human confession

Chapter 3 Introduction
"Xiao Hu, you must leave after me in the future, okay? If one day you leave, I really don't know what to do. I may have to take care of the children alone, face the family alone, and take care of the family alone. Take care of my parents. When I think of the days without you, my heart hurts so much that I want to cry..."

"My silly girl, I have thought about this problem a long time ago. I think it must be many, many years later, and we are already gray-haired. I will try my best to live one more day than you, so that you will not be so scared. In the extra On that day, I will explain everything to our children, settle you down, and then come to you. So don't go too fast, you must wait for me, so that we can be together again. "

This was a very sad topic that the two of us suddenly talked about in bed on that happy night when we were just married in 2014.

When people are particularly happy, they will unconsciously think of death because they are afraid of separation.What two people who love each other fear most is not being able to grow old together.

The topic of death may be a bit heavy, but if we can talk to our lover about the pain of a permanent separation with our lover today, we will cherish every minute and every second we are with each other from today.

Because we really don't know when that day will come, and who will leave first.

Death is not terrible. People will die eventually. What is terrible is the process of facing death.

God gave me an hourglass of time, and he said that when the fine sand fell, it was also the time when Xiaohu and I said goodbye forever, and I couldn't help crying.But the hourglass didn't stop, nor did I have time to wipe my tears, it kept falling.

So, I understood that doing nothing and just crying is the most useless and time-wasting behavior.

Even when I cry, I smile with tears in my eyes.

Even if there is only one day, I will push Xiaohu in the wheelchair to the beach to watch the sunrise, have lunch with Xiaohu, bring Peanut to the hospital, hug Xiaohu, and wipe Xiaohu again Body, wash face once.

Even if it's only for one day, I want to create an opportunity to make more good memories with him.

In this way, every extra day is the happiness we earn.

Thinking about it this way, life is full of expectations and thoughts again.

(End of this chapter)