Reborn sparrow becomes phoenix

Chapter 200 Lin Yan's Ambivalence

"You..." Xingye pointed at Lin Yan in front of him in surprise and was speechless, his room was on the third floor, how he came up here was even more surprising than when he came to see him suddenly!

The cold wind outside the window messed up Xingye's loose long hair. Lin Yan went to close the window first, then looked back at Xingye who was standing there, smiling, and approached her, helping her put her hair behind her ears, "Silly, I'm glad to see me." Is it?"

Xingye came back to his senses, slapped Lin Yan's hand off, and said angrily, "I was frightened by you, my house is on the third floor, won't you even walk through the door? Can I not open the door for you?"

"I wanted to open the lock, but I thought your brother was there, so I didn't want to disturb him, so I went through the window. Don't worry, my bare-handed climbing is great, and there will be no danger." Lin Yan said easily.

But Xingye broke into a cold sweat when he said it, and complained, "You pick locks and climb walls. You've improved your skills in the past year. You're just a thief."

"These are the basic items of our training." Lin Yan explained indifferently, looking around Xingye's room, and finally his eyes were still focused on Xingye. Xingye was wearing cotton pajamas with long clothes and trousers, pink belt Wearing a small flower pattern, a pair of fluffy slippers on the feet, and long hair hanging down to the waist, at this moment a pair of black jade-like almond eyes are staring at him, I don't know whether it is anger or the cold wind blowing just now, the cheeks are bright red, red The lips are slightly raised, it is obviously an angry expression, but I think it is very cute, "Go and put on another dress, be careful of the cold."

Although there is heating in the room, Xingye's single pajamas are not enough, Xingye also realized that he was wearing pajamas, turned around and went to the bed to get a cotton padded jacket to put on, and said: "Why come here in the middle of the night, can't wait Tomorrow?"

Turning around, he saw that Lin Yan was already sitting on the bed next to him, and then he noticed that he was wearing a black combat uniform, which should be a gray singlet, and he couldn't help frowning and asked: "You just wear this, so you won't be afraid of freezing. .”

Lin Yan looked at her and smiled, "Are you concerned about me? I have a cotton coat, and it's in the car. It's inconvenient to wear it to climb the wall."

"You're so pretty, you haven't answered me yet, why are you here in the middle of the night?" Xing Ye asked.

Xingye turned around and Lin Yanzuo was already sitting on the bed, Lin Yan pulled Xingye to sit down, saw that Xingye was about to get up, and said seriously: "I asked the team for three hours' leave, and it took me an hour and 10 minutes to come. , but also the time to go back, I can only stay with you for four or 10 minutes in the middle, even the phone call just now is nearly 10 minutes, so I still have half an hour, I have to cherish it, sit down and talk to me Let's talk for a while!"

Xingye was stunned, digesting the meaning of Lin Yan's words, and hurriedly asked: "What is three hours, four 10 minutes, please tell me clearly."

Seeing that she was no longer struggling, Lin Yan explained: "We are going to a new training base, and we are staying at the military camp in Lanwu County tonight. When I was young, I and the captain came here because he was a recruit under my father, he trusted me, and because we didn't know where the next training base was, he dared to grant me the three-hour training base. Fake, and lent me the car so that I can have time to visit you."

"Four 10 minutes?" Xingye muttered to himself, risking the risk of driving back and forth for more than two hours, just to see himself, which made him...

"There are 28 minutes left now," Lin Yan interjected, watching Xingye fell silent, and deliberately said in a teasing tone, "Moved?"

This time Starry Night didn't rob him, are you moved?Of course, I am not hard-hearted, so how can I not be moved by myself!But……

"Why do you come here in such a short time?" Xingye said with a trace of helplessness.

"Fool, you call me stupid every time. This time it's my turn to talk about you. I like you and want to see you. I am willing to come! If I have this opportunity, I will meet you for 10 minutes, and spend the rest of the time. I am willing on the road too!" Lin Yan said warmly.

"I'm not worth it." Xingye really didn't know what to say. Ever since he met Lin Yan, he was a little irritable and naive. He was more like a child who wanted candy in front of him, but he had never spoken so warmly, saying The hearts of people are sour.

Lin Yan smiled, "I'm stupid, I can't figure it out, I don't care if it's worth it or not, I just act with my heart, I want to see you in my heart, so I'm here."

"What do you like about me?" Xingye couldn't help asking.

Lin Yan didn't answer right away, he seemed to be really thinking, and he said after a long time: "I can't tell the reason. At first, I was just curious. After getting in touch with you, I thought you were very interesting and interesting. This is the first time I have such a feeling. Later, I just wanted to Follow you, take care of you, I'm happy just looking at you, but if you want me to say that I like you specifically, I can't say, I like everything, if you call me a fool, I can be happy for a long time."

Xingye lowered her head and didn't dare to look directly at Lin Yan's burning eyes. If another man said this, Xingye might guess whether he was acting, but she knew that Lin Yan was not, and she could tell by looking at his eyes. Lin Yan's bright eyes It made her feel ashamed, and she didn't know how to respond to Lin Yan.

Lin Yan has been looking at Xingye with almost greedy eyes, as if he wanted to put her in his eyes, "The troops I am training now are very confidential, and I can't tell you about some situations, but the training is also unbearable for ordinary people. Time has already eliminated one-third of the people. If my dad hadn’t always punished me to participate in special training, I’m afraid I wouldn’t be able to make it through. When I feel like I can’t make it, you know? You are me motivation."

"Me?" Xingye forced a smile, "I have such great ability!"

"Master He told me that ordinary men are not worthy of you at all, and of course you are also despised. Those who can match you must be elites." Lin Yan recalled, Xingye shook his head and wanted to speak, but he gestured Stopped, "Listen to me, okay! I also agree with what Master He said. He is very accurate when he spends half his life wandering, but I am not expected to be an official. I guess I am not as good as you in business. I'm a soldier, so I thought I could get some grades quickly and be worthy of you, so when the teacher recommended me to participate in this special training plan, I was very happy, because this is a shortcut, better than you. It’s much faster to climb up step by step when I was in the military academy. Of course, if I want to take a shortcut, I have to pay more, so every time I can’t bear it anymore, I think of you and your smile..."

"Stop talking, you fool." Xingye stopped him, "Do you want me to cry when you say these words?"

Xingye deliberately looks fierce, just to hide her uneasiness and hesitation, sometimes the feelings are too heavy, how can I bear it!In the past, I always declared Lin Yan's farewell as a joke, but how can I deceive myself and others to treat it as a joke in today's case, so my conscience can live with it?

"Okay, okay, in fact, what I said just now is what I have always wanted to say, and I have no chance to say it in my heart," Lin Yan said with a smile, but then said seriously: "The next thing I want to say is that I don't want to tell you, But it’s undeniable.”

"What about tongue twisters? If you don't want to say it, you don't have to say it, I don't want to hear it yet!" Xingye was very afraid that he would say something that would make people uncomfortable.

Lin Yan ignored Xingye's words and continued: "I was naive at first, but this time I haven't seen each other for more than a year, so I understand how uncomfortable it is to not be able to see each other again, but the next time I meet I don’t know when, these made me hesitate again. If, I mean, if you accept me, you will have to endure the pain of separation like me. This kind of life will take at least a few years. Only when you are old and stabilized can you..."

"Stop talking," Xing Ye stopped again, her voice was a little louder, and she hurriedly paid attention to the movement outside, fearing to wake Hui Ye, but fortunately there was no movement, maybe Hui Ye also drank at night and now she is sleeping relatively deeply.

"I don't want to talk to you, but I'm afraid that my selfishness will make you suffer with me, but I really can't bear it in my heart. What do you want me to do? Fortunately, I have a full training schedule every day and I don't have time to let you go. I'll think about this, or I..."

"You can't stop talking nonsense, we are only so old, and you think too much." Xingye complained in a low voice.

"I remember you promised me that you would promise me when you became an adult." Lin Yan said.

Thinking about it, Xingye seems to have said something similar, underage, it was an excuse for not wanting to pester him at the time, but it didn't mean that he would agree to him when he was an adult! "I remember saying that I would think about it after I became an adult, but I agreed without saying anything."

"Then I've said everything, you can think about it carefully." Lin Yan stared at Xingye, as if he wanted to hear her result now.

"I... what I mean by adulthood is graduating from college, entering the society, and being able to be formally independent." Xingye herself doesn't know what she's talking about anymore. Does this kind of rhetoric seem to be delayed?But how can you answer if you don't say that?
"Does that mean that I still have two and a half years to work hard, and I don't have to worry that you will be snatched away by others during this time?" Lin Yan asked excitedly. In his opinion, Xingye didn't directly refuse This is already progress.

On the contrary, Xingye felt a little embarrassed, "I didn't intend to talk about relationships so early, and now studies and careers are more important than relationships."

Lin Yan was even more delighted, and felt that although he didn't get a positive answer, Xingye's answer was what he needed most now. If Xingye agreed to him now, he would feel embarrassed while being happy. I can't tell when I will see her for the first time and how long I can stay. That would be too cruel for the two people in love, especially for Xingye. It won't take two years until I stabilize , it will all work out.

"Tell me about your university!" Lin Yan said softly, "I want to hear about your daily life."

"University? So-so! It's nothing more than attending classes, going to the library, and doing projects, but I..." The two of them didn't mention the sensitive topic again, but the time passed quickly, and half an hour was even shorter.

(End of this chapter)