Return to the Red Chamber: Jia Min Xiuxian

Chapter 39

Jia Min thought of Lin Hai, maybe he could solve his doubts.When he looked up, he found that Lin Hai was looking at him, as if he had been looking at him for a long time.Jia Min felt a little uncomfortable immediately, straightened his expression, and asked Lin Hai.

"Does Ruhai know how the emperor's hidden guards are hunted down?"

Lin Hai wanted to discuss this issue with Jia Min just now, but seeing that Jia Min seemed to be in deep thought, Lin Hai guessed that she might be thinking about how to solve it?He didn't dare to interrupt her train of thought.I just saw her come back to her senses and feel shy again, that's really heart-warming.It's just that she returned to normal soon, and she couldn't help but feel a little regretful that she couldn't appreciate the shy style of the charming wife.

Hearing Jia Min asking himself again, Lin Hai no longer thought about what happened just now, he straightened his expression, and replied: "I just saw a ledger on him, and there are many names on it, all of them are high-ranking officials, and they are all in the office. Jiangnan works for him. Presumably it was because he found out something he shouldn't know, which alarmed some people, which led to the pursuit, right?" He paused, then spoke again.

"Ankang, according to my expectation, next year when I succeed Jiangnan Dao Xunyan Yushi, I may offend some people's interests. At that time, they will have nothing to do with me. They will definitely make some moves on you and the children. Hands and feet. You must be careful, take care of yourself and your children. Of course, I will order my people to guard and protect you, but they are not afraid of [-] or [-]. So you still have to be careful yourself. The children are also handed over to you. In addition, I will order those who guard you to obey your orders, and you can order them if you have anything."

Jia Min just glanced at him, but he understood the meaning of that glance: Don't worry.

With mixed feelings in Lin Hai's heart, he couldn't help but stepped forward and hugged Jia Min.It's all my own fault, and I put my wife and children in danger, but I can't do anything about it, it's really useless.Lin Hai spurned himself in his heart.

Jia Min is so sensitive, how could he not be aware of his thoughts?But she didn't say anything, she just raised her hand to hug him back, patted him gently, and used actions to comfort him.

After a while, Lin Hai calmed down.After a bit of trimming, he is still the elegant and handsome Tanhualang.

The matter of saving lives was considered a moderate disturbance during the Lin family's southward journey.

Afterwards, Jia Min said that after taking the medicine, he would fall into a coma for twelve hours, and Lin Hai didn't want to cause trouble to his upper body, so when he was resting on the shore at night, he asked someone to send the so-called emperor's dark guard ashore and sent him to In an inn, it is no longer in charge.

The next day, the Lin family traveled south as usual.

Since Lin Hai and Jia Min had nothing to do on the boat, they spent a lot of time alone.Both of them are elegant people.I'm free, let's talk about two rounds, you come and go, and make progress together.Or one playing the qin and the other blowing the flute, and the qin and flute complement each other perfectly.Or a painting, an inscription and a poem, it is really poetic and picturesque, and it couldn't be more leisurely.The relationship between husband and wife also quickly warmed up.It is often just a look at each other that can know what the other is thinking.

And whenever he draws a picture and writes a poem, Jia Min can't help but think of Daiyu in the Grand View Garden in his previous life, so desperate, so melancholy, hurt all over by those so-called relatives.How painful is that sentence "360 days a year, wind, knife, frost, and sword are pressing against each other"!How sad is that sentence "The person who buried the flowers today laughs like an idiot, but he will know who will be buried in another year"! "Look at the flowers fading in spring, that's when a beauty dies of old age. Once the spring is over, the beauty will grow old, and the flower will fall and the person will die." What kind of despair is that! "If you don't collect the beautiful bones in a kit, and cover up the wind with a piece of pure land", what kind of aloofness is the world, and it is better to be a piece of jade than a tile!
Therefore, whenever it was time to compose poems, Lin Hai was quite surprised by Jia Min's untimely grief and indignation.It's just poetry, don't you need to suffer so much?Lin Hai couldn't help asking once, but what he got was the condemnation in Jia Min's eyes!Lin Hai felt rather baffled, could it be that he did something to offend him?Lin Hai was very tormented, he didn't seem to have done anything wrong?What's wrong with writing poetry?
Poor Lin Hai didn't even think that it was a sin caused by himself in the previous life.That's right, the strong condemnation in Jia Min's eyes is that Lin Hai didn't take good care of himself, and he didn't take care of his daughter and leave a way out for his daughter when he was dying. Strong dissatisfaction that the only bloodline, the only baby of the couple did not die well!

In fact, Jia Min also knew that this should not be blamed on Lin Hai. After all, it was her natal family. Mrs. Jia was her own mother, and she always acted like she loved her very much. Daiyu was also Mrs. Jia's biological daughter. The only blood left behind, it is expected that Daiyu will not be treated badly, how could he think of it!Jia's mansion is so unbearable!Old Mrs. Jia said she was helping to raise her daughter, but she didn't teach anything. She just called her to have fun every day when she was free. So it's not raising a girl, it's obviously raising a pet!After all, he is just a kind-hearted and cruel character!

What's more, I also blamed myself. When I was here, I didn't have frequent contact with my mother's family, and I didn't ask anyone to inquire about the news. I didn't expect that Jia's family would fall from the glory when I got married to such a situation in just a few years!Not to mention Lin Hai, even he couldn't believe it when he saw his mother's family.Lin Hai had nothing to rely on. After all, the Lin family had been single-handed for several generations at that time, and the Lin family in his hometown had already passed the fifth service. I'm afraid it would be even more unreliable.Lin Hai cannot be blamed for this.I also think of Daiyu and become obsessed.

Thinking of this, Jia Min's few accusations against Lin Hai disappeared in his heart, only sighs remained in his heart, and his determination to keep the Lin family and protect Daiyu in this life!Poor Lin Hai is still struggling to remember how he offended his lovely wife!
Later, Lin Hai saw that Jia Min felt an inexplicable sadness every time he talked about poetry, and it would take a long time to get over it. Later, he rarely mentioned poetry to Jia Min, lest she be in a bad mood.

However, Jia Min still fell into her own thoughts from time to time, and was sad for a long time alone, and sometimes she would wake up with a start at night, or have nightmares, muttering in her mouth.Lin Hai once listened carefully, and what Jia Min said was, "Yu'er, I'm sorry, it's my fault...Yu'er..."

Lin Hai expressed his helplessness, how could he bring Jia Min out of her own world and make her less sad?And he always felt that as soon as Jia Min fell into his own thoughts, it seemed that no one could get in, including himself and his two sons.He was helpless and sad.He hopes that he can share Jia Min's pain, that Jia Min can bring himself into her own world, or get out of sadness and enjoy the present life with peace of mind.

Lin Hai tried his best to make Jia Min happy, hoping that she would get out of the sadness, but Jia Min's nightmare and meditation not only did not ease, but intensified.Jia Min would have nightmares almost every night, and sometimes she would wake up screaming. During the day, she would not think about eating or drinking, and would spend more and more time immersing herself in her own world. Sometimes, Lin Hai and her two children could not even cry out to her. When he woke up, his complexion became more and more ugly.

(End of this chapter)