Allure Demon Concubine: Doting the Crown Six Palaces

Chapter 585 Is it like this?
"He... he died, he was forced to die by me, he died in front of me." When I think of the time when Xu Shaoqi stabbed himself in the body without hesitation, my heart feels like The knife cut made me think of the time when I saw him strike his sword and directly decapitate Xiaobao. 
That love-hate feeling made it impossible for me to accept my own control.
"Don't think too much, maybe it's just similar. If I'm not wrong, your meal today is just for that person, right?" 
My tears were left unsatisfied, and I choked up and said: "I promised him at the beginning that in different days in the future, I will often think of some very different cuisines and cook them for him. But I never This opportunity is here. I forced him to death, it was me, everything was me."
In my sobbing voice, I told Lingling everything about Xu Shaoqi and Xu Shaoqi, and she could only sigh to me in the end: "Don't be like this, some things are beyond your control at all. Maybe his death is also a relief?"

"Is that right?" 
"What do you think, he has lived for so many years just for the word of hatred. It is rare to find you, the person to protect, and his life has another meaning, but in the end he had to give up because of hatred." Hurt you, it is a kind of torture for a flesh and blood person. And Xiaoxia, he will definitely not hurt less than you."

"Is that so? But if it hadn't been for me, if it hadn't been for my refusal to forgive him, he wouldn't have killed himself in front of me."

"I don't think so. Maybe at that time he should have chosen to ask you to forgive him in this way because he saw that there was another person who could protect you."

(End of this chapter)