The years I was a birdman

Chapter 267 The Time of Choice
It's dead, this time it's really dead.

Before Zhang Shifei lost consciousness, he was struggling in his heart thinking, this life is really too aggrieved, he has been ignorant for decades, he has left nothing, he has gained nothing, and he is about to figure out himself What is the meaning of living, God made a big joke with him again. Although Zhang Shifei had fantasized about his own death countless times before, no matter how hard he thought about it, he never thought of it. Yes, he would die in Li Lanying's heart.

"Is it just hanging up like this..." Zhang Shifei sighed in his heart, and then thought: "I really... I really don't want to be reconciled."

But even though he was extremely unwilling, now that he was stabbed by Li Lanying, it was a fact. Zhang Shifei's eyelids became heavier and heavier, and his thoughts became more and more blurred. Finally, his eyes darkened and he lost consciousness.

Did it die?At that time, Zhang Shifei was convinced that he was dead, but he had no idea that this death was actually the beginning of his choice.

I don't know how long it took before Zhang Shifei became conscious again. This feeling was very strange, as if he had just woken up. He clearly woke up, but the inside of his head was blurred, like a dream. He closed his eyes and found himself lying in the darkness.

What's wrong with me?
Zhang Shifei tried to get up, but found that he couldn't move at all. Even half-lifting his eyelids had exhausted all his strength. Just when his consciousness was blurred and he didn't know why this happened, a light suddenly appeared beside him.

It was a white light, very strange, in this darkness, that light did not illuminate anything, just like the sky seen from a dry well, the white light and darkness are so distinct, Zhang Shifei looked at the After a while, strength gradually appeared in his body, and his hands could move.He turned over with difficulty, and without knowing why, he just crawled towards the ball of white light in a daze.

In the white light, there seemed to be something. Zhang Shifei looked up carefully, and it turned out to be a hat.

I really don't understand, I will come to this place, and what's going on with this white light?How about the hat in the light?Zhang Shifei couldn't understand it at all, he felt like he was dreaming again now.

Indeed, perhaps such absurd plots can only appear in dreams, but light can always bring hope to people. Zhang Shifei just crawled hard like this, and when he climbed to the front of the circle of light, Zhang Shifei Only then did Shifei see the hat clearly. It was a yellow peaked cap, which looked very old. For some reason, Zhang Shifei struggled to sit up in front of the aperture, and then stretched out his hand to the hat blankly.

Just when his hand was about to touch the light circle, suddenly, a sound came, the sound was very strange, it sounded like it was far away and near, but it came evenly from all around, making Zhang right from wrong The direction of the voice sounds like it was made by a male. It is very peaceful and doesn't seem to have a trace of emotion, but it still sounds full of an inexplicable magnetism.

The voice said: "You are not worthy of wearing this hat now."

"What??" At the same time Zhang Shifei heard this voice, he only felt a crackling sound in his head, and he suddenly woke up. At the same time, his strength returned to his body. After regaining his sanity, Zhang Shifei Right and wrong suddenly jumped up, and then shouted vigilantly: "Who are you?!"

The calm voice sounded again: "Me? I also forgot who I am, but now that I am here, I am your destiny."

Destiny you uncle ah!Zhang Shifei gritted his teeth and thought, now that he is not dead, and it seems that this place is still deep in Li Lanying's heart. In this way, this pretending grandson is probably that kind of demon!Damn, what tricks does it want to play?Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei shouted loudly: "I don't have time to talk to you! Let Li Lanying go!"

The voice laughed, and then said to Zhang Shifei indifferently: "Haven't you figured it out yet? In fact, whether you can save your companion is entirely up to you, not me."

"What do you mean??" Zhang Shifei frowned, and then said, "Stop playing tricks! What do you want! Tell me! I will give you what I can! As long as you let Li Lanying go!!"

After listening to him, the voice actually laughed again, and then said: "Well, since you have determined that I am just a demon, then I will not refute, you ask me what I want, I don't want anything, I just need you to do it." Just make an appropriate choice."

choose?what choice?Zhang Shifei thought to himself, what exactly does this guy want to do?The more he thought about it, the more he felt something was wrong. You know, if this guy really wanted to get rid of him, it might not be easy, but it just didn't do that. What choice did he have?

According to the current state, it is estimated that Zhang Shifei will agree to whatever it says, as long as Li Lanying can be rescued. Therefore, Zhang Shifei decided to follow it, maybe he will find some clues. Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei opened his mouth Said: "Okay, since you want to play, I'll play with you. Tell me what you want me to choose!"

After he finished speaking, the voice followed: "Don't worry, I want to ask you first, do you understand yourself?"

What do you mean by that?Zhang Shifei blinked, do I understand myself?Just kidding, if I don't know myself who else does?So he said: "Do you still need to ask? Of course I understand."

Hearing what he said, the mysterious voice came again: "No, you don't understand yet."

"Why?" Zhang Shifei was taken aback for a moment, and then asked subconsciously.

The voice said to Zhang Shifei: "I want you to tell me, what is the name of the curse on you?"

Yep?How could this monster know that there is a curse on me?Zhang Shifei pondered for a while, and gradually began to realize that this matter seemed to be really difficult, so he shouted loudly: "Who the hell are you?"

The voice didn't answer his question, but continued, "Answer me."

Zhang Shifei snorted, thinking in his heart, forget it, it's already reached this point anyway, what else do he care about?If it wants to know, just tell it, so Zhang Shifei conveniently said, "I've given up two kalpas and given up the body of love, are you satisfied?"

The mysterious voice chuckled a few times, and then asked: "You are a body of giving up love, what kind of love are you giving up?"

Zhang Shifei was puzzled, he wondered who this grandson is, why is he so gossip?It's none of your business if I give up, but now he has to answer, so he can only say angrily: "I've said it's love, what else can there be?"

The voice suddenly laughed, as if Zhang Shifei was very funny. When Zhang Shifei was about to ask her why she was laughing, the voice said to Zhang Shifei: "One word is love, there are thousands of kinds of love, family love, Friendship, sinful love, fate, and what kind of love did you give up?"

"Love!" Zhang Shifei panicked at the mention of these two words now, of course he knew that what he was abandoning was love, so why ask?

However, that voice rejected his point of view, and only heard the mysterious voice say: "No, you haven't given up yet."

"Why?" Zhang Shifei was really stunned this time, and he didn't know why, and suddenly there was an extreme uneasiness. It is precisely because of this sentence that I haven't given up yet?how can that be possible! !

The voice continued: "Because you haven't made a choice yet."

"Why... Is there any choice for this love?" Zhang Shifei murmured, his voice was very soft, but the mysterious guy heard it clearly, and he could only hear the stable surroundings. The voice came again: "It's not wrong, because the way of heaven is fair. Those who give up love, illusion itself, and many emotions in the world, may I ask, have you understood them all?"

"..." Zhang Shifei didn't speak. He suddenly felt that what this guy said was right. Mr. Cui once told him that there are all kinds of emotions in this world, and each one is deadly.

As for Zhang Shifei, at this time, I'm afraid he has tried all kinds of deadly emotions. Although he understands all kinds of feelings, he can't describe them in a simple sentence. These feelings cannot be explained clearly in words. , So, he couldn't express his feelings at all.

Seeing that he didn't speak, the mysterious guy didn't seem to care, but continued on his own: "You should understand, well, now is our choice time."

Zhang Shifei looked around, but there was nothing but darkness, and the yellow hat in the circle of light was slowly floating in the light.

The voice came again, and it seemed to be mixed with an irresistible majesty. It said to Zhang Shifei: "If I gave you a chance to choose for yourself, family, friendship, or love, which one would you give up?"

"What's the difference?!" Without knowing why, Zhang Shifei suddenly became angry. This kind of anger came so suddenly that even he himself didn't know why he was angry. I'm afraid it was because of his disgusting fate. Anyone is eager to get it, but fate makes him have to give up, let go of those things that he already knows how precious, this feeling makes him furious, so he roared loudly, mixed with Aware of the resentment he had accumulated in the past, and his unwillingness to save his brother, although it was a roar, it sounded a little desolate.

This time, the voice directly appeared in Zhang Shifei's mind. Zhang Shifei only heard the guy say to him: "Of course there is a difference. If you choose correctly, your brother will return to the right path."

"You're telling the truth?!" Zhang Shifei went numb all over, and then shouted loudly.

The voice replied: "Of course, it's true. Choose one. From today onwards, your curse will truly come true and cannot be changed."

If you want to say that the curse on Zhang Shifei is called Sishe Erjie, maybe this guy is right. In the word of giving up love, the lover is too tolerant. Zhang Shifei didn't make a choice before, so this curse is not at all. It's not general, and what's more, it will overcome love when it comes to love. Perhaps, Li Lanying's obsession this time is precisely because of Zhang Shifei's body of giving up love.

Damn, why did you tell me now? ?Zhang Shifei only felt a burst of desolation in his heart, then he raised his head and shouted loudly: "I want to save Fatty, what should I do?!"

The voice replied without any doubt: "It's very simple, as long as you don't give up your friendship."

"Then..." Zhang Shifei looked at the endless darkness, and then asked, "Then which one should I give up?"

After the mysterious guy laughed a few times, he replied, "Well, you should ask yourself, family affection or love, which one do you prefer?"

Zhang Shifei's heart was cold, and he didn't know why, but the feeling of despair was overwhelming. Although he had known his curse for a long time, although he had known that he could not have love, but now there was hope again, but, Why does this hope sound more cruel than despair?
God, why do you want me to choose? !Why can be so cruel? !
Zhang Shifei was completely powerless, and entered Li Lanying's heart. What he consumed was his own soul energy. After what happened just now, he was already exhausted. He kneeled on the ground involuntarily, and then hugged his head in pain. , this cannot be blamed on him, in this environment, no one can make a choice without hesitation.

After all, man is born a sentient animal, after all, man is born a greedy animal, after all, man does not want to lose anything.

This choice is like who will you choose to save when your daughter-in-law and mother fall into the water together, there is no answer at all.

Zhang Shifei was struggling in every possible way, even though he also knew that no one could help him now, and only he himself could help him. If you gain something, you will lose something. This is the rule of life.

My mother gave birth to me, and my father raised me. My parents gave me my life. How could Zhang Shifei give up his family affection?But if you don't give up your family, what is left?
Love, Zhang Shifei was suddenly very bitter. He thought of Xu Ying's frozen smiling face before she died, and Liang Yun'er said goodbye to him with a smile. Although he thought before that he would never have love, but, If possible, how could he be willing to let go of these things?

He was wrong, so completely wrong. In the past, he clearly gave up no matter what kind of affection he had, he gave up family affection, so in his dream he tasted the pain of the death of both parents and gave up love. That's why Xu Ying's dream was broken. In that snow-capped mountain, after many reincarnations, they met each other, but they still couldn't stay with her and gave up their friendship. That's why Li Lanying...

God, why are you telling me this! !

Zhang Shifei felt that he was about to collapse. His head had never been so painful. It was so painful that it almost burst. He could only kneel on the ground, panting heavily.

Just as he was struggling painfully, the mysterious character spoke again, and it asked the right and wrong in a calm tone in the darkness: "Have you chosen?"

Zhang Shifei's tears fell down, and he said blankly: "No, I can't live without family affection, and I can't bear to part with this love..."

The voice said with a smile: "This is easy to handle, then let's abandon the friendship, so that you can live on, maintain the current state, your family, your love, all will not slip away, and you will live happily. "

"No!!" Zhang Shifei raised his head, and then shouted hysterically, "I can't leave Lao Li alone!!!"

These three things are probably the most precious treasures of Zhang Shifei, a birdman. He can't give up any of them. Breath, it seems that this mysterious guy does not exist, it seems that this mysterious guy is just a piece of darkness.

Seeing Zhang Shifei's appearance, the mysterious guy's tone didn't change at all, it was still so calm, and he said: "Then what is your choice..."

What are my options?Zhang Shifei sat in the darkness. Although the light was beside him, so within reach, he still felt the biting cold. It seemed that the light could only be seen but never touched.

Zhang Shifei covered his face and cried like a child. He repeatedly thought about the scenes he had encountered from the beginning to the present. Maybe he knew the answer a long time ago, but he really couldn't bear to say it, but he couldn't bear it. , can it solve the problem?

Fairy tales are beautiful, because everything in fairy tales is almost perfect, and the angels on the phone are always holy and happy. Now Zhang Shifei finally understands that there are no angels in this world at all, and there are only birdmen and birdmen. Although humans also have wings, the price of flying is too great.

It was too big to accept, crying and crying, Zhang Shifei actually laughed like a lunatic. At first, it was just a slight laugh, but in the end, he was so hysterical that his voice was hoarse from laughing. Finally, he laughed Enough is enough, then wiped his red and swollen eyes, and said to the boundless darkness: "I, I have chosen."

The voice was still calm, and it asked, "What is your choice?"

Zhang Shifei sighed, then smiled wryly: "Is everything an arrangement of fate?"

That mysterious guy didn't open his mouth this time, as if he already understood that Zhang Shifei already had the answer in his heart, and sure enough, Zhang Shifei continued: "Can't escape? I finally understand, haha, how ridiculous! Ridiculous I just understand now!!"

The feeling in Zhang Shifei's heart at this time cannot be described in words. Yes, he really understood. In fact, he knew what he voluntarily gave up as early as the first night back in Harbin. Think about that day, Liu Yudi The divination for him and Li Lanying has already been calculated that he will not be able to have love in his life. Liu Yudi's ability is to see the way of the sky, that is to say, she can see the "script of fate".

Zhang Shifei was doomed to give up love, it was doomed, and he chose it himself.

Zhang Shifei shook his head, then sighed, "Hateful."

Hearing this, the mysterious guy in the darkness didn't stay silent any longer. It asked Zhang Shifei, "What's so hateful?"

Zhang Shifei cried out tears and said: "It's a shame that my power is too small to change everything."

This time, the tone of the mysterious guy seemed to have some vitality, and he said to Zhang Shifei: "You will become stronger, believe me, I can see it, tell me now, what do you choose to give up?"

Zhang Shifei stood up quietly, then raised his head, and said word by word: "I can't live without my parents, and I can't lose my good brother!! I can only give up my love!!"

When it comes to this, Zhang Shifei's heart is really stabbed like thousands of knives. This is the most difficult choice he has made in his life. Moreover, he can't say such childish words as letting me die. Because he is no longer a child, he understands that if he dies, it means giving up everything he has, and he doesn't want to give up, really doesn't want to.

The mysterious guy chuckled, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "Okay, is this your choice? A heartless person?"

"You have no right to blame me!!" Zhang Shifei pointed at the darkness and shouted loudly: "I am not a ruthless person. On the contrary, I am much stronger than the guy who created this rule! Because I did not give up! I just put This love is hidden deep in my heart!! And I will always work hard to pursue it! Until one day, I will become stronger! I will control my own destiny!!"

The mysterious person laughed again when Zhang Shifei said this, and then said: "Then you should work hard to become stronger, if you can be stronger than fate, then all this will be rewritten by yourself, and , you will also become the new owner of that hat, but all this is too far away for you now."

Zhang Shifei clenched his fists tightly, and then asked loudly: "Who the hell are you??!!"

The voice whispered back: "Me? I am the current owner of this hat."

At this moment, Zhang Shifei suddenly noticed that there was a shadow in the light circle beside him, it was the shadow of a hand, that shadow took off the yellow hat, and disappeared into the darkness together with the hat, so At the same time, the halo of light disappeared, and nothing could be seen around him anymore, as if he had closed his eyes.

Zhang Shifei saw that the surroundings had returned to darkness, and he was immediately filled with unwillingness, but when he wanted to yell, he suddenly felt weak again, and he fell to the ground again, without even the strength to open his eyes, and his consciousness blurred at the same time .

At this moment, the voice came out of his mind again, and the guy said calmly: "Your choice has changed your life, and you will have a chance to save your friend, but it still has to be done." Rely on yourself, and we will meet again one day, believe me, because this is your own choice, keep your tears, we will see you next time."

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