The years I was a birdman

Chapter 286 Soul Lies
Loud thunder.

Zhang Shifei heard his parents tell him when he was a child, saying that children who are not filial, who beat their parents and scold their mothers and do not like picky eaters of green peppers, were collectively called "wolf cubs" in ancient times, and wolf cubs would be struck by lightning , click a thunder, everything is gone.

Zhang Shifei naturally didn't believe this kind of nonsense at the time, and was struck by lightning. Damn, how could he be so accurate?But having said that, since then, Zhang Shifei hasn't really been too picky about food. When he sees green peppers and the like, he often swallows them in one gulp, and then tears come out of spicy tears.

It is undeniable that Zhang Shifei was really afraid of this thing, and he didn't know why. They all said that thunder and lightning should be the most brutal punishment. Although he had seen it before, the few of them faced that When the female ghost in blue was exhausted, she didn't have much time to think about whether she was afraid or not.

This time it was different. Zhang Shifei and Lan Ying used their strength to hold their boogers, and beat the two monsters to the sky in one fell swoop. Although they were bounced far away, Zhang Shifei's heart But it was a burst of relief. Just when he thought it was over, a dazzling light appeared in front of his eyes. Zhang Shifei didn't know what was going on with this reddish light at the time, he just felt Seeing a stabbing pain in the eyes, he hurriedly closed his eyes, and at this moment, there was a loud bang.

This sound cannot be described in words. Zhang Shifei felt as if his heart had exploded. After the sound, his ears could no longer hear other sounds. Zhang Shifei hurriedly opened his eyes. Realize what dizziness is called.

Really, the word dizziness has been learned in elementary school, but there are very few people who really understand this state. At this time, the upswing is really appreciated. He opened his eyes and found a golden star in front of him, as if he was bored. Close your eyes and poke your eyelids with your fingers.

Zhang Shifei couldn't help being nervous, but he didn't dare to yell, for fear of causing some trouble. After a long time, his vision finally recovered, and the tinnitus was not so serious. , he rubbed his eyes vigorously, he was stunned by everything in front of him.

Naturally, he saw the distressed appearance of Ranxi and Chuyi, the big pits on the ground, and even those big trees that had been chopped off.

What's more, after a big tree was cut off, it turned over to him. I have to say that this is shit luck. If Zhang Shifei's leg was a little bit ahead of the exam, he would definitely be wiped out The pressure is broken, and I will bid farewell to the bicycle in the future.

God bless the good man, that's what he said. Zhang Shifei was afraid for a while, and for some reason, a sentence popped up in his head. He opened his eyes wide, but he still couldn't restrain his beating heart. Finally, the surroundings became quiet. Everything, has u passed like this?

For a moment, even it couldn't believe it. At this moment, Mr. Cui's voice came: "Xiao Zhang...Xiao Zhang? Can you hear me?"

Only then did Zhang Shifei come back to his senses. He turned his head and found that Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing were fine. Lei Luo landed beside Chuyi, nearly blowing up half of its body, but the four of them were fine, except that Li Lanying seemed to have passed out, but this is no longer a problem, save your life That's it, everyone wins.

So, Zhang Shifei coughed, and then weakly said to Mr. Cui: "I can hear it, it shocked me to death just now."

"Stop talking nonsense." Mr. Cui's body has been temporarily paralyzed. Like Yi Xinxing, only one mouth can move all over his body. He said to Zhang Shifei: "If you still have strength, stand up and see That thief."

The thief in Mr. Cui's mouth should be fifteen. As soon as he mentioned fifteen, Zhang Shifei smiled wryly again. His grandma really scared him to death just now, even though he said some bright words , but in the face of such a strong evil spirit, it would be too false in Zhang Shifei's heart to say that he was not afraid.

Zhang Shifei still doesn't believe it now, the blow he and the fat man just had was so beautiful that he hasn't recovered yet, but after hearing what Mr. Cui said, he didn't think about it anymore. Since he hit the tree just now, he didn't hit the back of his head at all, but his back was burning with pain, but it didn't matter. Zhang Shifei gritted his teeth, supported the ground with his hands, and slowly stood up.

However, Zhang Shifei still overestimated himself too much. The spirit of the fairy bone was exhausted, and his body was seriously injured. He almost fell down again when he just stood up. gasping.

When the egg demon saw this guy still had the strength to stand up on the first day of the lunar new year, he couldn't help but really panic, because his current situation is really terrible, not to mention that he was blown off by the thunder, and now he is numb all over his body. It couldn't move at all, if Zhang Shifei wanted to take its life at this time, it would be too easy, so it didn't dare to say anything, and even forcibly swallowed the painful moan into its stomach.

After resting for a while, Zhang Shifei only felt a little bit of strength regained, and then he stumbled forward. At this time, he actually wanted to kill that Chuyi and Ranxi very much, if he still had the strength.

Everyone is in the same place now, Zhang Shifei understands this very well, so he ignored the first day of junior high school and wanted to walk over to Shiwu.

Egg Demon Fifteen could no longer feel any evil spirit in his body at this time. It lay there, motionless, as if it was a corpse, while the Egg Demon Chu Wu who was desperately fighting with it had really turned into a ghost at this time. A dead body, Chu Wu was already dead long before the thunder came down, and when Zhang Zhengfei and Li Lanying finally sent their evil spirits into the sky, Chu Wu's will also dissipated. , its body was quickly engulfed by the green fire, and the few remaining bones also turned into dots of white light. In the end, only a demon egg crystal was left quietly lying there.

Zhang Shifei just took two steps forward, when suddenly, the egg demon fifteen moved a bit, Zhang Shifei was startled, thinking that this is all over, you are not dead yet?No way!If Shiwu is not dead and still powerful, then they are really doomed. Things have developed to this point, and even the miracles have been used up. There is no other way to go, and they can only listen to the arrangement of fate .

Zhang Shifei saw that Lu Wu's body trembled a bit, and subconsciously took a big step, unexpectedly fell to the ground, Zhang Shifei got up solemnly, and was meeting the fifteen big eyes with small eyes.

I saw the egg demon fifteen lying on the ground, slowly raised his head, and then looked at Zhang Shifei. At this time, it didn't know what to say in its heart.

Am I failing?It thought.

No, I can't fail, Fifteen's face was covered with blood, I saw it gritted its teeth and said weakly to Zhang Shifei: "Kill you, I will kill you..."

Zhang Shifei was originally quite afraid that the [-]th meeting would suddenly erupt, but seeing it now, Zhang Shifei didn't know why, but what was in his heart was not fear, but a trace of desolation, not that he saw the [-]th meeting. Wu had no strength left, but when he saw Fifteen's eyes at this time, Zhang Shifei suddenly had an idea in his mind. He felt that he was no different from Fifteen, they were just a play of fate.

In order to avenge his parents, Fifteen chose a path of revenge. In order to gain strength, he chose to give up everything and devour his brothers, and he has come to today step by step. Perhaps it would never have thought that the strongest apex, It is indeed the end of its life.

What about yourself?Why not yourself?In fact, Zhang Shifei is also a very selfish person. He never denied this. In order to save Li Lanying, he gave up Liang Yuner who had waited for many reincarnations. Although Zhang Shifei kept telling himself in his heart that he had no choice but to make this choice, but If you choose, you choose. There is no doubt about it. Zhang Shifei looked at the bloody and muddy Fifteen, and he felt that he was actually the same as it. A high-sounding reason.

But who can blame this?Yes, some things, there is no choice, this is dunya, fucked dunya.

Zhang Shifei shook his head, then stood up, struggled to come to that fifteen, sat down on the ground, and said softly to fifteen: "Give up, it's over."

"No!" The fifteen stared at Zhang Shifei, and then said to him word by word: "It's not over yet."

While speaking, it tremblingly grabbed the egg crystal of the fifth day of the egg monster, and then said to Zhang Shifei: "I haven't lost yet, as long as I swallow this..."

Zhang Shifei was still not afraid. He sat there without moving, then stared into Shiwu's eyes, and said softly, "What do you mean by doing this?"

That fifteen looked at Zhang Shifei, Zhang Shifei's eyes made him very annoying, it was this kind of eyes again!Fifteen remembered that Chu Wu, who was already dead just now, had this kind of look, and seemed to be able to see through the depths of his heart. Fifteen hated this kind of look, not only hated it, but was even a little scared.

Yes, it is afraid of being seen through by others, and it is very afraid that others will say that it is weak. It wants to struggle to stand up, but when it tries hard, it spits out another mouthful of blood. Panting heavily, he said to Zhang Shifei, "What do you know! What can you know!"

Zhang Shifei sighed. He looked at Fifteen, and his heart was filled with desolation. He said to Fifteen, "You're right... I don't know anything, but doing this... you Will you be really happy? Moreover, is your current appearance really what your parents want to see?"

Are you really going to be happy?

Fifteen was stunned, and the blood from the corner of his mouth dripped on the ground. It suddenly remembered that just now, at the moment when the demonic energy was about to explode, it really felt the feeling of repaying its great revenge, but that wish had already been fulfilled. The feeling of being gone, but it didn't appear at all, and what was replaced was endless emptiness.

Could it be that this is the ending that I pursue all my life?
When Shiwu thought of this, he couldn't help groaning in pain. At this moment, it couldn't lie to itself anymore. It knew very well that everything it had done was just an excuse for itself. What it hated the most was just What it wants to do most is to kill itself.

Fifteen yearned for brothers, but when it was born, there was only a barren land in front of it. Fifteen longed for family affection, but its parents were taken away by its own brothers. What a contradiction.

In fact, from that moment on, Shiwu had the idea of ​​seeking death. What Ranxi said was right, they were tools, and this pair of skins was just a tool for killing to him.

Who can blame this?
A tool, but also emotion, perhaps from the moment Fifteen was born, it was doomed to have no end to joy. For a moment, Fifteen felt that he was about to collapse, and the values ​​established through continuous self-deception for a long time collapsed. Not an inch of tile is left.

Father, mother, Fifteen felt that his soul was about to be withdrawn from his body at this moment, and it remembered the words that Lao Yan said to it again. It was a time when the sun was setting, which was completely opposite to the current scene. At the door, while smoking dry tobacco, exhaling acrid smoke, he touched Shiwu's head and said with a smile, why do you want me to make you laugh?Why do you ask such a simple question? When you encounter difficult things, you have cried and laughed too. Laughing is more comfortable than crying, silly boy.

Is laughing better than crying?

Fifteen closed his eyes tightly, and his whole body began to tremble. It clearly remembered the last words of Lao Yan before he died, which was to keep urging him to run. After Fifteen grew up, his mind became more and more mature. , it actually understands very well, Lao Yan doesn't want it to take revenge at all.

I don't want it to take revenge because I'm afraid it will be hurt. For Lao Yan and his wife, this child is the most important thing.

It is indeed the case.

Fifteen's heart has collapsed. Many things that he dare not think about on weekdays are like a tide, mixed with previous memories. Zhang Shifei looked at Fifteen without speaking or moving, and he didn't even want to stop it. It absorbs the demon egg crystal of the fifth day.

Could it be that he sympathized with the fifteenth?No, no, even Zhang Shifei himself didn't know what he was doing for. He thought in his heart, if I wanted to, although I couldn't kill the fifteenth, but I still had the strength to snatch this demon egg crystal, but My body doesn't want to move, why is that?

Am I looking forward to it?Expecting repentance from this same frustrated guy?Do you expect that there is no complete evil and complete good in this world?

Zhang Shifei didn't know what he was thinking. Even after a long time, he still didn't understand what he was looking forward to that day.

The egg demon did not dare to speak on the first day of the junior high school, and Mr. Cui and Yi Xinxing in the distance did not speak. Mr. Cui looked at the back of Zhang Shifei sitting on the ground, and then smiled at Yi Xinxing. Hitting and scolding, but Mr. Cui knows very well that Zhang Shifei has grown up now, his wings are gradually full, and he already has his own style. Mr. Cui doesn't want to interfere with his choice anymore, so he can only silently watch everything in front of him , what will be the result.

In fact, until the end, the fifteenth day really didn't absorb the demon egg crystals of the fifth day.

It doesn't want to, yes, at this time, it is already in the decline of the sun, and it is only now that it dares to face itself. It understands that everything it has done is just an excuse, and it is too tired.

Suddenly, its body began to shake uncontrollably, twitching, and at the same time vomited a big mouthful of blood again. Seeing its appearance, Zhang Shifei couldn't help opening his mouth and said, "Fifteen..."

"Don't call me... Fifteen." Na Fifteen waved his hand tremblingly, then raised his head with difficulty, looked at the right and wrong, and said, "My name is Yan Xiaoxiao."

After saying this, I saw that Fifteen's body made a cracking sound, and its skin was cracked like a stone. When it arrived, it was impossible to completely control the body of the hundreds of egg demon's demonic energy. It had already become like this without even using ordinary demonic energy, but this was not important anymore.

I saw that Shiwu kept panting heavily, and then said to Zhang Shifei, "You..."

After saying your words, Fifteen's body convulsed violently again, and those cracks began to appear on its face, and blood gushed out for the last time. Zhang Shifei nodded to Fifteen, indicating that it needless to say , There is really nothing to talk about between the two of them.

Fifteen didn't say what Fifteen said. Zhang Shifei didn't know what Fifteen wanted to say to him. Was it thanks?Or a curse?Forget it, it doesn't matter anymore, at this moment, it doesn't matter anymore.

After struggling for a while, Fifteen finally couldn't move. It just lay on its side like that. The blood from the wound on its face flowed into its eyes, and then overflowed from the eye sockets. It's like crying.

I saw that Fifteen closed his eyes tightly, squeezed out the few drops of blood, and dripped on the ground, moistening the dust. Fifteen gritted his teeth, and said tremblingly: "What am I living for in this life? ..."

"For memory." Zhang Shifei said softly: "The things you are carrying are too heavy, it's time to put them down, go, your parents should still be waiting for you."

"Wait for me...?" Life has come to an end, and Shiwu's body has begun to dry up slowly. At the last moment, its mind seems to be a little fuzzy. Regarding a life that was about to die, Zhang Shifei suddenly felt that he was actually capable and could make it happier. Although what he told the fifteenth was a lie, it could be proved by the most basic common sense that Zhang Shifei I have lied countless times in my life, and this one is undoubtedly the one with the biggest loophole, but at this moment, Shiwu really hoped that this was true, and he said tremblingly: "But I..."

But I am an egg demon, Zhang Shifei knew what Fifteen was going to say, so he said sincerely to Fifteen: "Believe me, you have a soul."

Soul, this word is so touching to Fifteen, a monster. Fifteen kept sniffling his nose, and suddenly, as if the pain had gone away from him, he said in a sleepy tone: "Soul, do I really have a soul...they are waiting for me...are they really waiting for me?"

"Yes." Zhang Shifei lowered his head and said, "They have been waiting for you for too long, it's time for you to reunite."

Even though his face was full of cracks and blood, after hearing this sentence, Fifteen actually showed a gleam of joy on his face. This kind of smile was not his usual expressionless smile, but looked very sincere. , like a child, I saw it murmured: "Yeah, I am alone, it has been too long, ah, Dad, Mom, is it you, I miss you so much, you come to pick me up... ..."

Egg Demon Fifteen said this, but didn't go on. It fell asleep, and its last sleeping face was very peaceful. Although a line of green blood flowed from the eyes, the smile on the corner of the mouth was frozen there forever, until It turned into dots of white light, and the smile didn't disappear.

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