain and helplessness in my heart at this moment. Silent tears kept rolling down and hiding in the blood.
Just when I was unable to breathe like a drowning person, my shoulders were suddenly lifted, my body was suspended in the air, and I was pressed on the cold operating table a few seconds later.
"start."
"Jiang Moyan, let go! Let go!" I tore his big, hard hand hard, panicking so much that I wanted to pass out immediately, but I was so damn sober.
You Tan was locked on my face, and the strength on my shoulders did not loosen at all, "It was you who failed to protect him well, no matter how hard you struggle, you will not be able to keep him."
"Jiang Moyan, I hate you! I hate you!" His words turned into sharp knives and pierced my heart hard. I can't accept him speaking so bluntly!
"If you hate it, just hate it."
The tone without any emotional turmoil made me slowly release the hand that was holding his arm, my heart was ashamed, I widened a pair of empty eyes, the eyes were out of focus, except for the unreal stirring from the abdomen, my mind was empty .
I don't know how long it took before I was transferred from the operating table to the ward. My eyes were sore and uncomfortable, and my body kept sounding the alarm. I was conscious but had no intention of resting.
Aunt Geng called me several times, and I could only see her lips moving, but couldn't hear any sound.
Jiang Moyan, who had been standing in front of my bed, put his hands in his pockets and narrowed his eyes slightly, "It's just an unformed child, in the future..."
"Jiang Moyan, get out, I don't want to see you, get out immediately!"
I could no longer hide the rush of anger in my heart, gritted my teeth, pulled the pillow, and threw it on him with all my strength.
Jiang Moyan hooked his fingers together, clutching the pillow tightly, his eyes were dim and difficult to distinguish.
"Get out, Aunt Geng, tell him to get out, get out..."
I struggled to get up and pushed him, but my arms were too short to reach the hem of his clothes. I couldn't lie down and asked Aunt Geng for help.
The sound of steady footsteps gradually faded away, I closed my heavy eyelids, and made up my mind that after taking care of my health, I will end this painful marriage with Jiang Moyan.
"Son, maybe your physical condition is not as bad as you imagined. Take good care of it. After your body recovers, Auntie will help you with a systematic examination."
I hummed softly, Aunt Geng's words were so warm, it made the unceasing tears from the corners of my eyes fall even more fiercely.
"Little confinement is similar to big confinement. If you cry too much, it's not good for your eyes. Do you need me to inform your parents to come and accompany you?"
I shook my head, not wanting them to know that their "happy" daughter's marriage was so bad.
Aunt Geng sighed, "You are a good boy, rest for a while, Auntie will go to work first."
I stayed in the hospital for more than half a month. Except for my grandma, no one from the Jiang family showed up. Every time Liao Qiushuang saw me pretending to be strong, she frowned and seemed hesitant to speak.
"Do you want to say that I ended up in the same fate as Kong Shutong?" Except that the uterus was still there, I was no different from her.
"Song Xiaoxi, if you want to cry, you can cry as much as you want. Why do you act like nothing happened? I want to cry for you!"
The tone was not good, but the worry in his eyes was fully revealed, "You talk about me, what am I doing, logically speaking, you should be my rival in love, seeing you become what you are today, I don't mind being unhappy, I still don't know what the hell Comfortable!"
After the words fell, Liao Qiushuang sat on the edge of the bed sullenly, twisting the features on her face.
I chuckled, "Because you're a good person."
Turning around and standing by the window, I breathed a long sigh of relief. After this time, I felt that I had grown up a lot. Sure enough, only through suffering can people become more mature, but the price of this maturity is too high.
"I have shed too many tears, and I understand that nothing will change because of your river of tears."
"You are like this, I am really worried." Liao Qiushuang took my hand that had never been warm for half a month, her brows were furrowed, "You don't want to leave Mo Yan, do you?"
"I have this plan." I smiled bitterly, I was completely disappointed with this hasty marriage, and it was pointless to persist any longer.
"I knew it would be like this." Liao Qiushuang threw away my hand, brushed her hair irritably, and paced back and forth, "Don't blame me for not reminding you, Jiang Moyan is very stubborn. In his concept, unless He doesn't want you, no one can leave him."
"You always say I'm stupid, but how much smarter are you than me? When I leave, you can just seize the opportunity to enter his heart. Why do you have to waste your time trying to persuade me here?"
Liao Qiushuang's expression froze, and then she gave me a hard look, and snorted coldly, "Looking at the miserable appearance of each of you, I understand that the Jiang family is a wolf's den, so I won't plunge into it foolishly." .”
I smiled and looked at her probingly, "Really let go?"
"Let it go, it turns out that it's one thing to be a dream, and another thing to be a reality. I'm destined to be a supporting role in Jiang Moyan's life, and I won't foolishly think about counterattacking and calling the shots."
Through this heart-to-heart conversation, my relationship with Liao Qiushuang has improved by leaps and bounds, and I have become good girlfriends.After I recovered, the Jiang family did not show up. With the help of Aunt Geng and Liao Qiushuang, I rented a small apartment with one bedroom and one living room in the urban area.
The Jiang family seemed to have forgotten my existence, even Jiang Linlin's engagement banquet never invited me to join, my mood became more and more calm as time went by, I thought about it, I didn't want to destroy the peaceful life in front of me, Putting aside the matter of divorcing Jiang Moyan for now, I thought that maybe after a long time, he would take the initiative to ask me to do it.
I was penniless and didn't want to rely on their long-term help. Because Mu Beichuan was here, I didn't want to go back to Chongde. Finally, on Aunt Geng's suggestion, I went to Fanghua.
Fanghua’s life is busy and dull, and I learned a lot from Aunt Geng’s side, and under her advice, I started the most original health regimen and added the traditional Chinese medicine she prepared for me. Much better.Even Liao Qiushuang clamored to transfer to Fanghua every time they met.
Mong Kok Sichuan restaurant in downtown Wencheng.
"Shutong came to Wencheng, and entered Suyang a few days ago."
"Oh." I responded softly, and picked up the spicy pork ribs in front of me. Aunt Geng told me to avoid spicy food. I have endured it for so many days, and I managed to eat such a meal. How could I not gorge on it.
"You really have no sense of crisis at all?"
Liao Qiushuang tapped the pile of disks in front of me with chopsticks, and asked in disbelief.
"Besides that we haven't changed our certificates, there is no relationship at all. You said I should have a sense of crisis."
I took a hard bite of the meat on the ribs, and the crispy and numbing taste was really not so good.
The corner of Liao Qiushuang's mouth twitched lightly, took a sip of the red wine in front of her, and glanced at me thoughtfully.
"Just say what you have to say, your appearance is really unbearable."
I don't know when the delicious food in my mouth changed, and the bitterness spread to my stomach.
"Can't eat? I think you enjoyed eating." Liao Qiushuang gave me a blank look, "Shutong came back because of Beiyang's engagement. I haven't contacted her for four years. I don't know how her relationship with Beiyang is. It will come to where it is now, but I think she has never been able to let go of Mo Yan in her heart, and she has the meaning of reuniting with Mo Yan when she comes back this time."
"Isn't this just right? The two people who have never forgotten finally come together. It's a happy ending. It's time for me, the substitute, to leave the stage."
I suppressed the emotions in my eyes and spoke calmly.
Liao Qiushuang stared at me blankly for a while.
"Could it be that you mean to ask me to play the fight again? I don't want to be the object of sympathy every time."
A good meal ended under the worried eyes of Liao Qiushuang. I drove the car that I had forgotten in the 4S shop for several months and drove forward slowly. Feeling a little cold, I wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes. I don't know if the tears flowed for my ill-fated relationship, or for my disqualification to be a mother in this marriage?
(End of this chapter)
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