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Chapter 714 714 rely on, the injuries I have suffered

Chapter 714 714 rely on, the injuries I have suffered

Ji Yunkai knew that there was no point in dwelling on the past, but tonight, or at this very moment, she felt wronged in her heart, and if she didn't speak out, she would definitely suffocate to death.

She has been acting indifferent, that is because she has been reminding herself to look at the development of things with reason and not to act emotionally.

She is not the guy with low EQ like Xiao Jiu'an, she knows what to do is best for her, and she knows better what choices to make so that she can live a good life.but……

No amount of reason can withstand the grievance in the heart, and no amount of emotional intelligence can withstand the pain in the heart.

Her heart is full of bitterness, resentment, and hatred, but she keeps telling herself: Ji Yunkai, where's your sanity?

It is Ji Yunkai who has reason and high EQ, and does not act emotionally. It is the Ji Yunkai who is called a genius, and it is the Ji Yunkai that everyone admires.

But God knows, she doesn't want to be the rational, sensible, and courteous Ji Yunkai at all, she just has no choice.

She has been alone since she was a child, she doesn't have the capital to be emotional, she doesn't have the capital to be willful.

She loses her temper, she is unhappy, she makes small emotions, no one will care, and no one will compromise because of her small emotions or her grievances.

It was always Ji Yunkai who compromised.Because, she is the genius Ji Yunkai, she is the most sensible and polite Ji Yunkai.

Over the years, she has gotten used to it and is used to being treated like this.It wasn't until, until... Xiao Jiu'an started to pet her, to show her temper, that she realized that she would also be wronged and angry.

She knew that she was spoiled by Xiao Jiu'an, and if spoiled, she would lose her temper.Reason told her that she shouldn't complain to Xiao Jiu'an, but she couldn't do it emotionally.

She knew that this was the only time. If she didn't express the grievance and anger in her heart this time, she might never be able to express it.

"Xiao Jiu'an, do you know how much I hated you at that time?" Ji Yunkai buried in Xiao Jiu'an's arms, crying.

At this time, she no longer had the previous anger, she was just stating her feelings at that time.

"Do you know how proud I am? I have grown up and been abandoned by so many people, and I have never begged them. It was the first time I begged someone like that. Don't be proud, don't want dignity, don't want the future, I Give up everything, just you...but you treat me like a bug and stomp me on the ground with all my pride and dignity."

"At that time, I wanted to kill you, but I was useless, I couldn't do it, I couldn't kill you. I can only watch you leave."

"Later, you found medicine for me, but... I couldn't thank you. I once held my sincerity in front of you, but you stepped on it and dismissed it. I have no choice but to hold my heart again. Out."

"Yunkai... I'm sorry, I'm sorry." Xiao Jiu'an felt his heart, as if being tightly held by someone's palm, and it hurt badly.

He obviously hugged Ji Yunkai in his arms, but...he felt his heart was empty and full at the same time. This kind of feeling was very contradictory, and he didn't understand it himself. He only knew that Ji Yunkai left him at this moment. So close, yet so far away...

However, at this moment, Ji Yunkai's mood has calmed down. She raised her head, looked at Xiao Jiu'an with eyes full of tears, and smiled cruelly: "Xiao Jiu'an, do you know? Sincerely, it is the only time to present it in front of you. From now on, no matter how good you treat me and how much you love me, I will never be able to present pure sincerity in front of you like I did at that time. I am afraid, afraid of being trampled on again , afraid of being humiliated again. Xiao Jiuan, do you know? I will never forget, I cried and begged you, the scene of you turning and leaving, I will never forget..."

Just like when her mother abandoned her.She will never forget the picture of that woman walking out of her sight step by step.

She was still young at that time, but at that time she already knew what happened, and she even knew that if she kept crying and begging, there might be room for redemption, but she didn't.

That woman doesn't want her anymore, and she doesn't want her anymore, she will never really treat that woman as a mother again, just like...

Now she can no longer hold a pure heart in front of Xiao Jiuan.

She was afraid, afraid to pay again, in exchange for a bloody abandonment.

Ji Yunkai's tone was very light and relaxed, but to Xiao Jiuan, every word she said was like a knife, cutting his heart one by one.

In the past, he could get all of Ji Yunkai's pure feelings, but he personally destroyed them, ruining the feelings he dreamed of now.

However, he can't blame Yunkai, and he can't regret it, the only thing he can do is treat Ji Yunkai better.

"Yunkai, it's me, it's me... I'm sorry, I hurt you first. It's okay, you don't bring your sincerity to this king. This king will show your sincerity to you, okay?" Xiao Jiu'an increased his strength again, tightly imprisoning Ji Yunkai in his arms.

It seems that only in this way can he feel that Ji Yunkai is his and belongs to him.

Xiao Jiu'an's strength and Ji Yunkai's pain, but she didn't cry out.

She raised her head, looked at Xiao Jiu'an, smiled through tears, and said half seriously and half jokingly: "Okay... I will protect your sincerity, so I won't trample on others' sincerity mercilessly like this. "

"Yun Kai, this king is serious." He saw uncertainty in Yun Kai's eyes.

He knew that Yun Kai's body accepted him, but Yun Kai's heart did not fully accept him.

What happened in the past is like a thorn in Ji Yunkai's heart, but...

Ji Yunkai said it, and dug out the bloody thorn with his own hands.This means that he still has a chance and a chance to heal the wound.

"I'm also serious. Although...your sincerity may not be able to exchange all my sincerity, but at least I have true feelings for you." If she didn't like Xiao Jiu'an, she would not back down, nor compromise, let alone Will say these words tonight.

She has always been rational. If she didn't know clearly Xiao Jiuan's tolerance and feelings for her, how could she spread out her grievances one by one in front of Xiao Jiuan?

She has been wronged for so many years, she is used to everything, and takes all grievances to heart. If Xiao Jiu'an hadn't given her enough sense of security, how could she let herself go and say these things?
"My lord, I was hurt by you, bloody, I can't love you unreservedly now, but as long as you don't let me down, I, Ji Yunkai, won't let you down. In this life, I am yours Princess Yanbei will only be your Princess Yanbei." Ji Yunkai closed his eyes and leaned on Xiao Jiuan's chest.

If there is no accident, in this life, this man's chest will be her reliance...

(End of this chapter)