Jinxin

Chapter 176
So at this moment, when he saw the two of them finally walking together, talking and laughing calmly, he was also relieved. The secret master is handsome, powerful, rich, gentle and considerate. Maybe Miss Ruan, a fierce horse, is willing to be tamed for him. Maybe.

Thinking of this, he took the initiative to say hello to Su Mingxi, and ran back to Xiaowang Village first, so there were only Su Mingxi and Ruan Yunsi left on the wilderness road.

This situation made Su Mingxi feel a little inappropriate. Lonely men and widows walk side by side. Once someone sees them, there will inevitably be gossip. It doesn't matter to him, but how can a fierce woman like Ruan Yunsi listen to those gossips, so Wang Biao was about to stop Wang Biao, who was running like a rabbit, when Ruan Yunsi said calmly, "Is it strange, sir? As the daughter of the Marquis Mansion, how can I have such skills and vision?"

"Yeah, I'm really surprised, girl..."

Su Mingxi's words came to an abrupt end, and his head, which was originally looking straight ahead, quickly turned aside. He looked at Ruan Yunsi in surprise, as if he had seen a ghost, no, even if he had seen a ghost, it was impossible to be like him now Surprised.

"Gu... girl..."

For the first time in his life, the little father-in-law, who has both civil and military jobs, has always been majestic and arrogant, stuttered, and even his mind went blank. He didn't know what to say in this situation?He didn't even have an idea.It seems a bit shameless to pretend not to know Ruan Yunsi's identity if she only knows it.

Ruan Yunsi looked at him calmly, and said softly, "My elder brother came over after the young master left today."

"Brother Ruan? Ruan Siqi?" Su Mingxi asked hesitantly. Seeing Ruan Yunsi nodded, he was silent for a long time before finally smiling wryly: "I was too careless. I should have known. He is not stupid. No, he is not stupid. Not stupid, since he is Miss Ruan's elder brother, he should be extremely smart."

Ruan Yunsi looked at Su Mingxi's face that calmed down in an instant, and her heart was extremely complicated. She pierced the window paper herself, otherwise, she could have huddled in the sand like an ostrich, escaping from all reality, with peace of mind. Enjoy the protection and convenience of Suming Creek.

But she can't, because she can't reveal her identity, she has been shameless for a long time, and now the truth is revealed, she really can't let herself be so shameless and continue to enjoy the care from a person who has been hurt by her.

But at this time, facing Su Mingxi, she didn't know what to say. She knew that from today onwards, she and Su Mingxi might really and completely break up, and she might never see him again in her lifetime. Even if they saw this personable and gentle man, they would just pass by each other, each feeling sad.

"Since the girl already knows, Su doesn't need to hide it anymore."

Su Mingxi clenched his fists, trying his best to restrain the churning emotions in his chest. He fixedly looked at the speechless Ruan Yunsi, and said in a deep voice: "Su wants to ask the girl, why did you run away from marriage that day? You didn't even hesitate to leave home Run away? Although Su is not a dragon and phoenix among men, he also thinks that he does not have a reputation as a prodigal dandy, why did the girl turn her down so far?"

Facing Su Mingxi's burning eyes with anger, Ruan Yunsi turned her head away. No matter what, she did something wrong.And Su Mingxi's anger also stems from this: without any bad reputation, she was rejected by her daughter's family. If Ruan Yunsi hadn't escaped marriage, she would already be his wife now, and she didn't need to be like this. Can't you reach out and touch her?
"Actually, the answer, young master, should know."

Ruan Yunsi took a deep breath, and finally spoke, then she turned her head, looked at Su Mingxi without fear, and said word by word: "One couple for life, this is what I ask of my husband, and the son is the little one. Father, absolutely can't do it."

Su Mingxi's heart trembled suddenly, he stared into Ruan Yunsi's eyes, it was really strange, this was obviously an extremely ridiculous request, except for those men who struggled to survive and could hardly support themselves, their wives and children, this Is there any man in the world who doesn't take three wives and four concubines as a matter of course?Even honest men, once they have the ability, don't they also want to enjoy the blessings of everyone?Isn't Ruan Yunsi's ex-husband a good example?

But such a ridiculous remark, which was said word by word by the weak woman in front of her through gritted teeth, seemed to be a matter of course.No, it's not just this time, just like what Ruan Yunsi said just now, she really understands the answer in her heart, because the other party has said it in front of her more than once, and every time, such rebellious remarks in the eyes of the world will be said by her like Truth, as if men and women were meant to be.But in fact, it is clearly the opposite.Even if there are couples who respect each other as much as they love each other, there will always be concubines and aunts, won't they?

The two just looked at each other like this, and neither of them would back down.

In the end, it was Su Mingxi who spoke first. He looked into Ruan Yunsi's eyes seriously and said slowly after a long while: "I can promise you that there will be no other women from now on."

Ruan Yunsi could see that after these words came out, the eyes were no longer filled with doubt and oppression, but replaced by a surge of affection. She knew that Su Mingxi liked her, but all along, he used perfect Dingli buried this love between a man and a woman deeply in his heart, but now, all these emotions are released, just like the final blow of a trapped animal under despair.

I really want to promise him, if I promise him, there will be someone I can rely on and love, that must be a very, very good feeling.

Ruan Yunsi felt her eyes a little sore, she is not a grass, how can she be ruthless?Especially for such an excellent man, he is willing to throw away the secular prejudice for himself, he doesn't care about the ruined body of a married man, everything he does is sincere from the heart.Such a man, how could he not be moved or moved?

But she shook her head slowly.

"I'm sorry, Mr. Su, I don't want to marry into a wealthy family and spend my whole life in that deep courtyard. I can't face my husband's aunt and concubine, but I have to be calm when I'm jealous. I know you It is impossible for a non-ruthless person to drive away your aunt for me. In fact, if you really do this, it will only make me look down on you. Therefore, we are destined to have no fate. Seven years ago, my willful selfishness gave you I can't make up for the harm I have brought, and I have always felt guilty. I really never thought that we would meet again after seven years. I'm sorry...I...I know it's useless to say these things, and I don't know what to do to make it To make up for you, if there is an afterlife, if there is a life after life, I hope God will give me a chance to make up for you..."

"The previous life and the next life are too ethereal and empty, I just want to take good care of this life."

Su Mingxi took a few deep breaths, and then he fixedly looked at Ruan Yunsi, with a heavy voice as if he was sinking a boat: "Miss Ruan, did your elder brother tell you? My mother and grandmother are still angry, so they refuse to accept your resignation. That is to say, you are already a member of my Su family. If you remarry later, it is already forbidden according to the law. Now I want you to enter the Su family, it is only right and proper."

Ruan Yunsi didn't expect Su Mingxi to say such a thing. She originally thought that this man might be angry and disappointed after the two of them spoke, but with his self-cultivation and quality, he would never take revenge or persecute behavior, the final result can only be that the two go away separately, and never communicate with each other again.

Her expression was still calm, but her eyes had already betrayed her shock. After a long while, she said softly: "My lord, are you... trying to force me?"

This time it was Su Mingxi who turned his head away, and said softly but firmly: "Since the girl was able to run away from home seven years ago because of her willfulness, shouldn't Su be allowed to be selfish again today?"

Ruan Yunsi's tears finally flowed down, not because of fear or panic, nor because of anger and sadness, but because of emotion.

She understands Su Mingxi's character very well. He should be as chic as the clouds in the sky. No one or anything in this world can affect him.But because of a not outstanding woman, he allowed himself to fall into the swamp.He is not a villain, let alone do things to persecute, but he would rather act as a bully against his will.

"Mr. Su, why do you..." For a moment, Ruan Yunsi's heart was in a state of confusion, and tears flowed like rain.

Su Mingxi turned around and smiled miserably: "Getting is suffering, not getting it is also suffering. In short, it's all suffering. Don't I even have the right to choose how bitter it is?"

"The young master is the best among men, what virtue can Yunsi do? You favor her? Yunsi has no right to criticize or underestimate this kind of love, but has the young master ever thought about it? Why do Lingtang and the old lady refuse to accept it?" My family's resignation? Are they trying to leave me a way out?"

Su Mingxi was taken aback for a moment, and then his complexion turned pale. No one knew better than him that the Su family's refusal to accept the dismissal was definitely not for Ruan Yunsi, but for revenge. Women who run away from home are not qualified to be upright Even if she was caught and brought back with a marriage certificate, she could only join the Su family as a concubine, and how could the entire Su family make this woman feel better?

Su Mingxi's heart was cold, his lips moved, but he didn't say anything.What is he going to say?Did he say that he would persuade his parents and grandmother not to embarrass Ruan Yunsi?Said that he would protect Ruan Yunsi from harm?This is all bullshit.He is a junior, how could he ask the elders what to do?Well, even if he is infatuated and uses various methods to get his mother and grandmother to compromise, but can he stay by Ruan Yunsi's side twelve hours a day?As long as he leaves, how will the people in the mansion treat her?That is not even a thought.

Ruan Yunsi was relieved to see that the infatuated man in front of her had finally been persuaded, but at the same time, a sense of loss and sadness welled up in her heart.

She sighed, and murmured: "What's more, the young master has also seen my weaving and dyeing factory. In this life, my ambition is to build a prosperous Jinxiu Kingdom. If I enter the Duke of Jin's mansion, may I ask you , how can I continue to complete my career? If I have to wash away all my charms and only care for my husband and children in that wealthy family, and lose my freedom for the rest of my life, I would rather..." She bit her lip, and finally Said those four words: "I would rather burn jade and stone together."

Su Mingxi couldn't help but took a step back. He stared blankly at Ruan Yunsi, but only saw the firmness in the other's eyes.

Burn together?Yes, this fierce woman, this is indeed something she can do.Passionate is not like ruthless bitterness. Sure enough, those who lose their hearts lose everything, and they don't even have the right to choose how bitter they are.

Su Mingxi suddenly felt that all thoughts were lost: Forget it, sometimes there must be in fate, and there is always time in fate. Don't force it. Maybe he and Ruan Yunsi are really destined to have nothing to do with each other. Even if there is fate, it is also a bad relationship.

"Since the girl said so, Su will not force her."

Su Mingxi looked up to the sky and sighed, and took a few steps forward.Ruan Yunsi stood there motionless, so he brushed her shoulder, and just like that, the two people who were originally facing each other diverged in the blink of an eye.

"The mountains are high and the rivers are long, and there will be no future. The world is vicissitudes, and the girl cherishes herself."

I don't know how long it has passed, but the man's words seem to be still echoing in my ears, the low and magnetic voice is speaking of the last care he gave to himself.

Ruan Yunsi's tears flowed wantonly on her face, and the spring breeze lifted a few locks of hair scattered on her forehead, but the tears stuck to her face in a blink of an eye.

"You don't know, I really like you, really, really like you. It's just that I have only one choice between the dilemma. I'm sorry, Mr. Su, please forget about a selfish woman like me, blame me Strange, we shouldn't have met in the same world..."

Turning around, the man was no longer in the vast world. Ruan Yunsi finally cried bitterly. She felt that her whole heart was torn apart. Only then did she know that after she stole the man's heart At the same time, her heart has long been lost. She always thought that she could hold on to it, but it was actually just a ridiculous self-deception lie.

Heartbroken and weeping, the sad melody of my favorite song in the previous life seemed to sound in my ears: "People go by with the wind, and the flowers of freedom bloom and fall, no matter what the vicissitudes of the world are. A city full of lovesickness is silent ..."

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Walking aimlessly in the wilderness, Ruan Yunsi didn't realize that it was time to go home until the red sun was setting.

She didn't know how she walked back, she couldn't even tell the direction.

She only knows that her heart is empty, floating in an unknown place, and the choice between dilemmas is the price she needs to pay.

Is it retribution?God gave her retribution for her escape from marriage seven years ago.But if it's really retribution, just let yourself bear it. Why do you want Su Mingxi to fall in love with you?Seven years ago, what she gave to the other party was nothing more than a loss of reputation, but seven years later, what she gave to the other party was a heart full of scars. The only difference is that this time, she also tasted the heartache pain.

　I finally wrote here, I don’t know if everyone can understand Yunsi, but so far, I think I can still understand the two people.Of course, the story of the two of them would not end there.

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