The years I was a birdman

Chapter 241 The Eve of the Duel

When Mr. Cui returned to the hotel, it was already midnight.

Zhang Shifei opened the door, and as soon as the door opened, a smell of alcohol came over his face. Mr. Cui walked into the room with his messy long hair, and the face with a half-delayed expression, more or less, brought With a little emotion.

"I just came back. Didn't I go to see a woman? Why are you still drinking?" Zhang Shifei blinked, looking at Mr. Cui's messy appearance, thinking that he doesn't look like he is dating a woman. , How is it like letting a woman scratch it?

Could it be that this grandson wanted to plot against the woman he met because of his lust, but in the end he was beaten up by that woman, and in the end he hurt his self-esteem, so he had to find a remote place to buy two bottles of the legendary MP+200 old man? Has the village chief healed himself?
If we talk about the rumors in the world, this is how they are produced, because when people encounter things, they often only start from the perspective they understand in their hearts, and when they think about it, what they think comes true.

Mr. Cui made a break, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "It's useless to talk less, let's go, Lao Yi still has Dongzi, let's go drink some more."

Yi Xinxing also came over at this time, seeing Mr. Cui's virtue, he asked him: "You smell like alcohol, can you still drink it?"

Mr. Cui smiled, leaning against the door frame, stuck the little finger of his right hand into his mouth, sucked it hard a few times, then opened his mouth and said to Old Yi, "Is there any more?"

Yi Xinxing's expression was as if he had been attacked by chemical poisonous gas, and he was about to turn into a zombie-like hideousness. He covered his nose and scolded in disgust, "Hurry up and open it, a leek box!" Taste."

Mr. Cui laughed loudly, then wiped his hair casually, and said to the three people in the room: "Brothers, I am happy today, I invite you to have a supper, let's go! I am in a hurry with whoever is polite!"

Who is being polite to you!Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, then looked at Mr. Cui, thinking to himself, could this grandson really be stimulated by something today? He usually knows that he is polite to others. This guy eats two peanuts for a bottle of beer. But there is no chance for others to be polite to him! ?
So Zhang Shifei said to Mr. Cui, "What do you want to treat us to?"

"Eat seafood!" Mr. Cui laughed.

Zhang Shifei's heart skipped a beat!At the same time, it looked back at Yi Xinxing, and saw that Yi Xinxing's expression was quite serious, could it be that Mr. Cui was possessed by something! ?Or is it not Mr. Cui at all, is it because the egg demon changed to make trouble? !

Seafood! !Not to mention whether there are any in this dilapidated small county, just talk about this Mr. Cui, how could it be possible to invite them to eat this stuff?Anyway, Zhang Shifei didn't believe it even if he was beaten to death. You must know that although Mr. Cui had invited them to dinner before, thinking about the things he invited was enough to prove Mr. Cui's mentality.

Ramen, steamed buns, spicy noodles, choke dishes, Uncle Yuan Ramen Restaurant.

There is nothing more than one hundred, okay! !Today, the grandson actually said that he wanted to invite them to eat seafood?Don't be kidding, you must know that rare things are more expensive, and this meal can't cost more than 1000! ?It's almost catching up with the salary he gave Zhang Shifei!

Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei swallowed, then stretched out two fingers in embarrassment, gestured to Mr. Cui, and asked cautiously: "Brother Cui, brother Cui? Come on, tell me, what is this?" How much is it?"

He was really afraid that what Mr. Cui said was drunk, how embarrassing would it be if he refused to admit it after he sobered up?Although the money was nothing to Zhang Shifei, this matter had to be clarified.

When Mr. Cui saw that the three people in front of him were all looking at him with unnatural expressions, he felt very depressed immediately. He thought to himself, why don't you just treat you to a meal? Shouting and cursing: "Go away, this is a pig's trotter, you two?"

Damn, I didn't drink too much.

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and hurriedly withdrew his fingers. Everyone didn't know what to say for a while, but Mr. Cui said to them: "Forget it, whether you like to come or not, if you don't come, I will be alone." eat."

After finishing speaking, he turned and went out, and the three of them looked at each other, only to see that Yi Xinxing hurriedly shouted at Mr Cui's back: "Go, go, why not go, let's go, brothers, eat to death!" He's a bastard."

After finishing speaking, he chased him out. Zhang Shifei and Cai Handong smiled awkwardly, and followed them out. When they walked out of the hotel, Zhang Shifei unexpectedly found his bicycle. Didn't you leave this bicycle by the river in Xiaobaifen?Why did it appear for no reason now?Could it be that the bicycle given to him by the split is so magical, like a guide dog, that he even took him home?
Naturally, they didn't take a taxi. In the past ten days, Zhang Shifei always felt that this small place is actually pretty good. It feels like there is no competition in the world, especially at night, the streets are very quiet, only the street lights are quietly on, and occasionally some moths that seek this light collide and make a slight crackling sound.

Zhang Shifei was walking on the road, still a little guilty in his heart. He looked at the back of Mr. Cui walking in front, what happened to his split today, why did his walking appearance change, his hands in his pockets straightened, and he took a step forward. Sanhuang, he said he would invite everyone to eat seafood, could it be lobster?Or the small, spicy kind?
He was wrong again. Mr. Cui did not invite them to eat spicy crayfish this time, but real seafood, oysters, clams, shrimp clams, crabs...

After all, he was born and raised here. Mr. Cui is very familiar with the environment of this street. He turned left and right and led everyone to a shop. The shop is not big, but it is open 24 hours. Even in the middle of the night, the business is pretty good. Huo, Zhang Shifei learned the lesson now, no matter how dilapidated the county is, there are places to eat seafood.

It's still alive.

In a small private room, everyone was seated. Mr. Cui took the menu from the waitress girl, pointed at him without even looking at it, and then handed the menu to them, asking them to greet him enthusiastically.

Zhang Shifei didn't say a word, but Lao Yi actually had tears in his eyes at this moment, and he whispered to Zhang Shifei: "It's been so many years since I've been so generous, okay, if it's possessed That's good too! Be attached to him forever!"

I'm dizzy.Zhang Shifei was speechless again.

This time they are grilled, all kinds of grilled. While waiting for the dishes to be served, Mr. Cui lit a cigarette, and then said to everyone: "Don't be surprised, I just want to ask you to have a good meal today. Dun, after all, I'm leaving tomorrow, this is my hometown, and I should also enter the friendship of the landlord, how about it, my house is quite complete."

Zhang Shifei nodded. He looked at the crowded shop outside the box, and said strangely, "Aren't you poor here?"

Mr. Cui nodded, and then said, "That's right, in the impoverished counties, there aren't even ice lanterns on the streets on the fifteenth day of the first lunar month."

Zhang Shifei asked again: "Then why is the business here still so hot?"

Mr. Cui smiled, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "After so long, why don't you understand this truth? In a harmonious society, the poor are only ordinary people. Do you understand? Well, yes, even though this is a poor county, But the housing prices here are among the top among counties across the country."

Of course Zhang Shifei understood. He suddenly recalled the scene he saw in Liang Yun'er's hometown. Indeed, if you want to talk about the tax included in buying a steamed bun now, where did all the tax go?The order to prohibit extravagance and waste is to tell the common people, why do you, a taxpayer, spend so much?The less taxpayers spend, the more people spend taxpayers money.

How many children can't afford to go to school, have they seen what abalone looks like?
Zhang Shifei looked at the noise coming from outside the door. Maybe those middle-aged people with fat stomachs couldn't think of it. After all, people are selfish and only proceed from their own interests. There are many unfair things.

Why, why is this happening?Suddenly, a strange idea appeared in Zhang Shifei's mind, so he sighed: "You said, what we believe in now is cause and effect, and everything has a cause and effect, that is to say, these are predestined, they Is fate destined to be like this?"

Mr. Cui looked at Zhang Shifei with some surprises, and then said to him: "Good idea, although I misunderstood it, but this idea is worthy of praise. Well, Dongzi, you should know more about cause and effect than anyone else. Come on, tell me Him."

Cai Handong nodded when he heard what Mr. Cui said, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "You have misunderstood cause and effect, because although we cannot change the antecedent cause, after all, it is beyond our reach, but, We can indeed change this 'consequence'."

"Oh?" Zhang Shifei looked at Cai Handong. Because of that eye, Cai Handong understood cause and effect much more clearly than he did. Zhang Shifei had never denied this little shou's ability, so he asked Cai Handong Bitter Winter: "How should I say it?"

I saw that Cai Handong thought for a while, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Let's talk about murder for life. You also know before that murderers must bear the crime. Even if they don't report it in this life, they will still be punished in the next life." kill the one he kills."

Zhang Shifei nodded, and then said, "Well, that's right, it's nothing more than normal to kill people to pay for their lives, what's wrong?"

Hearing his question, Cai Handong took a sip of the tea in the cup, moistened his throat, and then said: "But, as the saying goes, when will it happen? Have you ever thought about it? This is an infinite loop. You Kill me, I will kill you, if this continues, life after life may fall into this vicious circle, this is the contradiction of cause and effect, killing must pay for life."

Zhang Shifei was taken aback for a moment, and said involuntarily, "If this is the case..."

"Isn't that how the sea of ​​bitterness is formed?" Mr. Cui smiled, took Cai Handong's words, and then said: "Cause and effect are a very wonderful thing. We live in this world, and we have been burdened with it since we were born. However, we are also the sowers of the previous causes, so there is no limit to the sea of ​​suffering.”

Zhang Shifei lowered his head and thought over these few words over and over again. He felt that these words contained deep philosophical principles. The way he thinks about things now is naturally different from before. After a while, he He actually figured it out, and he raised his head and said to Mr. Cui, "I understand! Although cause and effect exist and are inevitable, just like those corrupt officials, it is very likely that they were poor people who were killed by corrupt officials in their previous lives, so they Be an official in this life! But, they have a choice!!"

Papapa, after hearing what Zhang Shifei said, Mr. Cui actually applauded. He smiled and said, "Get on the road! It's the first time I see you going on the road like this, boy, there's nothing wrong, they have a choice !"

Indeed, everyone has their own choices. Even if you were poor in your previous life and become an official in this life, you can still make a choice after becoming an official in this life. It is to kill the official who killed you in the previous life based on cause and effect (that is, The poor in this life), it is better to be a civil servant and resolve this grievance.

He corrupted you in the previous life, and you corrupted him in this life, so what is the difference between you and him?Didn't you also become the person you hate the most before you knew it?
As a result, the sea of ​​suffering is boundless, and it is caught in a repeated cycle. Therefore, all living beings are suffering, and complaints are rife. Why are there so many corrupt officials in this world?

Zhang Shifei finally understood now that it was because cause and effect blinded his eyes.

If you want to change the cause and effect, you can only reflect on yourself first!

That’s right, if we all consciously change ourselves, then this cause will disappear!When the cause disappeared, the effect never appeared, so it was like this!
Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei sighed a long time, and then said to himself: "It's so simple to solve the cause and effect, and get rid of the evil fate, but many people can't do it. For example, if you kill someone, don't you think so?" Are you going to forgive him?"

Mr. Cui smiled, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Who says you have to forgive, what does the law do... You still don't understand what I mean, I mean, you can't expect to change others, just change Be yourself, if you change yourself, there will be one less evil cause in this world, and there will be another drop of clean water in this sea of ​​suffering."

Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and then said, "But what effect can this drop of water have?"

Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing looked at each other, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Many people have this kind of thinking, so there will be a sea of ​​suffering. Yes, if others are evil, I will also be evil. Evil comes from evil. Go, everyone starves to death in the end..."

Mr. Cui spit out a smoke ring, and then said: "Cause and effect cannot be used as a reason to do evil, because this is a cycle in itself, don't look at the present, but look at the origin, if everyone's heart is good, don't go Killing people, of course no one will be killed. Killing people is wrong in itself, understand? What we need to change is not the consequences, but the antecedents. What happens in the world is done in the world. In the final analysis, the law is also causal Microcosm... It's far away again, ahem, the first thing we have to change is our own heart, even if the kindness of the heart is limitless, it is boundless and naturally blissful."

"The bliss you mentioned may only appear in novels and beliefs." Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, "Isn't this the way it is in the world, otherwise, it wouldn't be called the sea of ​​suffering."

When Mr. Cui heard him say this, he did not refute, but said to him earnestly: "You may be right, but I firmly believe that if everyone can change themselves, sooner or later, the sea of ​​suffering will also change. into heaven."

Speaking of this, Mr. Cui smiled bitterly, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "It's just that we can't see that day anymore. As you said, people are different. Some things are really difficult. Those who have no reason Deceit, unreasonable harm, bad words, and wanton slander are all things that are difficult to get rid of... I suddenly found that I am also a person who is a bit clumsy in speech, and I don’t know how to explain it to you. Forget it, let’s put it simply. .”

Zhang Shifei looked at Mr. Cui, as if he was very touched by this topic. He put out the cigarette in the ashtray, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "No matter how deep the sea of ​​bitterness is, there will still be a few wisps of it." For Qingliu, compromise is sinking, persistence is hard to move, persistence and compromise, it depends on yourself."

Persevere or compromise.

This is a question. In a sense, it is similar to whether to be or not to be. Mr. Cui's words are very profound. He couldn't understand Zhang Shifei before, but at this moment, he Got it, I saw him sigh, and then said: "I never compromise."

Mr. Cui laughed, and Yi Xinxing also laughed. Judging from their smiles, they should be very relieved at this time. After Zhang Shifei finished speaking, Yi Xinxing raised his hand and clapped Pat him on the shoulder, and then said to him: "Very good, young man, in fact, the relationship between cause and effect is not as complicated as what Lao Cui said. Let me give you a sentence. After you understand this sentence, you can Freed."

Why does this relief sound so much like dying? Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and Yi Xinxing said to him: "Change is the most important thing. See people with the eyes of ghosts. There are ghosts everywhere. See people with the eyes of Buddha. All living beings are Buddhas."

It really is.

After Zhang Shifei heard this sentence, he was relieved. Yes, why do I have to worry about it? We all live in the sea of ​​suffering, but some people choose to sink in the sea of ​​suffering and make the sea of ​​suffering even dirtier. I chose to persevere, even if I couldn't see the shore in front of me, I still kept swimming forward.

Some people were wearing black padded jackets, but they had already frozen to death, and some people were wearing black stockings, but she was still alive.

The waitress girl was wearing black stockings. Zhang Shifei looked at the little girl who came in with a beer, and couldn't help but think of this sentence again. Thinking about it, this is one of the few philosophical words that Li Lanying knows. Li Lanying, Li Lanying, Zhang Shifei Shi Fei smiled wryly, and I don't know where you are now, do you have any black stockings?

Soon, soon, Zhang Shifei said silently in his heart, my good brother, I must rescue you, you will be fine, even if you are in a demon, you will be fine, if Cui splits up, he can't do anything, Big deal, let's go to Yingzhou again!Fairies always have a way.

Just when he was lost in thought again, the waitress with black silk put the beer on the table, and said sweetly to Mr. Cui, "Brother, do you want to open it now?"

Mr. Cui smiled at the girl, then shook his head and said, "No need, there is no need to keep the bottle opener (cap opener), we have it ourselves."

The little girl responded and went out. Mr. Cui picked up a bottle of beer and said to Zhang Shifei, "Okay, don't think about it, come and drink."

Zhang Shifei responded subconsciously, and then said to Mr. Cui: "Then you are open?"

Mr. Cui smiled wretchedly, and said to Zhang Shifei, "I'll feed you enough to drink. If you want to drink, you can find a way for yourself."

After all, Mr. Cui held the bottle of beer in his right hand, and the black air on his right hand slowly appeared, and the black air penetrated into the bottle cap. The beer was sipping in front of Zhang Shifei's eyes, which seemed to have a hint of showing off. His wriggling Adam's apple and the beer froth flowing from his mouth all conveyed a very special feeling to Zhang Shifei. Delicious feeling.

In other words, in the afternoon, Mr. Cui said that he wanted to have supper with them, so everyone didn't eat much at night. Zhang Shifei was really thirsty at this time. He suddenly felt that Mr. Cui should be taking his postgraduate entrance examination, so he He swallowed, then turned his head to look at Yi Xinxing, Mr. Cui used fairy bones, I really don't know what method this old Yi will use.

But he was disappointed, Lao Yi didn't use any means.

After listening to what Mr. Cui said, Yi Xinxing gave a dumbfounded 'oh', then put the chicken wine bottle into his mouth, unscrewed the bottle cap with his teeth, and handed it to Cai Handong, Cai Handong. Bitter Winter was a little embarrassed, but still accepted it.

Zhang Shifei suddenly felt a little funny. He looked at Mr. Cui, and Mr. Cui was also looking at her. His expression clearly wanted to know his current strength. When Zhang Shifei saw this, he didn't say anything. He took a bottle Beer, and then said to Mr. Cui: "Let you see how I open it."

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