Chapter 193 Dismissal
Why did things turn out this way?

Zhu Qian couldn't figure it out.Standing there, she couldn't see Zhao Xicheng's expression clearly, but his voice was flat and without any emotion, as if he was repeating a very ordinary thing.But with every word that came out of his mouth, sharp daggers were shot at her mercilessly.

Originally, she wanted to tell him that she was his wife, and then they could be happy together again.But he told her that she was not good enough for him!

Yes, she is no longer Song Shaolin, the eldest daughter of the Song family, she is now just Zhu Qian, an ordinary girl in a small city, there is a huge distance between her and him, but she never took this point to heart before, Naively thought that she is Shao Lin, and Shao Lin is her, no, she is not Shao Lin, and now she is just Zhu Qian...

If it's just Zhu Qian, she doesn't deserve your love, Xicheng, what do you mean?
There was a sharp pain in Zhu Qian's heart, but she was not reconciled, and she couldn't give up until she understood the matter.

She walked to his side, looked up at him and said, "If I say I love you, is it meaningless?"

The moon looked at them quietly in the sky, the surroundings were quiet, no insects chirping, no birds singing, as if they were holding their breath waiting for Zhao Xicheng's answer.

Zhu Qian looked at him without blinking, as if she didn't want to let go of any expression on his face, and stared at him quietly full of expectation and pain.

The moonlight dyed his face white, and his eyes seemed to hide turbulent emotions like waves, but what was that?Zhu Qian couldn't understand.

It took a long time to hear Zhao Xicheng speak softly, his voice was deep, as if trying to suppress something, Zhu Qian had no time to explore, because his next words made her whole thoughts go blank

"A lot of women say they love me. Do you think it means something to me? Besides, you made me love me so much in such a short period of time. Do you think this kind of love means something to me?"

"What?..." Zhu Qian felt as if she had been sucked out. After a burst of tearing pain, all that was left was numbness and boundless cold.

"Miss Zhu Qian, please don't pester me anymore. I already have an ideal partner. We may get engaged soon. I don't want you to stay here anymore. She will be unhappy. I don't want her to be unhappy!"

"It's Song Shaoyun?" Zhu Qian's mouth was full of bitterness. She lowered her head, not wanting to let him see the pain and sadness in her eyes. shown before him.

Because it didn't mean anything to him, it would only increase the disdain in his heart.

"Miss Zhu, I didn't want to say these words to hurt you. After all, you are sincere to Shiwei. I am very grateful to you for this. The most important thing is to know yourself. It is really not what I want. "

Zhao Xicheng forced himself to say such cruel and heartless words word by word.She lowered her head, he couldn't see her expression, and he didn't want to see her expression, he just wanted to leave here quickly, leave her, he just felt that if he didn't leave here, he would go crazy, he His heart hurts so much, it hurts more than he imagined, he seems to be cutting a piece of flesh out of his heart with a knife, bloody, the pain is like dying.

He hurriedly dropped the sentence: "I'm going in first..." There was an uncontrollable tremor in his voice, but his voice was too soft, Zhu Qian's heart was too disturbed, and the slight tremor was fleeting in the night wind , disappeared without a trace.

He strode away from the back garden and kept rushing forward, not daring to turn back, not daring to slow down, as if something was chasing him behind him and would swallow him up if he hesitated for a moment.

Zhu Qian didn't raise her head slowly until she heard his leaving footsteps.She stood there blankly, staring blankly at his back, she was very sad, she really wanted to cry, but her eyes were dry, no matter how she couldn't shed tears, this kind of pain was like completely Closed in her heart, unable to be released, she felt that she could hardly breathe.The moonlight dyed everything pale, but her face was even paler than the moonlight. There was silence around her, but her heart was even more empty. It seemed that the things that filled her heart had disappeared at this moment. without a trace.

She just stayed here like this all the time, her eyes were looking at the front, but she had no focus, her mind was blank, the world was vast, and her heart was barren.

She stood there for a long, long time without moving.Until a servant found her here, seeing her standing here, she felt a little strange, "Zhu Qian, what are you doing here? The young master is looking for you!"

Zhu Qian turned her head and looked at her blankly, as if she didn't know what she was talking about.The eyes are empty and lifeless.

Seeing that she didn't move, the servant said, "Zhu Qian, what are you still doing there? I said the young master is looking for you!"

Zhu Qian seemed to wake up from a dream. Her voice was weak, soft, as if she was about to exhaust herself, "Okay, I'll come..."

As soon as she entered the hall, she heard Mrs. Zhao's loud voice: "Zhu Qian is doing well, why should she be fired? Even if Shiwei is in kindergarten, I plan to continue to invite her. She can pick Shiwei up and drop off at night. Take care of Shiwei!"

"Mom, don't worry about this matter, I've already made up my mind!" Sitting next to her, Zhao Xicheng spoke in a tone that could not be refuted. Mrs. Zhao was taken aback, her son rarely spoke in such a tone, could it be Is there anything she doesn't know?
Mrs. Zhao was full of doubts.

In Mrs. Zhao's arms, Shiwei shouted loudly: "Don't want Auntie to go, Shiwei wants Auntie."

There was a tiredness in Zhao Xicheng's voice: "Good boy, Shiwei, Shiwei is obedient! Auntie has other things to do!"

Shiwei refused, and continued to make noise: "No, Shiwei wants auntie, Shiwei wants auntie!" Shiwei yelled, and his attitude turned out to be very firm.

Zhao Xicheng coaxed a few more words, but Shiwei was still noisy.Zhao Xicheng was already upset, and now that Shiwei was making noise, Zhao Xicheng felt a splitting headache and an unknown fire in his heart. He hugged Shiwei, slapped his ass a few times, and said angrily: "What's wrong with you?" You are making noise! ​​Telling you to make trouble! Telling you to talk back to Dad!"

Shiwei was terrified and burst into tears with a loud cry.Mrs. Zhao felt distressed, and quickly snatched Shiwei from him, and said distressedly: "If you have something to say, please talk to your child. He and Zhu Qian are so good, so of course you can't bear her. Why are you beating him?" She looked at her son , and asked the doubts in his heart: "Xicheng, what's wrong with you? You never beat children!"

Looking at Shiwei who was crying so sadly, Zhao Xicheng felt extremely uncomfortable and irritable, his mind was rumbling, making him restless, he really wanted to yell crazily, to disperse all the depression in his heart.

But now he can only bear with it, letting the messy and inexplicable emotions disturb him.

Zhu Qian stood at the door of the hall, seeing this, she couldn't help rushing in anymore, holding Shiwei in her arms, watching Shiwei crying out of breath, heartbroken.

She looked at Zhao Xicheng and reprimanded loudly: "Zhao Xicheng, the child is not sensible, don't you even have a little patience? Can't you talk to him properly?"

Zhao Xicheng looked at her with a pale face, his eyes were as dark as the sea, and the dark tide was surging.He didn't say a word.

Mrs. Zhao looked at such a son and lowered her head thoughtfully.

Zhu Qian hugged Shiwei, patted him, and continued: "I will explain this matter clearly to him, please be more patient with the child in the future!"

She hugged Shiwei, turned around and went upstairs.

Shiwei still sobbed for a long time under Zhu Qian's comfort, and when he calmed down, his first sentence was: "Auntie is not leaving, Auntie is not leaving!"

Zhu Qian hugged Shiwei in her arms and her heart ached. She wanted to just hold the child and cry, but no matter how sad she was, she couldn't bring this emotion to the child, it would scare him.

While wiping away his tears, Zhu Qian said softly, "Auntie can't always be with Shiwei. Shiwei is getting older and needs to meet more new friends."

Shiwei looked at her with wide eyes: "What is a new friend?"

"In the kindergarten, there will be many children who are the same age as you to play with you, and they will be your new friends." For the sake of safety, Shiwei doesn't go out much, so he is still eager to play with children.Hearing this, he wasn't so sad anymore.

"Shiwei doesn't want Auntie to leave."

Zhu Qian stroked his head lightly and said, "Auntie promised you that I will visit you with your godmother every week from now on, okay?" If you want to come to the Zhao family, you won't object.No matter what happens between her and Xicheng, Shiwei will always be her child, and she will never lose contact with him in this life.

Hearing this, Shiwei reluctantly nodded.
After coaxing Shiwei to sleep, Zhu Qian began to pack her luggage. Since she was destined to leave, why wait until tomorrow?
Her luggage is the same as when she came here, except for some photos with Shiwei.She packed it up quickly.She walked to Shiwei's bedside, gently planted a kiss on his forehead, touched his smooth little face, and left reluctantly.

Walking out of the room, she carried her luggage to the door of Zhao Xicheng's room, stared deeply for a while, and then said softly, "Goodbye, Xicheng..."

I didn't expect this kind of ending between us...

I never thought that I would never go back to your side...

The times we used to be will be my best memories
So, Xicheng, please take care in the days to come

Zhu Qian turned around and went downstairs slowly.

She didn't know that Zhao Xicheng was sticking tightly behind that door, his hands were tightly clenched on the doorknob, and his veins were protruding. If he hadn't restrained himself firmly, he might have opened the door a long time ago and hugged the person outside the door. arms.

But Shaolin was looking at him with a smile in the photo, even in the photo she could feel the deep love in her eyes, how could he keep another woman in front of her?no he can't...

He slumped down to the ground, clutching his head in pain, but the sound of the thumping stairs came to his ears clearly, as if stepping on his heart.

He didn't stand up until he couldn't hear any sound, and quickly rushed to the balcony, just in time to catch the slender figure dyed white by the moonlight, walking lonely and alone through the front yard of Zhao's house towards the gate. go.

She walked slowly, but without the slightest hesitation, and without even looking back, she just disappeared from his eyes and disappeared into the vast night.

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