The years I was a birdman

Chapter 128 Hate
I can't afford to live, but is it really that easy to die?

The answer is no. There is nothing in this world where all thoughts are destroyed. After He Qian put his head into the rope loop, tears came down, and his legs trembled uncontrollably. He really didn't have the courage to kick the stone under his feet. After a stalemate for about 10 minutes, he finally gave up, he dared not.

He walked out of the stables, sat on the ground, smoked non-stop, and cried while smoking, saying that some people make mistakes, but never find fault with themselves, do not reflect on themselves, only blame others, Coincidentally, this He Qian is this kind of person, and now that life is better than death, a person suddenly popped up in his mind.

Liang Xianshan! !Damn, it's all your fault, if this world didn't have you, everything wouldn't be like this!At this time, his thoughts were extreme, and he even pushed all this on Liang Xianshan, who had died long ago. For a while, all the old accounts surfaced. Those things that he bullied the Liang family were all caused by him. victim.

Liang Xianshan, I hate you, I hate you so much, I'm so jealous, thinking is always the sharpest courage, for a moment, jealousy and hatred temporarily replaced fear and suicidal feelings to occupy his head, I saw him smoking a cigarette , Cursing this person who has been dead for a long time in his heart.

He is already a little crazy now. It is said that people are easy to go crazy when they are extremely stimulated. It seems that He Qian is not far from crazy. He kept muttering to himself: "I I hate it, I hate it..."

Just when he was about to lose his normal consciousness, suddenly, a black shadow jumped in from outside the courtyard wall, no, it was not appropriate to say that it jumped, it could be counted as flying up, and the black shadow rushed in front of him, When the feet hit the ground, there was no sound, it was a person! !
He Qian's thoughts were confused now, and he didn't even notice this scene. The black shadow said, "It's a good thing that you can feel hatred."

When He Qian heard someone talking, he looked up subconsciously, and saw a man standing in front of him. He was slim and handsome, with a small top hat crookedly on his head. It was the monster Fifteen!
I saw Shiwu looking at He Qian, his eyes seemed to be looking at a piece of art, and he said to He Qian evilly: "Do you remember me? Let me help you?"

He Qian stared blankly at the man in front of him, he was not surprised at all under the mental breakdown, suddenly remembered a dream he had yesterday in his mind.

Yesterday, He Qian fell asleep very early. If you say that a narrow-minded person like He Qian is not so pure even in a dream, in the dream, he saw Liang Xianshan and Zhou Shengnan who had died long ago. They still looked like they were young, and they openly kissed me outside the courtyard of He Qian's house. He Qian didn't care too much, he picked up a shovel casually, rushed up, and with a sudden swing from behind, he chopped off Liang Xianshan's head and melon seeds, looking at Liang Xianshan The blood spurting out of the neck, He Qian was so happy, thinking that you should grab a woman from me, right? Now you know how powerful it is.

In the dream, Zhou Shengnan saw Liang Xianshan's head was chopped off, but he was not afraid, a smile appeared on his blood-stained face, and he threw himself into He Qian's embrace, which made He Qian happy, I thought this bitch was finally in my hands!

But at this moment, a hand suddenly patted him on the shoulder. He looked back and saw the beheaded Liang Xianshan standing upright behind him holding his head, and the head in his hand was facing him for a while. Smiling evilly, then the head suddenly flew up, biting his neck tightly, for some reason, he suddenly felt scared, the extreme fear made him unable to move, he could only watch Liang Xianshan a little bit helplessly. gnawing at his flesh.

He suddenly woke up with fright, and then he realized that it was a dream. This is not the first time he dreamed of Liang Xianshan. Since Liang Xianshan died, He Qian often had such nightmares. He wiped his cold sweat and sat up. , There was a wave of hatred in his heart for no reason, he really hated why this bastard who had been dead for many years turned into his nightmare.

No, it won't work, absolutely not!Just as he was cursing repeatedly, a cold voice suddenly came in front of him: "Do you want to stop having nightmares in the future?"

He Qian was startled, and then looked up, only to see a well-dressed young man appearing in his home!He was terrified and wanted to shout, but he couldn't make a sound. It was as if acupuncture points had been tapped all over his body. The daughter-in-law beside him was sleeping soundly and didn't respond at all.

The young man was full of smiles, but his tone was devoid of emotion. He smiled and said to Liang Xianshan: "I know the doubts in your heart, don't be afraid, I'm here to help you."

After finishing speaking, he waved his hand, Liang Xianshan was able to speak immediately, and he asked in great fear: "Who... are you?"

The young man said: "You can call me Shiwu, but it doesn't matter who I am, the important thing is yourself. Let me ask you, do you want to be like this again in the future because you can't eat and sleep during the day, but do it when you fall asleep at night?" Nightmare?"

What he said seemed to have some demagogic power, but after He Qian heard it, he temporarily forgot his fear and surprise, and said firmly, "No, I think so."

Na Fifteen smiled, and then said to him: "Okay, I can help you, but you need to pay a certain price, but please believe me, this price is far less than the pain you are now worried about, you agree Is it?"

At that time, He Qian seemed to be hypnotized. He nodded and said, "I agree."

"Deal, the contract is established." The fifteenth smiled wickedly, and took out a stone from his pocket. The stone was only the size of a fifty cents lighter, with sharp edges and corners, and it shone faintly in the dark. I saw the fifteenth holding the stone, smiling at He Qian and saying, "We have a good cooperation, and I will come to you tomorrow."

I saw that the stone suddenly emitted a dazzling light, and then He Qian felt that his eyes went dark and he lost consciousness. When he woke up, it was already the next day. The dream was quite strange, and he didn't After thinking about it, he got up and began to think about his son's engagement. So many things happened today, he forgot this dream.

He Qian regained his composure from the memories. He looked at the young man in front of him, wasn't he the one who appeared in his dream yesterday and said he wanted to help him?He looked at Fifteen, and said in disbelief, "Is this still a dream?"

Fifteen smiled, played with his hair with his slender and soft hands, and said to He Qian: "Whether it's a dream or not, it doesn't matter, the most important thing is you."

"I..." He Qian muttered, and suddenly he said to Fifteen with a frustrated expression, "Help me, help me!"

"Hahaha, I'm here to help you. You're scared now, but it doesn't belong to you. What you want is jealousy and hatred, which will make you regain your dignity. I will give you courage, but you still have to Let me ask you a question, do you dare?"

"Dare!" He Qian said excitedly. Although he has no education, he can't understand what Fifteen said, but in his heart at this time, Fifteen is undoubtedly the last straw. Anything, he will agree.

That fifteen laughed loudly and said: "Okay, then we have a deal, I will give you the courage to be jealous, and you can use this jealousy to destroy!"

After all, as soon as he raised his hand, He Qian only felt that his whole body was extremely hot, as if he was being burned by a raging fire. There was a mark the size of a lighter on his chest, and the pain was so unbearable that he could not stand it. There was a howling like a wolf.

A red light flashed in the yard, and it fell into darkness again.

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