The mad concubine of the general door, the foolish king's wife is addicted

Chapter 192 Don't want to, miss more
In the early morning, the clear mist filled the forest, and from time to time, Gu Fei's birds chirped in the house, which was clear and sweet.

In the elegant dormitory in the courtyard, Dongli Mubai looked at Meng Zhi'er who seemed to be restlessly sleeping in his arms, and his heart ached.

With a gentle hand, he gently caressed Meng Zhi'er's frowning eyebrows slightly, which made Dongli Mubai's frown even worse.

He knew that last night, Rui Zhao Rui Xu's words had dealt a great blow to her!Recalling her pale face that had been crying until she almost fell asleep, Dongli Mubai felt a deep suffocating pain in his heart...

He knew that the two children didn't hate her, and they would ask such questions only because of their uneasiness and panic, just because that was the doubt in their hearts.

Confused about the fact that she is still alive but has never appeared...

However, as soon as these words came out, it turned into a condemnation of the lady, making her cry until she almost collapsed...

There is nothing wrong with the lady, it is his fault, all the faults are his...

As long as it is still there, as long as she can allow him to be by her side, as long as she can smile at him again, talk to him, and call him with a gentle or angry voice ...

Careful, restless and panicked, as if treating a treasure, Dongli Mubai lowered his head and gently, slowly, printed on Meng Zhi'er's forehead, and then slowly touched his lips. After one time, he was reluctant to part with it again gently Tap, tap again...

Seeing her uneasy sleeping face, his heart is tight and at the same time he wants to touch her more, but he is afraid of waking her up and being rejected...

Holding the arm around Meng Zhi'er's waist tightly, Dongli Mubai just held it tight, staring at her tightly...

As long as this is the case, he can look at her and be with her all the time, so, as long as this is the case, he has nothing to ask for...

Meng Zhi'er woke up amidst bursts of sweet sounds, and in a darkness she was already a little familiar with, she felt her arms being lightly bound around her waist, she was slightly startled, the familiar feeling, the familiar breath made her heart shudder. The trembling lips also lightly bit...

"Miss, you're awake!" As if a good memory deep in her mind had been awakened, she heard Dongli Mubai's gentle and cautious voice ringing in her ears.

"En." After a while, Meng Zhi'er answered with a trembling voice.

Dongli Mubai watched Meng Zhi'er wake up gently, watched her slightly stunned expression when she sensed herself, looked at her clenched lips, looked at her dull eyes, and heard her trembling voice , While my heart hurts, I clenched my fists tightly.

"Miss, are you hungry! I'll help you wash up first, and we'll have something to eat later..."

"Mubai..." Meng Zhi'er gently removed Dongli Mubai's arm from her waist, stood up slowly, and interrupted Dongli Mubai's words.

Dongli Mubai was startled, then quickly got up and looked at Meng Zhier who was sitting next to him in a panic, "Lady..." Looking at Meng Zhier's expression of hesitation, her brows were tightly frowned as if she was a bit embarrassed and embarrassed The appearance, the heart then tightened up, calling her uneasily.

He reached out to hold Meng Zhi'er's hand, but after seeing her expression, he froze with trembling.

"My lady..." What are you going to tell me?Do you want to give me the answer?

I don't accept it, no matter what, I won't accept leaving you, I just want to be with you, I just want to be able to be with you, that's all...

Meng Zhi'er heard Dongli Mubai's uneasy voice and breath, and at the same time her heart ached, her brows frowned even tighter, just like in a dream, Rui Zhao Ruixu's words, even now when she was awake, had been echoing in her mind. Her heart was suffocating even more.

They said, looking at her and Mu Bai now, they are tired...

They asked her what she wanted them to do...

They asked her if she had thought about them and Mubai all these years...

but……

She didn't know how to answer them...

After a while, Meng Zhi'er turned to the direction of Dongli Mu Bai's breath, and said slowly in a trembling voice, "Mubai, you don't have to be so nervous."

After waking up yesterday, his breath and voice were all cautious and flustered, which made her feel very distressed...

It also made her afraid to face him...

Dongli Mubai was startled, seeing Meng Zhier's frowning eyebrows, slowly stretched out his froze hand again, carefully tentatively grasping Meng Zhier's, "Lady..."

It's so easy, being able to see you again, touch you again, everything makes him feel like he is in a dream, how can he not be nervous or panic...

Meng Zhi'er was slightly startled when Dongli Mubai clenched her hand. Hearing his tentative voice, she slightly curled her lips and nodded her head, "Yes, I'm here."

Dongli Mubai was shocked again, seeing Meng Zhier's gentle smile, his lips trembled slightly, "Lady...lady..." No matter how hard it was to hide the excitement and longing in his heart, Dongli Mubai Stretching out her hand, she hugged Meng Zhi'er tightly in her arms, and whispered affectionately.

"Well, I'm..." Meng Zhi'er's eyes were moist, and she responded softly again.

"Lady..." Holding Meng Zhier's hand tightened, Dongli Mubai trembled, "Lady, don't be afraid of me, I won't hurt you again, I won't..."

Meng Zhi'er was startled, she lifted her hands stiffly, and grabbed the clothes on Dongli Mubai's back, "I know, you won't...I know..."

Frowning tightly, Meng Zhier paused for a while listening to Dongli Mubai's unsteady breathing, and then said slowly, "They said, you're gone. At that time, I seemed to have no feeling, like I lost my breath again... At that time, standing in front of your mausoleum, I realized how cruel it is to leave you alone... I'm sorry, Mu Bai, leaving you alone for so many years... I have caused you so much pain Jiu... and Zhao'er, Xu'er... I'm sorry for them... I thought I was good to you, but I let you live in pain and self-blame..."

Dongli Mubai's heart was shocked when he heard Meng Zhi'er's words, and he hugged her even tighter, "No! No, my lady! It's my fault, all the faults are mine! If, if I wasn't so conceited , not so self-righteous..." If, at that time, he could be calmer and more rational, his wife would not have suffered so much and suffered so deeply...

Their children will not be so painful...

Dongli Mubai's words made Rui Zhao Ruixu's words echo in Meng Zhi'er's mind again. After thinking about it with a frown full of pain and self-blame, she slowly curled her lips, smiling bitterly but gratified, "Zhao'er and Xu'er , You are right, we are still the same as before, it seems that we have not made any progress..."

"Lady..." Meng Zhi'er's words made Dongli Mubai also recall Rui Zhao Ruixu's words before. After furrowing his brows deeply, he blamed himself, "It's me who didn't take good care of them...it's me who let you down." My wife's wishes..." Those two children suffered a lot because of him...

Meng Zhier shook her head lightly, "You taught them well, I am proud of them, when I think about them, they are my children, I am really, really satisfied. Let them feel lonely, it's not just you, Mubai It is the fault of the two of us..." Speaking of this, Meng Zhi'er stopped, as if trying to think about something...

"Miss?" Dongli Mubai gently let go of Meng Zhi'er, staring at her pale face full of bitterness.

"Mubai, I want to talk to them. I don't want to make the same mistakes again and again." She and Mubai have missed too much, caused each other to suffer too much, and also caused their children to suffer too much. pain.

She doesn't want, can't let the mistakes continue, doesn't want to miss more, doesn't want them to bear more...

Dongli Mubai saw Meng Zhier's firm expression, after a moment of stunned, he nodded lightly, "I ordered people to call them over..."

"No need, I want to go there by myself." Meng Zhier spoke while shaking her head, interrupting Dongli Mubai's words.

Dongli Mubai frowned, and said anxiously, "Then I'll accompany my lady..."

"Mubai!" Interrupting Dongli Mubai again, Meng Zhi'er lightly smiled to comfort him, "Mubai, I'll go by myself, I didn't tell you just now, don't be so nervous. You are injured, you are in the room Just rest, I'm fine."

"Miss..." Seeing Meng Zhier's persistent expression, Dongli Mubai clenched his fists and nodded, "I will wait for my lady in the room..." After saying that, Dongli Mubai looked anxiously again. Xiang Mengzhi'er gritted her teeth and said in a trembling voice, "Miss, will you come back?"

Dongli Mubai asked very carefully, and Meng Zhier's heart ached again, "Yes, yes."

This affirmative answer without any hesitation made Dongli Mubai's heart tremble, and a slightly bright and happy smile gradually appeared on his pale face...

In the corner of the old house, in the octagonal pavilion on the lotus pond, Zi Nuo Ruizhao and Ruixu’s three little children are sitting at the jade table. At this time, Zi Nuo is staring at the silent Ruizhao and Ruixu brothers. !

"What are you guys trying to say? If you don't say it, this girl will have to leave!" Damn it!These two guys!She just woke up and before she had time to see her mother, she was blocked by them!He dragged her to the pavilion, but didn't speak, it took her almost half an hour to do this!
Rui Zhao and Rui Xu looked at the furious Zi Nuo, frowning his brows even tighter. After looking at each other, they looked at Zi Nuo again and didn't speak for a while!
Until, when Zi Nuo couldn't help getting angry, Rui Zhao said slowly, "Why did you go to the capital earlier?"

Zi Nuo was stunned, and looked at Rui Zhao with a twinkle in his eyes. Seeing Rui Zhao's rare and serious expression, Zi Nuo rolled his eyes and turned his face away with a cold snort, "Hmph! It's none of your business!"

(End of this chapter)