Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 219 219. Do it well
At that time, she actually thought that there were not many opportunities for her to see her daughter abroad, and she felt extremely uncomfortable in her heart. When thinking about it, she actually did a lot of psychological construction for herself at the beginning, because she For so many years, my daughter has actually been the biggest pillar of my life. I never imagined what would happen to me if this pillar suddenly disappeared, so I was still very worried, even a little scared.

When I was thinking about it, the first time I saw my daughter was when she participated in a small science competition. When she won the award, the teacher helped her take a video. At that time, I saw my daughter holding the gold medal and watching the video on the TV. When I was in a foreign school, the focus of the eyes, I actually know my daughter very well, that look is nothing more than saying that I like there and want to go there, but at that time I still couldn’t make up my mind , because she felt that she was too uncomfortable, but after thinking about it for a long time, she still sent her daughter out. It was also very simple. She knew that some things were to be lost. In fact, she hadn’t been with her daughter for a long time. Getting along, actually sending it out, I still feel all kinds of uncomfortable in my heart, but the uncomfortable can't explain anything, I can't delay my daughter's life.

So when Yunwen went abroad, the reason why his mother didn't contact him was not because she didn't miss her, but because she missed her too much, and she was worried that thinking about her would delay her, so every time she didn't call her daughter The phone, the most uncomfortable thing is this mother, even this sister is saying, in fact, every time it is this sister's birthday, mother is waiting for the phone to ring, waiting, from day to night, but she She didn't dare to call because she knew that Yunwen was doing experiments, and she didn't know what to pay attention to in the experiments, but every time she watched TV, she said that this call would affect the experiments, so she didn't dare to call, and was worried that it would affect her. Just waited, but at that time, Yunwen probably thought that his mother was very busy, but he didn't dare to call his mother, so the two of them ended up like this and neither of them called the other. The problem of personality, Yunwen's heart has actually been shaken when he said this at this time, that is, he suddenly found out that the problem with his mother has a lot to do with him, and he always thinks that he thinks that he is My mother just doesn't like herself, but she didn't expect that most of the time, she thinks too much.

Maybe it’s not that I don’t like myself at all, but that most of the time, parents are also first-time parents, and they can’t explain clearly, and they don’t know how to treat their children. After all, every child is important to a mother. It is precious because it is precious, and the more precious something is, the more fearful it will be in people's hearts.

This Yunwen's mother was just worried, worried that her daughter would not get the best, worried that her daughter would not be able to take care of her well after she was gone, and always wanted her daughter to be strong, so strong that she didn't need to worry about her.

But this kind of worry, I didn't think clearly, it will last for a lifetime, and I will worry about this daughter for the rest of my life, even if she is seventy or eighty.

At this time, Yunwen actually wanted to cry, because in his life, he had never thought that his mother was like this. It was because his mother was worried about everything about him. I hurt myself, endured it again and again, and what I always thought was that my mother didn't like me, so I had the next behavior, but I didn't know this for so many years, and now I heard it in my heart. I feel uncomfortable, but I can't speak, because I don't know what to say at all.

When I saw my mother, I actually felt guilty. In fact, for such a long time, I did a lot of things according to my own ideas. In fact, it shouldn’t be like this, but both of them are useless. A good way to solve it has become a huge problem now.

In my heart, in fact, for me, many problems for me need to be solved quickly. In my heart, I even feel that in many cases, I don't seem to know my mother very well.

When the two of them reached the end, the mother couldn't cry, so she grabbed Yunwen's hand and said in a low voice: "Actually, when you went abroad, I wanted to call you back several times. Because every time I go to see your father, I feel uncomfortable in my heart."

Speaking of this, Yunwen's tears also came down. For the first time in so many years, I had a serious conversation with my mother. It was the first time I had spoken so much seriously, and it was also the first time I felt It shouldn't be.

Maybe if I and my mother had talked about these topics early, there wouldn't be so many misunderstandings.

"mom!"

She yelled and hugged each other, and at this moment, Lu Yan was beside him with a puzzled expression on his face, because he didn't hear anything, and he just thought that when this mother cried, he could just reconcile right away?

It's just a look of doubt, and at this time, Gu Molian smiled and said: "Actually, your parents have a lot of things about you that you don't know. It's not that their mother reconciled after crying, but that they explained clearly. , You can’t hear your parents’ explanation.”

While talking, Gu Molian hugged Lu Yan and said in a low voice: "We must be good parents, do our best, be with us, and let our children complain less about us when they grow up, and they will always be happy and happy kind of."

Lu Yan laughed when he said that. In fact, as a parent, whoever is not a first-time parent may not be able to do a good job, but as long as he does his best, it will be fine.

I actually do these things in my heart. I didn’t think about my parents when I was young. Although I don’t have a lot of hatred for my father, Lu Yan, I still blame my father when I was young. , I didn’t take care of myself at all. When I was very young, because I didn’t have a father, I was actually told by my friends, but at that time I didn’t know how to refute it.

Coupled with my embarrassing identity, in fact, many people will say that this identity makes people feel very uncomfortable, but my father seems to have no role in it, which makes people feel very embarrassed. I have never thought about what kind of explanation my father would give me, but I never thought that the meeting would be the last time.

(End of this chapter)