Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 214 214. Uncomfortable
It’s that most of the time, you actually don’t know what you should need, but in the past, you always thought that you didn’t have many people to like, but this Yunwen’s mother always thought about it, for fear that others would say that she was partial, because she She sent this child out when she was in high school. Even if she was kind to the remaining two children, she didn't dare to send her out when she was in high school, because she put all her hopes in Yunwen's In her body, she felt that Yunwen could make her proud, but she never thought about whether the relationship without any encouragement is really good, whether her daughter has always understood her.

But it is obviously not now. My so-called good things for my daughter are in my daughter's heart. I dislike and ignore her time and time again, but I just don't want my daughter to lose her firmness abroad because of missing her. She was very happy to see her daughter getting certificates abroad again and again.

I can only celebrate secretly by myself. At that time, I felt that what I did was absolutely right. After all, I saw the so-called results, but sometimes when I saw my daughter’s indifferent expression towards me, I In fact, I also worry, but I have never felt flustered like today. It is the feeling of flustered that keeps telling myself that what I am facing here is losing again and again.

I myself felt extremely uncomfortable after my ex-husband left, but I have always had great hopes for my children in my heart, because although I have been arguing with my husband all the time, I know, The person I love the most is always him, always.

Therefore, for the child born with the one I love the most, I cherish it very much in my heart, but my character may be really not good at all. In many cases, I can hardly do anything, and I understand myself. It was a matter of character, but it was too late to react to all this.

The feeling in my heart still makes people feel a kind of strange feeling that cannot be expressed. Even now I seem to understand it. Sometimes I feel a little better and comfortable about some things in my heart. There won't be too many strange feelings.

In my heart, I have always wanted to tell my daughter that I really regard her as the apple of my eye, because I like her very much because my daughter is excellent. I can't speak, and if I can't speak well, all the care I have should have disappeared completely.

In my heart, I will feel that I don't know what to say. In fact, I am really afraid, but the child at this time really ignores me.

Several days had passed, and my daughter had no intention of coming back, not even a phone call.

I don't know how to explain to my daughter what happened to my previous behavior. My heart is actually in a state of confusion. I really want to explain it cleanly, but I always want to explain it. Did not find this thing.

I don't know how to explain it in my heart, but I still don't know what to say in my eyes.

At this time, Gu Molian looked at Yunwen who was already a little shaken, and he actually understood that Yunwen would never be like himself in his whole life, and not everyone can do the same to his relatives. out of things.

So I also persuaded myself, if you want to go back and have a good talk, go back, if it doesn't work then, you can call, and they will pick up the person.

In my heart, I don't know whether I should go or not, because I feel that I am really happy when I really leave this control, and I am happy from the bottom of my heart, although when my younger brother calls, I feel a little uncomfortable Sometimes, I don't know how to speak clearly.

"I don't know if I'll go or not. It's true that I will be a little soft-hearted, especially when my younger brother calls. But when I go back, I can actually solve any problem, because if my parents recognized my fault early because of this , and there will be no current situation, just because I have never recognized it, even if I go now, there is nothing I can do."

She said with a look of helplessness, she knew her parents too well, she rarely heard her mother miss her for such a long time abroad, because these thoughts had long been forgotten by her mother It's almost the same, so there are not so many things that need to be explained clearly by myself. After all, I have been here for so many years, and if there is any difference, they are all similar.

It's just that I feel a little bit uncomfortable, and it's just that when I talk, when I hope to be valued, I want them to give me, but I haven't given them for a long time, and I no longer look forward to them. up.

It is because there are many things that I no longer look forward to, so when these things happen, I actually don't care about these things about my parents at all, so that I don't have any feelings about going to them to explain things clearly. Thoughts, let a lot of unnecessary thoughts in my mind.

In many cases, it is because I have seen through this kind of thinking, and when I have a little shaken thoughts, I actually feel a little strange in my heart, because I know very well that I don’t want such an environment. I don't know what kind of environment I want.

It's just that sometimes these so-called questions slowly become a little strange in people's eyes, and even a little difficult to answer. In my own thinking, my life has been delayed, that is, many things have been lost. I need my parents to explain how much I am.

I don’t need these things anymore, and I don’t need too many explanations. The state explained in my eyes on many problems is a state where I don’t know how to say it. In fact, I understand everything. Because I know everything, so many times I can't ask.

When I heard what Gu Molian said, I actually wanted to ask clearly, but what I didn't understand was that what I could do after I asked clearly was meaningful. In fact, my mother's attitude towards me was so For many years, no one may be able to change it, which will make one's heart extremely uncomfortable.

(End of this chapter)