In and out of marriage

Chapter 32 Come and Give Me a Kiss
Speaking of love, in less than two months, you can really love so much that you don't want your own life?
No one would believe anyone else.

"Then you take care of it, I'll go first."

Even as a good buddy, he doesn't have too much right to speak about his housework.

Until Lu Shaoyi and Qingtian left for a long time, Zhang Xiaosha didn't say a word.

This VIP ward is really big and has everything.The large windows provided excellent lighting. Zhang Xiaosha was sitting on the sofa next to the window, with his arms around his knees, his eyes narrowed slightly by the sunlight.

Quiet as if this person does not exist.

Shen Feifei just tilted his head so that he could just see her.

As if he could understand her, he felt that she was lonely and sad.A series of emotions that did not belong to this woman all appeared on her body.

Although this feeling was bad, he didn't make a sound to break her silence.

"Want to know?" Zhang Xiaosha spoke first.

"I don't want to." He spit out two words without thinking.

Still looking out of the window, Zhang Xiaosha pouted.

In the past, although she didn't want to mention it, she didn't want to mention it to anyone other than herself, it was because she couldn't find anyone who could give her an absolute sense of security.

However, today she had the urge to hand over the story in her heart to another man lying on the hospital bed.

She believed him, inexplicably.

She knew that he wanted to know, just because he didn't want to make it difficult for her.

"I want to say, Shen Feifei, I believe in you." The tone was still light, without a trace of vitality, but this word of belief was unexpectedly powerful, "It's the first time in more than ten years that I believe in someone."

Just relying on him to protect her like that.

"Hush, don't talk, just listen to me, just listen to a story." At the beginning of the vulgarity, Zhang Xiaosha started talking like this, without looking at Shen Feifan, just staring at the shining sunlight outside the window, "A long time ago, there was a little girl who had a very happy family. Like everyone else, she had a father who loved her and a mother who loved her. However, at the age of five, she didn't understand at all. As a soldier, her father had many secrets. , naturally made many enemies."

"It's rare for her to hear her father, who is very busy every day, say that she will take her and her mother out on a trip, and she can't sleep at night because of the excitement. It's just that the identity of the special forces can only let them go secretly, but she doesn't know."

"The day before she went out, she went to find her best friend who was playing with her, but on the way she met an uncle who smiled very friendly and asked her why she was so happy. Something was said."

He bit his lip tightly and clenched his fist tightly.

"However, she got into trouble, and they went there happily, but they were ambushed halfway, her father died, and her mother fell off the cliff, but she was protected by her father and survived. "

"Mom was rescued, but when she looked at her again, she was no longer gentle. She met that uncle again, and he actually said thank her. If she hadn't leaked the news, they wouldn't have had a chance to do it. Hehe, although she is only five years old, she should know a lot of things."

"My mother's disgust and the rare beatings and scolding made her unable to bear it anymore, so she had to run out by herself. However, after running out, she could never go back because she didn't know the people who came back home. road."

Shen Feifei frowned, not wanting to listen anymore.

"Zhang Xiaosha, I'm hungry." He wanted to interrupt her, but Zhang Xiaosha didn't intend to stop.

"It should be that she didn't want to go back to face her mother at all. After being sent to the orphanage, she didn't say anything, so that others thought she was dumb. She never fought back when the kindergarten children bullied her." ...until finally, she couldn't take it anymore and ran out of the orphanage."

"When I was eight years old, I met Mo Tianyan, who is what you call Flying Eagle. When she was looking for food in the trash can, Mo Tianyan came over and gave her a steamed stuffed bun. God knows how long she hasn't eaten that much. Delicious food."

"If she knew that he was a gangster, if she knew that he could get involved with the underworld, if she knew that she could be bound by him for 5 years, she would not eat his bun even if she starved to death. He taught her to steal, let her Do all kinds of things she doesn't want to do."

"You know, she never cried. Even after two years of torture, he put her in a cage like a beast, and was beaten until she passed out several times, but she didn't shed a single tear. "

"Zhang Xiaosha, I don't want to hear it anymore."

He wanted to know about her past, but it wasn't so bad that he wanted to goug out her scars and make her hurt again.

As if he didn't hear Shen Feifan's voice, Zhang Xiaosha continued to mutter there.

"Because she knew that she had to get out on her own. So, when she was pulled out of the cage again, she grabbed a machete from his hand and slashed at his face, desperate to die in the chaos escaped."

"She is lucky, isn't she? After escaping, she was picked up by a kind-hearted man who happened to be her father's friend during his lifetime. He used his connections to help her completely wash away her original identity in a year. It took a year to teach her how to laugh, and sent her to the army to have a new life."

"Shen Feifei, I joined the army just to avenge my father's revenge."

That's why I have the scars all over my body.

That's why there was that desperate training.

That's why there is a touch of sadness behind that smile.

That's why there was the lingering darkness in the warehouse that day.

After talking to himself, Shen Feifei seemed to understand everything in an instant.

"In the future, you will have me."

From now on, you have me.

These few words were like a dull hammer smashing into Zhang Xiaosha's heart.

This seemed to be a miracle, no one had ever been able to make her let go of her defenses and tell her all about the past, but Shen Feifei was an extremely special existence among them, who easily walked into her heart.

Not repulsive, not annoying, not defensive.

Getting along is as simple as if they knew each other in a previous life.

"Shen Feifei, I seem to like you." The word liking is very delicate.

She admits that even to Zhao Ziyu in the past, she never talked about the word liking.Even though he has always shown carelessness, he is only cautious about emotional issues.

She didn't know exactly when this liking started.

Maybe it was the first time he asked her seriously, "Does it hurt?"

Maybe it was the first time he said to her sullenly, "From now on, I will cover you, and no one can fucking bully you!"

(End of this chapter)