Mrs. Lu is a sensation in the city every day

Chapter 340
In the past, I still felt that my parents had their own reasons, but they shouldn’t do anything to others, but that day I was sick, and they just watched from the sidelines so that the media would not write nonsense. When you come here directly, you just sit, and then you just watch Gu Molian busy back and forth, a feeling that it has nothing to do with you, which makes you feel very uncomfortable.

Because everyone sitting there at that time was related to him by blood, and only this person who had never rested was not related to him at all. It was such a person who always took care of himself and His family members don't have any, and each of them looks like if he doesn't have this money and this fame, it seems that he might not contact him, that is, he is an outsider.

In my heart, I have always been concerned about these things. I didn’t have such a big feeling before, because I still want my parents to be good to me, and I still have this kind of expectation in my heart, but in After I got sick, I felt that my expectations would never be successful in my life. When facing me, my parents were so calm, so calm that people didn’t know what to say. They look different too.

In my own thinking, parents are still important, but what I didn't expect is that I think they are important, but these people don't think that their feelings are important. When I am sick, I understand that it is impossible to have myself by my side. His parents took care of him, so he told Gu Molian directly, and then Gu Molian came, and Gu Molian never asked himself how he was, why he didn't call his parents.

Because Gu Molian knows exactly what kind of relationship he has with his parents, that is, sometimes when he sees that his parents have such a good relationship with the two children who were born later, it is impossible for him not to Uncomfortable, extremely uncomfortable, but I don’t know what to say to express my discomfort. Everyone thinks that I am a very sensible person. Even if I became famous later, I have always been very good at speaking. I don’t think so. What do you have.

This time, after my parents told me about this, I was directly rejected by Gu Molian. At that time, my father was already very angry. He just thought that you were an agent and my daughter was hired. There is a reason for the kind of servants you invite from your own family, that is, you can say that you are in a state of domineering towards this Gu Molian, but Gu Molian has never been a person who is easy to talk about, and it is because of them that he is more determined. refused.

This is how the Gu Molian I know has always been like this, that is, sometimes I feel that this Gu Molian is a completely different person from myself, and it is something that I feel worried about, but it is true for this person. I'm not worried at all, that's the attitude that as long as it's something I don't like, I don't want it. That's why I need Gu Molian. Sometimes I just can't do it.

When Gu Molian is here, I don't need it, because some things are compromises, and most of the time, I can just not think about them, because as long as it is something that Gu Molian thinks he doesn't want, he will deal with it directly. That is, in the past, when the two of them had not communicated well, when there were any deviations, Gu Molian would actually deal with them, and they would always deal with them very well. My trust in everyone in her was great. Because of her ability, she has it herself.

That is, I have always needed this feeling, that there are always people who have a fixed number of things for me. I didn’t have that feeling when I was a child, because my parents wanted to divorce later. Yes, and then I didn't take care of myself all the time, I followed my grandparents all the time, and then I took care of myself when my grandparents disappeared.

At that time, there was no need to worry about it. As long as I lived a good life, I would feel worthy of my grandparents. What I did before was that I didn’t know what to do. When I was thinking about what to do, I just wanted someone to help me, and that was the feeling that I was in charge, because I have never had such a person since I was a child, and I really hope to have such a person, who can make me feel that I have someone to rely on. In the end, it is Gu Mo pity.

That is, I actually understand that my parents have always disliked me since I was a child, and that I am so good now, and there is no basic use because I am not very happy. I am not a person who likes to please people very much, that is, I knew it in the past, it was my character, or my parents didn't like it very much, or I met them before, but they were actually pretending to be very happy. Looks happy, but really unhappy.

Because every time I see them, I can think of my childhood. When I was a child, my parents not only ignored me, but there were many times when people at school bullied me, and my parents just heard me. I don’t care about myself, and I will say that this is a fight between children. I was injured when I was a child, and my parents at that time would say that you should be a child.

It's the kind of parents who carry their children on their shoulders, and they never worry about their children. In addition, everyone knows that they have been bullied many times, but their parents think that it is probably because of their poor grades. Only your own children will be targeted, even if you always tell yourself that it is your own reason that those people don't like you, it is the feeling that it is impossible for you to work hard and rely on your parents to help you talk.

It's because I've heard that this is the time when I'm actually the most unhappy. When Gu Molian rejected my parents, I was actually thinking that it's the school that your children can't pass the exam by themselves. Now tell me to help me, I am not such a kind person, even if others treat me, I will treat this person well, and this brother will not say, in fact, every time I go back Sometimes my brother is very hungry.

It’s this younger sister. Every time I go to see her, this younger sister is one of a kind. You don’t study well, and then your mother doesn’t like you, but I study well. My mother just likes me, and then you just want to help me. Because I am your sister.

(End of this chapter)