Sweetheart: Momo Little Fudge

Chapter 75 [033] I'm in love with you

It's been ten years.

I love you.

In that dark night like an abyss, I love you over and over again.

—— Zheng Yiyun
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She lowered her eyes and slowly watched the rising smoke.When the water boiled, ten dumplings were put down.The chubby dumplings were tumbling in the boiling water and covered the pot.Wait until the water boils completely, then pour some cold water into it, and repeat three times.

Her mother told her that the dumplings would taste better this way.

Mommy mommy……

What day is it today...

4 month 11 number.

She lowered her eyes halfway and blinked nervously.When the dumplings are ready, fish out the dumplings.

"Eat." She brought the dumplings to Xu Ang.

Don't say anything, just turn around and leave.She was in no mood to talk to the child again.Anytime is fine, but not today.

"Sister, thank you." Xu Ang said vaguely with a dumpling in his mouth, a little embarrassed.

Xu Mo didn't say a word.

She walked upstairs slowly, and when she was halfway there, for some reason, she looked back.

The living room is light and bright.

At the small long table, the little boy sat there obediently by himself.He hung his head, unable to see his expression clearly.From Xu Mo's perspective, he could only see him mechanically stuffing dumplings into his mouth spoon after spoon.

The dumplings were just out of the pan and were piping hot, but he didn't seem to feel the heat at all.

Xu Mo looked at it for a while, then looked back.

Her hands clenched and then loosened, loosened and clenched again, and so on.

Forget it, she told herself.

Nothing to think about.

Nothing fancy either.

Sometimes, your birth is an original sin.

No one can choose.

It was Xu Ang, and it was also her.

Xu Mo.

She doesn't want to change others.

She can't even change herself.

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Xu Ang finished all the dumplings and finished the soup.Then put the dishes away and put them back in the kitchen.

He stayed in the living room obediently for a while, and only returned to his room when he was sure that Xu Mo would not come down again.He is obedient and clever, not like an 8-year-old child.

He gently pushed open the door, for fear of disturbing the woman inside.In the room, no lights were turned on.

window.

A woman is sitting, and the wind is blowing, curling her long hair.Her hair was not tied up, and the black hair fell to her shoulders.Wearing a red cheongsam, the hem is slightly splayed, revealing her graceful thighs.She has a great figure and a supple waist.

"Mom?" Xu Mo said softly, his voice was hoarse and slightly immature.

As long as he was alone with her, Xu Ang was a little scared for some reason.It's like a small animal that strayed into the forest and met a big beast.

Hearing the sound, Zheng Yiyun raised his eyelids, and glanced here slowly.

Her neck is white and slightly raised.Exposed to the air, slender and fragile.Her lips, which were painted with bright red lipstick, were slightly raised, she was a natural smiling lip.The slender fingers dyed with cardamom held the cigarette in his mouth, and played with it wantonly between his two fingers.After a long time, she let out a breath.Swallowing clouds and blowing mist, charming colors and fragrant, like a goblin who eats people's souls.

"What? Failed?" She asked, her voice was cold, not at all like the gentleness around Xu Nanshan.It's not at all like the attitude a mother should have when facing her child.

Xu Ang took a step back unconsciously, and he opened his mouth: "Mom, sister ignored me."

Zheng Yiyun sneered, curled up her index finger, and flicked the cigarette butt: "Oh, ignore you, you're a little bastard, why would she ignore you? Just ignore it, this kid has finally become hard-hearted."

Xu Ang didn't quite understand what it meant to be a little bitch, and he didn't quite understand what it meant to be hard-hearted.I only vaguely understood the meaning of this sentence, that is, my sister ignored him.When he thought about it, he asked, he asked in a daze, "Mom, why is my sister ignoring me?"

The little boy's eyes are big and bright, with clear eyes.Under his eyes, it seemed that all the sins and dirt were invisible.　
sin?
what?
For example, she took away her mentor's husband.

Teacher?
Heh... Tang Nan.

Tang Nan, Tang Nan... Zheng Yiyun kept these words on the tip of her tongue, but she didn't make a sound, her snow-white knuckles beating time in the air.She didn't take a puff of the cigarette in her hand, and let it burn.

It took a long time before she laughed, her voice became more and more crazy, and her face became more and more ferocious: "Little bitch, I call you little bitch. Don't understand? You idiot!"

Xu Ang stood there blankly, unable to understand at all, what happened to the person he called his mother?
"Mom, what's wrong with you?" He stepped forward, trying to comfort his mother, who was going crazy.

"Get out! I tell you to get out!" Zheng Yiyun looked at Xu Ang indifferently, his eyes were full of disgust.

Xu Ang didn't leave, didn't speak, just looked at her quietly.

In the silent night, a sad song came from nowhere.

——Accompany me, settle for you, surpass reason, surpass nature.

—hid God.

— Let you, come to my side.Even if I love you until you are broken into pieces.

——I still have me to meet you and land in the sky.

—Come sink, in my depths.

……

——Immerse you, including the world, I love you.

—Sunken, bottom of the lake.

An all-too-familiar melody.

Zheng Yiyun trembled uncontrollably, on the verge of losing control.She screamed, pulled Xu Ang's arm, and pressed the sparking cigarette butt against his tender arm.

"Go to hell! Go to hell!"

"Mom, mom, I'm in pain!" Xu Ang couldn't hold back, weeping in horror.

Zheng Yiyun didn't hear it, and couldn't hear anything.She laughed louder and louder, her face with dizzy makeup was full of tears, and she was in a state of embarrassment: "Go to hell! Go to hell! Hahahahahaha..."

Finally, as if losing strength, the smoke slipped from her fingertips.Facing the air, she murmured: "I love you."

It's been ten years.

I love you.

In that dark night like an abyss, I love you over and over again.

*
Xu Mo didn't look back, Xu Ang had nothing to do with her.She closed the door, locked it, turned off the lights, and kept everything out.

With her thin back pressed against the door, she fell down on the carpet as if powerless.Her face was full of bewilderment, and her heart was full of anxiety.

She thought she had forgotten it a long time ago, and she had long forgotten that today is April 4th.Obviously, she is very happy today.

She really thought she forgot.

But, why forgot.

That's her mother.

I burst into tears.

The phone buzzes and shakes non-stop, flickering on and off.

She didn't think about anything, her mind was empty, as if someone had hit her with a stick.After a long time, she fumbled to get the phone.Click on it, and take a look, all of them are messages from Chen Chen.

Chen Chen: [Little Fairy Xu, have you arrived home safely? 】

[Why don't you answer me? 】

【Count to ten, if you ignore me, I will get angry. 】

【Ten, Nine, Eight... 1. 2, 1. 119...】

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……

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【Xu Dayuan, are you okay? 】

Xu Mo's throat choked, and he really wanted to tell Xiao Bai all his grievances.But in the end, nothing was said.She stretched out her hand, wiped her tears, and replied word by word.

Xu Dayuan: [I am very happy today. 】

[I just miss my mother. 】

【Want it so so much. 】

Xu Mo typed the last line tremblingly.

[It's just that she went abroad. 】

Soon, the phone buzzed again.

Xu Mo didn't reply.

　Today, Ah Chen won't keep a diary.

　　I gave the first few lines to Zheng Yiyun, after all, she is so pitiful.

　　[It's just that she went abroad. 】

　　Actually, the real meaning is... emmmm... I think little angels understand it.

　　Inexplicably feel that this chapter is very touching~ I am a little afraid of being beaten~
　　
　
(End of this chapter)