The years I was a birdman

Chapter 212 Fallen Devil Tribulation

In ancient times, once, an old man surnamed Zhuang suddenly had a bizarre dream while he was taking a nap. In this dream, he turned into a butterfly and flirted around. When he woke up from the dream, he was disappointed. Now, there is one question that he still can't figure out, that is, did he dream about the butterfly, or did the butterfly dream about himself?
Therefore, there is not much difference between dreams and reality itself. Life is short for dozens of years. To some extent, isn't it also a big dream?The most important thing is that you have to figure out what this dream has given you, and what role you play in this dream.

Good dreams and nightmares can't be touched after waking up, like smoke disappearing like clouds, seeming real or unreal, originally returning to one's own heart.

This sentence is indeed a bit difficult to understand. Generally speaking, it is that there is no absolute truth in this world. The only truth may be the belief in your heart.

However, these things were too complicated for Li Lanying at the time to figure it out, but after a few years, whenever someone asked him if he had done anything he regretted in his life, he would always say something like this : "All my life, I was ruined miserably by a dream."

Yes, a dream, a nightmare.

Li Lanying sat on the hard floor tiles, holding Zhang Shifei's gradually icy body. Because of tears, Li Fatty's eyes were swollen like goldfish, and his nose was blocked by snot and nasal congestion. The mouth is rough, and the fat belly rises and falls.

The location of the artificial lake in this school is not too remote, but for some reason, no one came here today. The huge campus is so quiet at the moment, Li Lanying dare not bow her head, because Zhang Shifei's wide-open eyes And the handle of the knife on his chest told him that he had made the biggest mistake in his life, and this mistake could not be undone.

"Old Zhang, old Zhang." Li Lanying choked up and said to herself. For him, Zhang Shifei's death because of him was ten thousand times more uncomfortable than his own death. Good buddies who have been together since childhood, if there is no, there will be no Now, in the future, how should Fatty go on?
How should I face my parents, how should I face Zhang Shifei's parents, and how should I face myself?Li Lanying's tears kept falling, as if she wanted to cry all the tears she had accumulated for decades this time, but can crying really solve the problem?

Of course not.

Although Fatty is lustful by nature and spends all day long, this is not his nature. In fact, he is a person with a very low self-esteem. Because of his figure, appearance, and of course, his family background, he has been ridiculed since he was a child. Fat pig, but since his family has money, those who used to call him fat pig have changed their faces. I have to say that the magic of money is too great, from adults to children. , Whoever has money in their hands means that they have the most delicious snacks and the latest game cartridges.

For these things, teenagers don't care about fat pigs or not, but Li Lanying cares. He was very disgusted with those people when he was a child. Li Lanying no longer trusts others easily. Those who treat him well are often because of his parents' things, money.

The only person of the same age who has never called him a fat pig may be Zhang Shifei. Since the two of them met, they have called each other by their names. From the earliest Zhang Shifei Li Lanying to the later old Zhang Laoli, that’s it. Naturally, since Zhang Shifei understood him, why didn't Zhang Shifei himself?

The two people's personalities gradually became withdrawn. Apart from each other, they hardly had any heart-to-heart relationship with anyone. Of course, in their hearts, it is good to have one true friend in a lifetime. He would not hesitate to risk his own life.

Think about it when in Yingzhou, the old guy Chen Tuan’s first test for them was to let them "cannibalize each other". Go away, because in his heart, it is the best ending for his good brother to survive. He never imagined that Zhang Shifei thought the same way at the time. After he said the sentence to Chen Tuan, "You killed Me, I still can't do it." At that time, although Li Lanying pretended to be stupid on the surface, she was extremely excited in her heart, two brothers in the same life, it seems that this is the creed they waited for together.

But now recalling this scene, Li Lanying's heart feels like a knife is being cut. Why, why is it like this, why did Zhang Shifei die because of him?

Regret, like a tide, accompanied by tears, has never stopped.

Li Lanying thought repeatedly in her heart, why is it so painful, why can't she forgive herself?If so, what's the point of living?
Because of one of his willful actions, he let his only friend pass away, which is really unbearable for him. Yes, to a certain extent, it has nothing to do with him. He can continue to find a reason to live in the world , but will he really do this?
Of course not. Suddenly, he remembered the previous dream again. In the dream, he seemed to meet a talking dog. The things that many people struggled with were so simple to the dog, just a promise. Don't expect to be born in the same year and the same month, but to die in the same year and the same month.

When Li Lanying thought of death, it seemed that there was only one way to get rid of it now. As long as the pain was no longer so painful, death might really be a kind of relief for him.

So when he thought of this, he became cruel and pulled out the dovetail knife on Zhang Shifei's chest with trembling hands. With a groan, Li Lanying held the knife instead and pressed the blade against his chest. He was desperate, as if there was really nothing in this world that he could miss so much, so he closed his eyes, threw his heart out, and stabbed hard!

However, just when the point of the knife pierced his skin, suddenly, he only felt a heat in his heart, as if he was frozen, unable to move, even unable to open his eyes.

Li Lanying felt under her collarbone, a small piece of skin quickly became extremely hot, as if scalded with an unextinguished cigarette end, Li Lanying was startled, but she was still unable to move. A voice suddenly appeared in my mind.

"Do you want to die?"

"Who are you?" Li Lanying couldn't speak, but her thoughts didn't stop.

The voice in his head sounded emotionless, but Li Lanying had already heard that it was actually his own voice, and only heard the voice say to him: "You ask who I am, and I also want to ask who you are?"

Li Lanying said in her heart: "I...I am Li Lanying."

"You are Li Lanying?" The voice sounded again: "I am also Li Lanying, we are actually one person."

Li Lanying sighed, thinking to himself, probably because he was too stimulated, that's why he had this hallucination, so he said in his heart: "I don't care if we are alone or not, but it doesn't matter I'm going to die soon."

The voice in his head seemed to laugh, and then said again: "Oh? You're going to die, why?"

After Li Lanying heard this voice, two lines of dirty tears were left in his closed eyes. He thought to himself: "Because I killed my best friend. My heart is so uncomfortable. There is nothing but death. I can't think of any other way."

Indeed, at first he wanted to kill all those bastards to help Zhang Shifei avenge him, but what Zhang Shifei said to him before he died left him speechless. Originally, Zhang Shifei would not die because of Li Lanying's willfulness. That's why his life went to hell. This kind of guilt in my heart is extremely strong, and I will never regret it disappearing.

After listening to Li Lanying's words, the voice smiled again, and then the voice came out of his head again: "Don't rush to die, even if you die, some things won't help, I have a way to help you No matter how painful it is, how about it?"

This voice appeared in his mind a few times before, it was Li Lanying's own voice, without a trace of emotion, but this time, the voice sounded a bit like a woman's, and it was incomparably alluring. This feeling seemed familiar to him, but he couldn't remember when it happened. Maybe it was Zhang Shifei's death that brought him great pain and stimulation. Maybe it was the moment in his heart. Extremely longing to be free from this pain and despair, after the voice sounded, Li Lanying didn't even think about it, she just said in her heart: "Can you help me?"

The voice said to him: "Of course, because I am helping myself when I help you, I ask you, do you want to stop being so uncomfortable?"

"Of course!!" Li Lanying almost shouted at this moment, although he couldn't open his mouth, his eyelids were still beating violently.

The voice said to him again: "If you want to be free from pain, you have to pay a price. Let me ask you, are you willing?"

"Of course!!" Li Lanying yelled in her heart: "I am willing to pay any price!! Even if it is death!!"

The charming voice laughed again, and then sounded again in his mind: "How can I let you die, I want to give you new power, unprecedented, are you willing?"

At this time, Li Lanying still had a lot of considerations. After hearing the voice, he said firmly in his heart: "I've said it all, if I can bring Lao Zhang back to life, no matter what the price, I'm willing!!"

"Resurrection, hehe, of course." said the voice.

When Li Lanying heard this, she was extremely happy in her heart, and she shouted to that voice in her heart: "Then what are you waiting for?! Come quickly!!!"

After hearing what he said, the voice stopped talking nonsense and rang in his head again: "Okay, the transaction is established, I hope you can have a good dream, and at the same time, accept my power!! !"

The sound this time was extremely loud, echoing in his heart like a bell. Li Lanying only felt a sharp pain in his head. At the same time, the small piece of skin under the collarbone seemed to be burning. When he was caught, the heat was like a caught snake, struggling constantly, Li Lanying wanted to cry out in pain, but he never cried out. It took about ten seconds or more like this. After a long time, Li Lanying only heard a crisp sound, as if something broke.

Li Lanying naturally didn't know that the sound was the rosary beads that Chen Tuan gave him broke. Chen Tuan told him and Zhang Shifei the rosary beads that day, but he didn't want them to use the power of the fairy bones indiscriminately, because sometimes, power can often control People's beliefs, strength is not necessarily a good thing. Chen Tuan hoped that they could also cultivate their minds while practicing the Tao, so he made such a bad move. The string of rosary beads is very magical, it will follow the soul, and it will be in the state of a beast Even if Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying return to their human bodies, they will be tied to their animal claws, and they will appear on their wrists.

Just after the cracking sound disappeared, the inexplicable heat quickly covered his whole body. Li Lanying only felt his eyes go dark, and at the same time his body regained consciousness. He suddenly opened his eyes, and at the same time embraced He stopped his own head, looked up to the sky and shouted: "Ah!!!!!!!!!"

After opening his eyes, the surroundings were still in darkness. Zhang Shifei’s body was gone, the pain all over his body was gone, the ground was gone, the artificial lake was gone, the school was gone, and even this day was gone. , but Li Lanying was not surprised at this time, he was panting heavily, and his obese body began to emit a stream of red smoke, and surrounded by the red smoke, there was also a stream of blue-purple smoke. Smoke, these two kinds of smoke that looked like flames, instantly covered his body.

There was no trace of sadness on Li Lanying's face at this time. He stood up thoughtfully, looked around, and muttered to himself, and the space around him closed his eyes. It was the same from time to time, when Li Lanying was looking around aimlessly, a bright light suddenly appeared not far in front of him, Li Lanying didn't know what to think, he looked at the bright light, and opened his mouth. He sneered a little, and a hint of evil emerged from his eyes, so he muttered to himself while walking away thinking about the light.

I don't know what is waiting for Li Lanying at the end of that light.

Outside of the dream, it was already night, when Li Lanying's mother found Li Lanying sleeping, Liu Yudi was shopping with her best friend Zhang Yaxin on Zhongyang Street in the downtown area of ​​HEB, when Li Lanying's mother found out that Li Lanying was sleeping, Liu Yudi was shopping with her best friend Zhang Yaxin. , it seems that this is a woman's nature. Due to the different physiological structure, a life like a woman will not feel tired even after walking around the street for a day.

No, in the morning, I received a call from my good sister, saying that she was on vacation today and wanted to go shopping with her. After all, Liu Yudi was a young woman and couldn't resist the temptation of shopping, so she readily agreed and did not call Cui. The husband got up, dressed up beautifully and went out.

A woman is equal to [-] ducks, and so on, how lively two women will be together. After a day of shopping, I bought a lot of things in big and small bags. Now that the sky is getting dark, the two feel a little tired. So I found a small restaurant on the spot, ordered a few small dishes, ordered a little wine, and talked about topics that I didn't talk about when I was with a man.

This kind of topic is called boudoir secrets, that is, some gossip, the recent performance of the other boyfriend, which celebrity is having an affair again, the recent promotion of cosmetics there, where are the delicious things, the method of makeup, the mask Which brand to choose...... Wait and see.

It is not easy to say that Liu Yudi is actually not easy. Her home is not in Harbin, because she wanted to stay here with Mr. Cui, she borrowed money to open a kindergarten after graduation, and almost all her classmates in college flew away, or married money, or work hard alone. On weekdays, Liu Yudi has to face, besides a group of children and parents of students, those stinky old men in Fuzetang. Therefore, she is the only one in this city who can talk quietly. , probably only this Yaxin.

Anyway, everything depends on fate. This Zhang Yaxin is the girlfriend of Yi Xinxing, Mr. Cui's best friend, nicknamed the King of Dumbness. Therefore, it is said that Zhang Yaxin didn't know why before, she lived in a hospital for a while, and seemed to have lost a memory for a short time. Yi Xinxing appeared at this time and stayed with her all the time. Although Zhang Yaxin had seen Yi Xinxing before, But for some reason, after he was discharged from the hospital, he somehow fell in love with Yi Xinxing's dullness, so after going back and forth, the two fell in love.

Zhang Yaxin was still Mr. Cui's junior college student, and was rescued by Mr. Cui. Naturally, she knew the identities of Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing well. She was one of the few people who knew the truth about ghosts and evil spirits in this world, probably because Well, she gets along very well with Mr. Cui's girlfriend, and their relationship is like that of sisters.

Speaking of which, the two beauties haven't been together for a while. Zhang Yaxin works in a large company and is quite powerful in it. She is considered a high-end white-collar family. The pace of life is fast and busy, and it is hard for them to have time to rest. The two sisters When we meet, we naturally have a lot to say.

Liu Yudi complained to Zhang Yaxin while holding the meat in her mouth: "I said, these men don't know what they are thinking, they make the workplace like a garbage dump every day, oh, don't you You know, I'm going to be a nanny one day."

Men don't like to be clean, so Liu Yudi can't do anything about it. Zhang Yaxin smiled. She held a glass of orange juice in her hand. After taking a sip, she said to Liu Yudi: "I know, my idiot is not much better. I was assembling small pieces of wood in the room every day, and the room was messed up. They were happy, and it was not us women who cleaned up the mess in the end? Ah, that's right."

When Zhang Yaxin said this, she actually lowered her voice, and then said with a smirk at Liu Yudi: "You and Brother Cui...haven't you two had sex yet?"

"What happened?" Liu Yudi blinked her big watery eyes, obviously not understanding.

Zhang Yaxin pursed her lips and smiled, then looked around, and found that other diners in the shop didn't pay attention to them at all, so she said to Liu Yudi: "Who else can it be, that's it."

After she finished speaking, she looked at Liu Yudi meaningfully. Seeing her like this, Liu Yudi finally came to her senses, her little face turned red immediately, and she said to Zhang Yaxin coquettishly: "Oh, what are you talking about?" Well, it's really..."

"Yo, don't be embarrassed, they are all women." Zhang Yaxin said to Liu Yudi: "Look at you, don't tell me that you really still..."

Liu Yudi blushed, nodded, then sighed and said, "That dead man, don't you know what happened to him? He didn't want to harm me, so..."

After Zhang Yaxin heard what Liu Yudi said, the smile on her face also disappeared, she also sighed, and then said to Liu Yudi: "Oh, it's really difficult for him, a big man can bear it for so long. He said that his line of work is not easy to do, by the way, the matter of sister Shanshan..."

Liu Yudi nodded and motioned her to stop talking. Liu Yudi smiled, and then said to Zhang Yaxin: "I know it all. I asked him to go that day. I believe him."

Zhang Yaxin smiled, then stretched out her hand and tapped Liu Yudi's forehead lightly, and said to her: "It seems that Brother Cui is really lucky to have you as a girl."

Liu Yudi is younger than Zhang Yaxin, and usually regards her as her sister. Seeing Zhang Yaxin say this, she pouted her greasy mouth, and then said to Zhang Yaxin: "How dare you talk about me, talk about yourself, see You say that, do you and Brother Yi..."

Zhang Yaxin shrugged, and then said to Liu Yudi: "Although I don't want to, I can't do anything about that idiot's stalking. It has been hard for me for more than 20 years. I didn't lose anything when I was in college. The first few months are regarded as The birthday present will be ruined by this idiot."

Although he said so, Zhang Yaxin's face showed a happy expression, accompanied by a blush, which was very touching.

Seeing what he said, Liu Yudi muttered softly: "This is really not a bad thing for you..."

Zhang Yaxin obviously didn't hear what she was saying, so she smiled and said to Liu Yudi: "What are you mumbling about?"

Hearing her question, Liu Yudi shook his head, and then said with a smile: "Ah, no, let's go, it's getting late, my family must have not eaten yet."

Zhang Yaxin smiled wryly, and then said to Liu Yudi: "Well, I think my family must also be sawing wood for fun."

After buying the bill, the two ordered some takeaways, and then got up with big bags and small bags of clothes to go home. However, just as Liu Yudi got up together, she suddenly let out an exclamation. It turned out that it was the heel of her high-heeled shoes. It was broken for no reason, originally it was just a trivial matter, but no matter who Liu Yudi is, she frowned and said, "It's unlucky."

Zhang Yaxin knew that Liu Yudi was proficient in divination, and after hearing what she said, she didn't ask any more questions, and sat down with her again. After Liu Yudi sat down, she stretched out her slender fingers and began to count, that is, a cup of tea Suddenly, Liu Yudi's big eyes were startled, and then she said to Zhang Yaxin, "Hurry up, our man is in trouble!"

As for what kind of trouble Yi Xinxing encountered, I really don’t know here, but Mr. Cui is indeed quite troublesome now, and now he singled out four big long faces, even though his miraculous skills are invincible, he still seems to be struggling. Can only support hard.

If he is still like this, Zhang Shifei needless to say, at this moment, he seems to have exhausted all his strength, with a lot of color on his body, and he is holding the nameless Tang knife tightly in his hand, panting heavily , the black energy on the Tang Dao is already pitifully weak, and it seems that it will lose its effect soon.

And in front of him, stood an egg demon Xiaoqi who had lost three fingers. That Xiaoqi was full of anger, as if he wanted to tear the young man in front of him to pieces to relieve his anger!
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