The years I was a birdman

Chapter 253 Let Him Win

Persistence is really a terrible thing, often it will cover people's eyes, making us unable to recognize the direction in front of us, and then, and then walk into a dead end, and then, all the way to the dark.

Mr. Cui is here.

He saw this scene and did not speak. Zhang Shifei changed back into a human form and came to him, and said to him worriedly: "Separate, what should we do? Now they are both down. In this first round of competition, Does it count as a draw? But if it counts as a tie, what about the next two rounds?"

"Ask me." Mr. Cui smiled wryly, then rubbed his nose, and said to Zhang Shifei, "Who should I ask?"

Zhang Shifei has no idea at this time. After all, the result is unexpected. In his mind, the result of this duel is only victory or defeat, just like the world is actually only black and white, but now he A little dumbfounded, it turns out that this world is not only black and white, but also a color called gray.

"Then now..." Zhang Shifei said hesitantly.

Mr. Cui said to Zhang Shifei: "Wait a minute, Lao Yi may still be able to withstand it."

After finishing speaking, he ran to Yi Xinxing's side, then knelt down and said to him concernedly: "Old Yi, are you alright?"

Because Yi Xinxing opened the first escape at the beginning, and ran a super long distance, and after he passed the trick with the sixth day, he immediately opened the state of three escapes, so now Yi Xinxing looks very After all, human beings are made of flesh and not iron. Although some of the physical strength consumed was replaced by "qi", Yi Xinxing was still so tired that he was not human. He opened his mouth and panted. He said to Mr. Cui in a rough voice: "Why... how can it be okay, now my whole body looks like being run over by a construction truck, I guess I won't be able to move for a while."

Mr. Cui nodded, and he was still able to make jokes. It seems that he should be fine. Mr. Cui said to him: "That's all right, you can rest for a while, the game is not over yet, this egg monster... ..."

What Mr. Cui originally wanted to say was that this egg demon has already burped, and there is no time limit for this duel, and there is no regulation anyway, Yi Xinxing can rest and walk slowly, that is to say, They are now in a position to win.

However, when he was talking about the sixth day, he suddenly froze because he saw that the sixth day who was hugging Yi Xinxing's thigh raised his head tremblingly.

There is no good place on its face anymore, half of its face was smashed to pieces by Yi Xinxing just now, its whole body is covered with injuries, and even one leg is limped, with just this injury, it is still alive!Mr. Cui thought to himself, it seems that this egg demon is more tenacious than a cockroach.

But what made Mr. Cui even more surprised was that even though the male duck's voice was so severely injured, he still let go of his hands with difficulty, and then slowly crawled forward.

Mr. Cui opened his mouth unconsciously, and then he couldn't say a word. What kind of belief can make him so persistent?

Yi Xinxing was lying on the ground, apparently feeling it too. He could only move his eyes all over his body now, so he glanced at him from the corner of his eye. His expression was the same as that of Mr. Cui.

At this moment, there was also Zhang Shifei with the same expression. Zhang Shifei looked at Chu Liu dragging his remnant drive and legs, crawling forward little by little, and suddenly exclaimed: "God! How is that possible?" !!"

How is it possible, yes, how is this possible?This is about to die, why do you still have the strength to act?Zhang Shifei immediately said to Mr. Cui: "Split away, this grandson...why does this guy still have strength?"

Originally, he wanted to say "this grandson", but for some reason, he couldn't say it out. Mr. Cui didn't move, but looked at the prostrate Chu Liu, and said softly to Zhang Shifei: "I'm afraid, this is a grandson." Not strength, but will."

will?Zhang Shifei was stunned. Is the egg demon's will so strong?Why, why is it so obsessed with winning?

Maybe this answer is only known to itself. As Chu Liu crawled forward, he couldn't help recalling the past in his mind. It ranked sixth, and it was not outstanding among the twelve egg demons. It has always been quite satisfactory. It has not made any mistakes, and it has not lost its credit. The meaning of its existence is the same as that of other brothers, just to obey the orders of its mother Ranxi.

It is very timid, but it has a heart that is not easy to change. Ranxi's plan is to change their fate and make them masters. What is the concept of masters? Simply follow Ranxi's orders.

Ranxi's methods are very cruel. No matter what she treats, she has a strange temper and usually speaks softly, but once she gets angry, she can't deal with it. Last time, when Ranxi physically punished the egg demon tenth, Chu Liu was on the side , it saw with its own eyes that the mother did not move a finger, and forcibly peeled off the skin of the egg demon tenth. Although it survived the catastrophe, it did not grow any more hair. Like a piece of meat, it kept screaming, and the sound echoed in its ears, making it shudder.

However, it persists like this now, is it because of fear?No, it wasn't until now that it finally understood that it wasn't because of fear, but because it didn't want to live up to its mother's entrustment.

Its ability is dispensable in the high-level egg demon, and it only has the advantage of running fast, so there are usually no tasks for it, and even Ran Xi usually doesn't pay much attention to it. This feeling is very bad, like Generally forgotten.

How happy it was when his mother asked him to participate in this duel, because finally he had the chance to be recognized by his mother.

Could it be that I am so useless that I can't even complete the task once?Besides, what should be done, the mother has explained to it long ago, could it be that he really can't do anything?

No!Don't do this, I want to win!I want to let those brothers and mothers who usually don't notice themselves see that my existence in the sixth day of junior high school is also valuable!When Chu Liu thought of this, he exerted all his strength, even though his eyes were blurred and his body was trembling, he was panting heavily, as if the air was about to leave it, and his legs drooped As he spoke, the fingers of both hands exposed the bones, but even so, it still didn't stop, and crawled forward little by little.Very slowly, it took several minutes to pass Yi Xinxing who was lying on the ground.

Zhang Shifei thought this was not a solution, so he said to Mr. Cui, "It's too dangerous to go on like this, or let's do something. How about I dig a big hole in front?"

Before Mr. Cui could speak, Yi Xinxing shouted with all his strength: "No!!"

"Why?! Didn't it sneak up on you before? And it's not a foul for me, and I didn't touch it. Besides..." Before Zhang Shifei finished speaking, Mr. Cui patted his shoulder, motioning him to stop talking, Zhang Shifei looked at Mr. Cui, whose expression looked a little sad at this moment.

I saw him pointing to the slow-moving sixth day, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Now, it's extra-curricular teaching time. I can teach you less and less. You have to listen carefully."

Zhang Shifei didn't say a word. When Mr. Cui said this, what he meant was actually very clear to Zhang Shifei, that is, to prevent Zhang Shifei from interfering in this game, but Zhang Shifei couldn't understand this reason in his heart. The first is to cheat, and the second is that its current virtue is completely self-inflicted, no one forced it, and, it also said before, as long as it does not break the one-to-one rule, think about Zhang Shifei in the distance Digging a big hole and touching the two of them, shouldn't this be considered a broken rule?
But why did Mr. Cui stop it?Is it because of compassion?Don't be kidding, Zhang Shifei feels a little disgusted when he thinks of the word sympathy. Do you want sympathy for this kind of monster?You know, they were born to do evil, and Li Lanying's success today is entirely thanks to them. Moreover, if it weren't for Yi Xinxing's unique skills and abilities, the egg demon would have been strangled to death by now. You sympathize with the beast, the beast But I won't take your love!Why, such a simple truth, Zhang Shifei can figure it out, but Mr. Cui can't figure it out?Could it be that this split is because the brain was tired and short-circuited by running just now?

Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei said indignantly to Mr. Cui: "Why don't you let me go? Is it because you sympathize with its poor virtue now? But didn't you tell me before that poor people must There is something hateful, don't you think your current behavior is somewhat contradictory?"

When Mr. Cui heard what Zhang Shifei said, he smiled a little, then took out a cigarette and lit it. After taking a puff, he said to Zhang Shifei: "Who said I sympathized with it?"

"You don't have sympathy, why didn't you let me go?" Zhang Shifei said relentlessly, "You didn't see how it played tricks on Brother Yi just now. Treating this kind of guy is not worthy of mercy, brother!"

Mr. Cui shook his head, then sighed to Zhang Shifei: "You are wrong, that's not the reason why I don't let you disturb this game."

Hearing what Mr. Cui said, Zhang Shifei became a little anxious, and saw him shouting at Mr. Cui: "What the hell is it?"

Mr. Cui thought for a while, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Principle, and dignity."

dignity?in principle?What kind of words is this? Does it have anything to do with whether Zhang Shifei digs a hole or not?I saw that Mr. Cui said to Zhang Shifei: "Do you think these egg monsters are hateful and cruel, and they only use some despicable means?"

Zhang Shifei didn't speak, Quan Dang agreed, so Mr. Cui said again: "Do you know that attachment is a very wonderful thing, when attachment becomes stubborn, people often lose their way and can't find themselves. "

Zhang Shifei didn't understand. Mr. Cui continued: "You think those guys are mean and cruel, so you want to be cruel and mean, but have you ever thought about it? If you are like this, what do you have with them?" the difference?"

Hearing this, Zhang Shifei subconsciously said, "But..."

"It's nothing special." Mr. Cui waved his hand, and then said to Zhang Shifei earnestly: "This is the most precious sentence I left you. Of course, this sentence is not my own creation, but my master's. Remember the property left to me, no matter what others do, no matter how the world changes, but don't lose your 'Dao Heart'."

Dao Xin is the heart of Taoism. Mr. Cui said to Zhang Shifei that it is easy to do evil, but it is difficult to do good. In the world of mortals, all kinds of temptations are uninterrupted, and they are with you from the time of the baby until death. Fang Xiu, people often lose their way when they grow up, go the wrong way, do evil, have constant troubles, and karmic obstacles, just because they can't resist the temptation. This temptation is very difficult to resist. What we can resist is the Dao Mind that exists in us naturally.

It may be complicated to say so, but it is actually very convenient to explain. People are often influenced by the outside world. Let’s start with the most common follow-up. Following the trend means doing what others do, and doing what others like. You can scold whatever you like, whatever other people scold you, although it doesn't matter for a while, but after a long time, the atmosphere of this society will be corrupted. Therefore, Mr. Cui said to Zhang Shifei, in fact, the corruption in this society is very serious. On the one hand, this is the reason. After all, in this profit-seeking society, not many people believe in cause and effect anymore.

"You have the power now, so." Mr. Cui looked at Zhang Shifei and said, "I want you to stick to your Dao heart from now on, even if the wind and rain outside the window, I can't be shaken by myself, stick to the faith, don't let your own The subconscious mind is corroded, otherwise, you are the most clear about the consequences of falling into the devil's way, don't be too obsessed, you can do what others do, you just need to be yourself, understand?"

"But, if you insist so much that your Dao heart is right, isn't this considered an attachment?" Zhang Shifei didn't know why, so he suddenly asked such a sentence.

After hearing what he said, Mr. Cui smiled, and then said softly to him: "Of course it is an attachment, but this attachment has not become stubborn. Everything has two sides. The so-called Dao Xin is nothing more than It is our own beliefs. Everyone is different. What we have to do is not to pursue blindly, but to constantly improve it on the way of pursuit, so as not to lose ourselves. Do you understand? There is nothing wrong with being a good person, although it may be possible There will be some bitterness, but his end is sweet, the cycle of cause and effect, love and evil are two completely different paths, and there is another very important reason why I won't let you interfere with this duel."

Zhang Shifei sighed after listening to Mr. Cui's words. What Mr. Cui said was right. Although Zhang Shifei wanted to refute it, he knew in his heart that what he said was indeed correct. It must be more sinister than him. That may solve the problem temporarily, but it will subtly expand the problem. It is easy to kill people, but it is difficult to remove the evil cause. It is like a terrible infectious disease. , everyone is a carrier of the virus.

The world is dangerous, I'm afraid that's where the danger lies. After Chang Tianqing's special training, Zhang Shifei's way of looking at things in this world has changed a lot, so he quickly figured out what Mr. Cui said. , That's right, no matter what other people's virtues are, you just need to be yourself and don't lose yourself!Although we always say that even so, others will not change because of your kindness, but if you can't change yourself enough, what qualifications do you have to change others?

Complaining all day that there are so many villains in this society, what's the point?Why don't you first see if you are the kind of villain you usually talk about?

I can't control the number of villains, but I won't become a villain. There will be one more good person in this world!When Zhang Shifei thought of this, his heart suddenly became clear and confused. After Mr. Cui finished speaking, when Zhang Shifei was about to ask him for another reason, Yi Xinxing, who was lying on the ground, suddenly shouted: " That's right! I don't need anyone's help, just let me be self-willed once, and I want to compete with it upright!!"

Although Yi Xinxing is very weak now, he said these words with great pride. It can be seen that no matter what, in his heart at this time, Chu Liu is like a respectable opponent. Seeing Yi Xinxing clenched his teeth, he cursed loudly: "Fuck him, I'm not tired at all!!"

After finishing speaking, he stretched out his hands tremblingly, grabbed the grass under him, and slowly crawled forward. It was only then that Zhang Shifei really understood why Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing refused to let him go. He interfered with the game.

He looked at that sixth day, and saw that it persisted in crawling forward, and its body slashed across the ground, leaving behind a shocking bloodstain. The bloodstains looked like grass pulp, but Zhang Shifei knew in his heart that this was actually Blood, no matter what, but this spirit is worthy of respect.

If he went to interfere by himself, then what is the difference between him and those egg demons?Although he could win the game, what he lost would only be more, too much to make up for.

Because at that time, what he loses is humanity. If a person does not have humanity, what is the difference between him and a beast?
Zhang Shifei saw Yi Xinxing and Na Chuli crawling forward with difficulty. Although they were slow, they did not stop. Zhang Shifei felt relieved, so he stood beside Mr. Cui, quietly Watch the final sprint of this race.

Now, there was no more intrigue, and what was left was only a competition of wills. Chu Liu and Yi Xinxing's physical strength had already passed the limit, and it depended on whose will was stronger.

The distance to the finish line is very close, but Chuliu and Yi Xinxing climbed for a long time, the wind picked up, the wind blew the weeds, and the clouds blew up, covering the sun. Soon, it will be evening.

This wilderness is frighteningly quiet, only the whirring of the wind can be heard. Mr. Cui smokes one cigarette after another. It can be seen that although he didn't say anything, he was still very worried about Yi Xinxing in his heart. He was afraid that Yi Xinxing would suffer from overwork, but he couldn't stop Yi Xinxing, because he had the same idea as Zhang Shifei.

Chu Liu was a little ahead, and his body had already shrunk at this time. This scene seems familiar to Zhang Shifei. The egg demon named Xiao Qi also behaved like this before he died. It seems that Chu Liu has to follow his younger brother Followed in the footsteps.

Zhang Shifei turned his head and asked Mr. Cui: "What if we lose this game?"

Mr. Cui replied without hesitation: "Let it win, there are still two games left. It seems that this is really a trick of fate. I was too naive before. It is you who decides the victory."

Zhang Shifei didn't quite understand, so he asked Mr. Cui what he meant. Mr. Cui smiled, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Have you never watched cartoons? The people favored by fate are you and Fatty." Is it?"

Zhang Shifei blinked his eyes, and Mr. Cui continued: "Forget it, that's fine, let's cut off the back road first, and then we can only go to the bottom of the boat. Destiny, destiny, I should be the one who will play in the next round." ?”

Mr. Cui started talking to himself, Zhang Shifei didn't ask why, because he knew well, once he mentioned fate and other topics to Mr. Cui, he would probably not answer, just said, you will understand in the future if.

The setting sun that day did not show the horns of its head, but the red clouds covered the western sky. Under the watchful eyes of Mr. Cui and Zhang Shifei, the egg demon climbed to the finish line on the sixth day of the day. Although its body was no longer human, it reached the end. When it was under the big tree, it still let out a heartfelt laugh. It seemed that the wish was gone and there was no longer any attachment. At that moment, it was finally not afraid, and the mother's blame or something had gone away from it. It finally proved itself. Thinking of this, it suddenly felt a burst of relief, and then closed its eyes.

When Yi Xinxing climbed to the finish line, it had already turned into a little bit of white light. Under the big tree, there was only one red-purple demon egg crystal shining. Yi Xinxing lost, but it Without a trace of frustration, he turned over with difficulty and lay under the tree. Zhang Shifei and Mr. Cui walked up without saying a word, and sat beside Yi Xinxing. Yi Xinxing Looking up at the lush and prosperous leaves, she sighed: "I lost."

He lost in the rules, Zhang Shifei thought in his heart, if this duel was not tailor-made to restrain him, he would have won it long ago, but this can only be kept in his heart, and it would be redundant to say it, Zhang Shifei Thinking of it, when Mr. Cui saw Yi Xinxing say this, he smiled, picked up the demon egg crystal, and said to Yi Xinxing simply and clearly: "Do you regret it?"

Yi Xinxing shook his head, then smiled, and said very sincerely: "I don't regret it, it is a good opponent, and its final willpower is really strong, I can't compare it."

"Just don't regret it, nothing else needs to be said." Mr. Cui lit a cigarette, then stuffed the cigarette holder into Yi Xinxing's mouth, and said to him: "That's fine, there are two more games. Losing is not allowed."

The three of them didn't speak, and now they felt very strange in their hearts. Although they lost the first duel due to a bad start, none of the three of them felt depressed, because this duel, more or less, Gave them a harvest.

The sun was setting slowly like this, and the sky was gradually getting darker. The first duel ended here. The sun set, and there was a whole day for them to recharge their batteries, because the second duel was scheduled for tomorrow evening.

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