piecing together the soul

Chapter 149 86 Uneasy
Auntie's, or my medicine and techniques are very good. After about ten days, the wound on Master Xu's leg has almost healed.

During this period, the uncle opened the yin and yang eyes three times with a potion, and took brother Xiu out to find where the last part of the bones were.First, go south to east, because we infer that the Qiu family hates brother Xiu more, so it should be buried in a place with poor feng shui. The south and east sides of Beijing have less feng shui than the west and north sides.However, Brother Xiu failed to find him twice, and felt very far away instead.On the third trip to the north, Brother Xiu finally sensed his own bones, and I had actually been to that place before.

When I went there, I went with my full respect for the male god.After all, this is the tomb of the male god closest to me. After going to the Forbidden City, the palace he presided over, I went to the Ming Tombs, especially the Changling Tomb of the male god.

According to Brother Xiu, his bones are not in any of the Ming Tombs, but on the mountain behind the Changling Tomb.Uncle's original intention was to wait until night and dig out his bones by the way, but due to many reasons, he couldn't go there directly.

The first reason is that the uncle is alone and there is no helper to take care of him; the second reason is that the uncle did not bring enough items and tools; the third reason is that the uncle has a pure yang constitution, so it is not good for Brother Xiu to touch her bones. ;The last reason is Master Xu's wish, he doesn't want his father to help him anymore, he wants to finish the matter by himself.

Uncles and aunts were positive about it, but I sounded resigned.As I said before, this job is my next job. So far, I found two yuan, Mr. Xu found two yuan, and we found one together.Even if I can't find the last piece by myself, I can't leave it to Mr. Xu alone, right?
What's more, Brother Xiu and I now, as well as me now, are no longer the same as before.At the beginning, I just wanted to recognize him as an older brother. Back then, I was an ordinary person who didn't even know what a ghost was.

After arguing for two days, the uncle and aunt agreed, and Master Xu finally compromised.The bones of the last part are left to me, Master Xu and Brother Xiu, our three old partners.

This time when I went out, not only Master Xu carried his bag, but I also carried a backpack for travel and sports, but my bag was one size smaller than his.This way, we look more like a couple.

For the sake of convenience, my uncle lent the two of us a small broken car at home, but Mr. Xu did not put it down hypocritically.After all, we cannot reject all the love our parents have for us just because of our childish self-esteem.Rejection is not only showing off, but also resisting parents.

Driving in the direction of Changling, we talked all the way as usual, but strangely, there was always some heaviness in the lively atmosphere.

Could it be that the two of them, like me, have something on their minds that they haven't told each other?It's fine if Master Xu has one, but Brother Xiu will also have one?
Brother Xiu and I sat in the back, Master Xu was driving, and the co-pilot was empty.

Master Xu said, "I suddenly felt that this should be our normal state in the future, right?"

"What's normal?" I asked.

Brother Xiu said with a smile: "Xiaohan should be talking about the three of us driving out to play, right? It will definitely be the same when the time comes, Xiaohan is driving in front, and the two of us are sitting in the back."

"It's fine for you two to sit in the back, as long as you are honest and don't do bad things."

"What's wrong?" Brother Xiu asked back, and before I could react, he turned around and hugged me and kissed me, "Is this considered doing something bad?"

"Hey!" Master Xu was taken aback, and threatened, "Xiuying, don't be so arrogant! If you offend me, be careful, I'll regret it!"

I also quickly pushed Xiuying away: "What are you doing? Aren't you afraid Master Xu will be jealous? Don't you know he likes you?"

Brother Xiu froze for a moment, as if he just remembered it, a little embarrassed.

Seeing the two of us like this, Master Xu suddenly smiled: "I just scared you, what's the matter, are you really scared by me?"

Brother Xiu and I exchanged glances, and we both felt that he was definitely not just teasing us.

The car fell silent again.Although I don't know what the two of them were thinking, I could still feel a flustered feeling in myself. After a while, I said, "Master Xu, it's all because you scared me just now! I'm very flustered now, and I always feel like I'm going to Something happens and it always feels like something is going to get in our way."

"You also feel this way?" Master Xu didn't speak, but Brother Xiu replied, "I also feel this way! The closer I get to success, the more uneasy I feel..."

"Don't think so much." Master Xu finally said, "Anyway, I won't be the hindrance you are worried about."

"But……"

Master Xu interrupted me: "You really don't have to think so much, people are like this. The closer you are to success, the more uneasy you feel. This is because I have accumulated a lot of things, which is no different than when I was poor and empty. The feet are not afraid of wearing shoes', we didn't find a few bones at the beginning, and we didn't plan to revive Xiuying, but now we are about to gather the bones...It's natural to be afraid of failure. Not to mention...the last step , is often the most difficult step..."

"Xiaohan..." Brother Xiu said, "Are you consoling us? Why does it seem like you've finished speaking, but I feel even more uneasy..."

This is natural.I wonder.

Because Master Xu was also uneasy.

He said so much, but he wanted to tell us that it is normal to have anxiety in our hearts, rather than any ominous omen.

I also understand what he said, but... the panic is still uncontrollable.

I subconsciously grabbed Brother Xiu's arm and stared at him deeply.

The more you look at it, the more you feel... the feeling of seeing one, and missing one.

(End of this chapter)