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Chapter 253 253. No accident
For Lu Yan at this time, in fact, he was standing behind this glass. The glass is one-sided, that is, he can actually see the words and even many actions on the other side, but he cannot see himself on the other side. At the beginning I want to say something to that person, that is, if you don't mind, you are here.

At this time, I actually just wanted to speak, but that person excitedly recited the fragment I had prepared. From the very beginning, I just wanted to get familiar with the word without emotion, and then, later Gradually, I began to have the feelings I needed. This Lu Yan sounded very obvious, and I could feel that this person was indeed the same as the director said, a person who wrote this acting in his motto.

At this time, I dare not go out, because if I go out at this time, people have already prepared their emotions, and I am so scared to go back. It is my fault. If I am partial, others will not know this. The story is not good at all.

I simply became the first audience of this person, an audience who dared not speak, or even dared to make a sound.

"I like you, I like everything about you, even the one who gave my life for you!"

It is this sentence that actually makes Lu Yan feel empathy at this time, because when I first read the script, I felt that this person who is acting now is very similar to myself, and I am also such a person .

In the past, I was a person who was used to loneliness, so my eyes were often very indifferent. It was because of my eyes that many of my classmates didn't like me very much.

Because I always give others a feeling of being arrogant, which makes people feel very ugly. Sometimes some people even tell themselves directly that even if they are strong, it does not mean that they can be arrogant. Of course I also understand, but that look is really achieved by myself unintentionally, and I don't want to.

But sometimes after you get used to these things, you really can't control the feeling at all, you can only do this.

Before I met this Gu Molian, I didn't know that I had other emotions, because it was really difficult to see other emotions from myself, and I felt that I was very boring sometimes.

The same is true for this character, because this character itself has emotional barriers, so I can't feel many feelings, that is, when I like someone, at first I just think that this person tells me that I will I feel very happy, even jumping for joy, but even so, I don't know that I actually like this person.

After such a long time, the girl began to be pursued by others. At the beginning, the girl still counted on this person to suddenly think of liking her.

But after I agreed to someone else's engagement, when that person just had an indifferent expression, the girl finally gave up, just like the sentence written in this movie, knowing that you are an indifferent person, but never thinking about it But I will not be an exception for you, thinking that if you smiled at me, I would have a chance.

But later I found out that that was the biggest exception, the accident that I have been with you all my life.

At that time, the girl agreed to someone else, and she will become someone else's bride in the near future, but at that moment, the grief slowly came up from my heart, and I even realized that the feeling of liking someone is like this of.

Because of this, that person wanted to make amends and find the girl, but he couldn't do it. In the end, after missing for decades, the girl met that person when the girl was dying, and the two talked about the past.

In fact, there are many regrets that are slowly worn away by time. When I thought I could face it, I still feel regretful when I say it again.

When I saw this character at the beginning, I actually felt in my heart whether there was something wrong with this person. It is obviously such a simple thing. When the other party likes you, you can actually feel it. , but I don’t know why I just feel that this person is wrong at this time.

But when I suddenly figured it out, I realized that it wasn't that this person was wrong, but that in the environment in which this person grew up, no one had ever told me what it means to like and what is called love.

Because in his life, it is actually very difficult for everyone to survive. How can you still have time to take care of others? Even tell someone who has a slight defect, and even in the eyes of some people, he is a mentally retarded person. How do you like someone? .

Therefore, when a very beautiful person appears, he instinctively feels that this relationship is not liking or love, but a dependence on a person. He always feels that he can bear it, and parting again and again, so he also I didn't care about the feeling this time, and felt that if this person left me, I could still live on, but the moment when I really understood when this person left was the most uncomfortable.

In this script, the person kept asking himself why he felt so uncomfortable after this person left, as if he had been robbed of something. After asking again and again, he began to worry about his own feelings Is something wrong.

Because for a long period of time, what he experienced was continuous loss, and then gain again, but he seemed to think it was okay and he could accept it, but he couldn't accept it when this person left.

At this time, I realized that there is another thing called love. Love cannot be shared with anyone, and it is very selfish. I know that I can’t bear it. The feeling when this person leaves is because of this person. The God Bar in Zhizhi already has a different position in my heart, so I naturally couldn't let it go.

At this time, I wanted to find this person, but obviously I couldn't find it, because this person left with that boy.

That is, the handsome and good-looking boy he thought was very handsome left. At that time, someone told him a very fresh vocabulary called liking and getting married.

These are all things that I didn't know at all before, and I didn't know that there was such a situation.

There are also people who like to stay by one person's side forever, that person always thinks that being alone means that they can only be with one person for a period of time, and then they will part, because there are always such people by their side. There are no surprises.

(End of this chapter)