Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 304 304. Your own feelings
It was when I was thinking about these problems clearly that the sense of existence in my heart was not very good, but when Gu Molian told me that I understood her difficulties at that time.

Because Gu Molian went abroad alone, and his parents belonged to the kind who didn't care, because at that time, Gu Molian's mother was already in poor health, and she didn't have the heart to take care of her daughter's affairs at all. , just occasionally make a phone call, and Gu Molian himself feels that his mother is not easy, so he usually doesn't contact his mother, to the extent of reporting good news but not worrying.

So when I was abroad, many things often happened, and I had to deal with them myself. Sometimes I really couldn't solve them, so I called my father to talk about these things.

At that time, my father often went out with others, and he hardly answered the phone. Sometimes he even answered the phone. He already knew about this matter, but he would not solve it immediately. It must be delayed until a certain period of time. It's just that when it's too late to solve it, I will tell this Gu Molian the solution, the feeling of asking someone for help.

At that time, Gu Molian was almost expelled from school several times because his father ignored him, because there was always no tuition and various fees. At that time, he actually didn't think about being independent because he had always When I was young, I was always worrying about food and clothing. Although I made money, I just wanted to live a more comfortable and happy life by myself.

But at that time, I understood in my heart that what I need in my heart is absolute freedom, otherwise I have no other way. There is no such thing as this feeling, which makes people uncomfortable and makes myself uncomfortable.

So I started preparing for these things very seriously. At the beginning, I really couldn’t earn anything. I felt that everyone cared about your ability and level, and some people even thought that your age It's not very big, so I'm not qualified to do this.

At that time, I was doing odd jobs, and sometimes I went to work in several places a day, and I have been doing this kind of thing all the time.

But later I felt that the money was really too little, and sometimes when I met someone who would deceive people, I didn't have extra time to deal with this kind of thing, and sometimes I even got cheated out of money.

Later, I met Lili at this time. At that time, Lili also said that Lili was in the same situation as her. Lili's parents divorced very early, and both of them reunited. A new family was formed, and basically no one took care of Lili.

When Lili met her, she had already lived alone in this city for a long time, and then she took care of herself. Even if she was cheated the day before, she still had to go out the next day, so she couldn’t give herself any time. To think about your own life.

When I first met Lili, Lili's eyes were full of dullness. Although she was always full of fantasies about the whole world, all her fantasies at that time seemed to be her own wishful thinking.

When they met Gu Molian at this time, the two of them didn't actually say a few words, but they just felt that the other party was someone they thought was very strong, and they even felt very happy that they had friends.

Lili doesn’t have many friends in this city, and many of them are models who work together, but this kind of friendship is actually not stable. Once your work competes with hers, it will become Very dull.

Sometimes it’s even the feeling that they won’t come to you at all, that you are not on the same level as them, which makes everyone feel that there is still a big gap between them, and sometimes they even deliberately target Lili at that time. .

Then Lili no longer had a good friend, and sometimes she even learned to flatter from everyone, and she said one thing and did another, and she felt that she was in a state that she hated, but at that time There is no way not to do this thing according to this feeling.

People don't know how to explain it. In my heart, I don't know how to say it. I have always protected myself. I just rely on these states that I don't like to protect myself and make myself feel comfortable. is the best.

So when they saw Gu Molian, they were actually the existence of each other's burst of light.

I didn't know how to explain it in my heart, so I didn't know what to say. At that time, when Gu Molian saw Lili, he felt the same in his heart, and even felt that each other was the best existence of the other.

After that time, Gu Molian took the initiative to take on the job of this person's manager, and the two of them have always been in a state of being dependent on each other.

In the beginning, Gu Molian was not as powerful as Lili said, when he took over.In fact, there are no good resources around Lili, because at the beginning, because she is a foreigner, everyone doesn’t really accept it, and Lili always learns from those people, in fact, she doesn’t have her own In fact, for these people, the personal color is very realistic, and there is no need to give this girl a chance.

But for Gu Molian, he really understands how a girl can have her own personality, and this Lili is actually a person with her own abilities, just because those so-called seniors said at the beginning It is something that makes people wonder how to face their own characteristics, which is why these things happen later. As long as this thing is figured out, the next thing is not applicable to the worrying problem at all. So very simple.

Afterwards, Gu Molian took Lili to audition, and at that time Lili didn't understand why she wanted to audition because she was a model, and her stature was not suitable for acting at all. Everyone knows that it is very difficult to find an actor who can play against you when you are acting. Others will think that you are too tall, which is inappropriate, but at that time, Gu Molian always took her Looking around, I really didn't understand it at the time.

Later, I seemed to understand this truth, that is, every time I go there, I am the most authentic self, that is, I don’t need to show my appearance when I am a model in front of those parties, because at that time when I was a model, I actually You have to do it according to the idea of ​​your film, but it is your own feeling during the audition at the beginning of acting.

(End of this chapter)