Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 338 338. Uncontrollable
In fact, in my life, the only meaning my parents have for me is that sometimes I think it’s hard to remember what they said, for example, if I can’t do this, I can’t do that. It's because when others say that your daughter is really good-looking, my parents will be in a state of being good-looking, having nothing, and no brains, and I can always feel embarrassed.

But for my parents, what I need is to be smart. Only smart children can make them feel happy. Even if I am like this, I can’t make my parents feel happy, and sometimes I even feel that this is wrong. Well, it’s because of her good looks. In fact, Lili liked to buy clothes when she was a child, but every time she went there, her grandparents took her there, because my mother thought that it was only a dress that belonged to a child. You can wear whatever you want.

It’s just that there’s no need to buy something good-looking, but my grandma is a person who likes to dress herself up when she was young. She likes to buy clothes for Lili when she thinks her granddaughter is pretty. I remember when I was a child All the small clothes are bought by my grandma. Sometimes my grandma thinks the clothes look good, but when I don’t know where to buy them, I make them myself and they look good. This is why I like models. s reason.

I have been a model of my grandma since I was a child, and my grandma will treat me very well as long as she is capable. Many times I feel that my grandma is more like my parents, and I never say no to myself. Well, I just think my granddaughter is pretty, and my grandfather is also a lover of photography. I had a lot of photos when I was in their home when I was a child, and they were all hung on the wall later.

Because I like this kind of feeling very much, in fact, my grandma at that time said that when she grows up, her little granddaughter can also be a model because she is also very tall, which is very suitable for this industry. The wish is to control myself even when cooking, but I am worried that if I eat badly, I will lose even the last confidence, that's it.

When I was young, my parents always followed my grandparents because they were always very busy, but my grandparents always belonged to the kind that never asked me to do anything when I was with them. I just felt that as long as I was happy, I would be happy The best thing is that learning is not important, and I even feel that because my family has enough money, even if it is not enough, it is okay to be excellent, and grandparents can afford to support their little granddaughter.

At that time, I felt really happy, because my grandpa would take me to meet those good-looking people from time to time, just to tell myself that being good-looking is really useful, and sometimes when I look at my grandpa, I think It seems that someone said that my grandpa was very good-looking before, and he was a very handsome person. My grandma also said that many people liked how good-looking my grandpa was, but my grandma belongs to the kind that is different from everyone. The same people, that is, in a state of indifference to grandpa, are together.

But grandma said that even though she was very indifferent at the time, she still knew in her heart that this person was good-looking, but she was also very proud that I couldn't reach for you just because you were good-looking. The feeling is actually right, that is, at the beginning of the relationship, there should not be too much disparity, and once there is a later time, it will always be there, and I feel that what grandma said is right.

In all my feelings, I actually followed what my grandma said, that is, I was never very active, but I was not very passive, as long as it was acceptable to you, it was okay. But you don’t need me to go, you have been cooperating with your own feeling of losing yourself, because you think it’s not good. When you’re in a relationship, grandma said that you should relax and let yourself feel happy in this relationship. That’s it. Being with a person is not to be sad, but to feel happy when thinking of this person.

It is because of my grandma that I actually feel very happy every time, that is, when I feel better following this person, I know that this person can marry this person, this person can marry this person, but Sometimes this feeling of being happy will actually disappear, but it doesn’t exist all the time, and sometimes it’s possible that two people don’t love each other.

At that time, I actually felt that my heart was still distorted because of my grandparents. After all, even if my parents were like that, it was because these two people were not honest when I was a child. This matter is not in the right state, and sometimes even when I am with them, I can say in front of myself that I am not good or that is not good.

In fact, when I was young, I always felt that it was my fault for my parents, even if I was not smart, and then I let my parents have a bad influence on me, but later I saw that I was still a good friend at that time. No, but my parents still feel very good. Even my friend who was me at that time said, why my parents are not good to me even if I don’t study well, and their family is not.

That is, in their family, the student is the best, and the child is the best. Even if the teacher is your child, he is not talented, but his parents don’t care at all. Later, this person’s parents I also said that as long as my children can be happy and have their own happiness in this world, I can do whatever I want, that is, learning can be done slowly without affecting feelings.

In the past, when I saw this classmate, I was always jealous because this person had something that I never had. In the past, I also felt that my parents always liked me and not others, but If I had something to do, they must be the most uncomfortable, but I was sick when I was filming, even the news had already written like that, it was my parents at the time or I didn't care about myself, it was Gu Molian who was busy.

Sometimes when I think about it, I still get very angry, the kind that I can't control.

(End of this chapter)