The years I was a birdman

Chapter 305 Beyond

How many people, the dream of youth is to become a bird and fly freely?
Although Zhang Shifei no longer remembers the childhood scene, he used to lie on the window, looking at the swifts shuttling among the buildings, longing for it, it would be great if he could fly.

Many years later, his long-forgotten dream came true, but he was not happy. On the contrary, at this moment, he was sitting on the ground blankly, looking at the endless night sky, with all thoughts in his heart dying.

Completely lost, will be completely lost, everything, love, commitment, everything...

The egg demon left on the first day of the first day, maybe it didn't intend to stay too long, Zhang Shifei only felt weak all over, and a feeling of vertigo appeared. There was a clang on the ground.

He closed his eyes, but there was still darkness in front of him, how much he thought now that this was actually a dream, and when he woke up from the dream and opened his eyes, everything was fake, there would be no corpse, no coercion, no choice , only Liang Yuner was by his side, just like falling asleep in Liang Yuner's school library those few times, those were the most solid sleeps he had ever slept in in his life, Liang Yuner whispered in his ear, cockroaches Cockroach, the sun is setting, when will you go home.

Back home, Zhang Shifei opened his eyes, tears blurred the night sky, line by line, flowing from his cheeks, warm and desperate, Zhang Shifei cried, my home, where is my home without you! ?

It turns out that the definition of home is not just a stable place to live, but somewhere in this world, you know, there is someone waiting for you to come back, but some people don't know this, so they live in this barren land. On the land, I spent my whole life searching for it, and in the end, I still faced the cold wall.

On the snow-capped mountain, the other person who fell in love was probably Xu Ying's words: "Are you homesick?"

I was actually thinking of you.

Zhang Shifei sobbed softly. He was crying not because of cowardice, but because this choice was really too difficult.

There is a way to achieve both in this world, where in this world can there be a way to achieve both? !Zhang Shifei's body began to tremble unconsciously again. The difficulty ahead was not that he didn't choose, but that he couldn't choose.

No matter which method is used, the price he and they have to pay is extremely huge, so big that he can't imagine it at all. Zhang Shifei naturally understands the horror of the corpse at this time. How many tragedies will be added to this world?However, if you don't care about Ranxi, Liang Yun'er will really be murdered. Zhang Shifei is also well aware of the bad behavior of that white coat before and after his death. He can't imagine what his decision will bring s consequence.

Liang Yun'er will die, and if Liang Yun'er dies, it means entering a new reincarnation, and in that reincarnation, there can no longer be the shadow of Zhang right and wrong.

How many reincarnations will she have to wait?How many tears do you have to shed?

Zhang Shifei couldn't say a word. He had completely lost his direction. The only thing he knew was the choice in front of him. No matter what, there would be no good results.

Seeing that Zhang Shifei was trembling, Li Lanying knew that her brother had suffered a great blow. It is not an exaggeration to say that even if Zhang Shifei went crazy now, it is reasonable, but Li Lanying did not allow him to do this in his heart. The man in question is not the Zhang right and wrong from before!
To be honest, Li Lanying has nothing to do now. Indeed, what they are facing now is not a multiple-choice question, but a choice question. Which one to give up will make them feel better?
Li Lanying didn't have any revenge to save the common people. In his heart, he only cared about his brother. Seeing that Zhang Shifei was now a useless person, he sighed, then gritted his teeth, stepped forward and patted Zhang Shifei on the shoulder, Zhang Shifei wiped his tears, turned his head, and saw the fat man's expression was unusually firm. After they looked at each other for a while, Li Lanying sighed, then smiled and said to Zhang Shifei: "I really can't do anything about you, Let's go, let's go to Sun Island."

Just now the egg demon said that he would wait for them on the island on the edge of the city. This island on the edge of the city is the Sun Island across the river from HEB city.

Seeing that Li Lanying had made the choice for him, Zhang Shifei felt sour again, and saw him say to Li Lanying, "No... If that's the case, I'm fine."

"It's all right!" Without any explanation, Li Lanying kicked Zhang Shifei's back. Zhang Shifei only felt a burst of pain, and Li Lanying said, "Look at yourself, you are crying as if you just died. Little widow who is a concubine, it’s useless not to mess with me, go, grab those stinky bastards, and go save my little siblings.”

Li Lanying's tone was quite serious. Maybe now, it's hard to be serious. The time is [-]:[-] in the morning. If you don't make a decision, it may be too late.

But Zhang Shifei hesitated. He even started to hate himself. Why can't he have the courage of Li Lanying?Why, it is obviously my love, but I dare not protect it?

Because of Ranxi, Zhang Shifei thought very painfully, let's not talk about the credit of those egg demons, even if they really let Liang Yun'er and Fu Xuehan go, but what about after that?When Ranxi's demon method is activated, most of the lives will be ruined. When the time comes and the drought will be revived, the two hazards will meet together. Even if Zhang Shifei and Liang Yun'er can get together, since then, where will there be An Sheng in this world? where?
And this kind of behavior of abandoning everything in the world for his own selfish desires, can he really do it?
Zhang Shifei smiled wryly, and thought in his heart, this is really ironic, this kind of thought would come out of my mind, think about it, wasn't I a selfish person before?Why, after just a few months, have my thoughts changed like this?

Experience, experience changes everything, this is something Zhang Shifei doesn't know, every battle, every story, has more or less affected him, causing subtle changes in his heart, that The tragedies I witnessed again and again, the woman who lost her man and child, the old dog who was as weak as dust but resisted everything, the blind child, the despicable father and son, the ugly human nature, and the scenes of life and death made Zhang Shifei No longer the self-centered boy he once was, he began to understand this society and try to comprehend this life.

Society is made up of countless people like you and me. They also have thoughts, feelings, and families that cannot be separated. They compare their hearts with their own. Will you be happy if you add it to others?

If he ruined their future because of his own selfish desires, would he be able to do such a thing?
No, a thought suddenly popped up in Zhang Shifei's mind. He felt that if he really did this, what would be the difference between himself and the egg demon Chuyi?
Thinking of this, Zhang Shifei clenched his fists, then got up gropingly, and wanted to go to the opposite side of Fuzetang. Seeing that he left without saying a word, Li Lanying hurriedly chased after him, and then said to him: "You want to go to Fuzetang?" Where are you going?"

"See if the dew is cured." Zhang Shifei said in a low voice, but his voice had already started to tremble.

When Li Lanying saw Zhang Shifei, it turned out to be like this. In desperation, he became angry. He grabbed Zhang Shifei and couldn't help but punch him in the face with a heavy punch. Li Lanying didn't use the power of the fairy bone , but didn't stay strong, Zhang Shifei, who was already on the verge of collapse, fell to the ground with a snap, and at the same time, warm nosebleeds came out.

"Look at the fart!!!" Li Lanying yelled hoarsely at Zhang Shifei who was lying on the ground!

I saw Zhang Shifei struggling to stand up, and after wiping the blood with his sleeves, he walked towards the Yifu Pavilion without saying a word. Seeing this, Li Lanying couldn't help it anymore, he gritted his teeth and walked forward. Throw, throw him to the ground again, then turn around, press him down with his heavy body, Li Lanying sat on Zhang Shifei, and kept waving his fists at Zhang Shifei!
While beating him, he kept cursing, mixed with all kinds of vulgar words, as if he wanted to wake up Zhang Shifei, but Zhang Shifei didn't fight back, but looked at Li Lanying with tears, maybe he was beaten by Li Lanying, his It will feel better in my heart. In fact, even he himself wants to beat himself at this time, and even kill himself.

Li Lanying kept hitting Zhang Shifei's body with his fists, and he cried as well.

I saw Li Lanying sobbing, cursing with all her strength: "Fuck, fuck! Why can't you save yourself a way out? Why do you have to hold on after everything is like this? Fuck!! Answer me!! Answer me! !!Hold!!!"

Li Lanying's hands also trembled, his tears and snot dripped down his face, his expression was ferocious, but when Zhang Shifei heard what he said, he couldn't bear it any longer, and he pushed Li Lanying away, Then he stood up and shouted at Li Lanying with all his strength: "Give those broken things to Ranxi?! Don't be fucking kidding, what are you doing to it?? Let it destroy the world!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ??"

His voice is so bleak, yes, think about it, some egg demons once said that after Ranxi fulfills his wish, they will also share a share. Most of Ranxi's wish is to replace human beings. Isn't this just destroying the world? ?
After all, no one has seen the effectiveness of that formation. However, everyone has heard of fairy tales, and everyone has read comics. In fairy tales, Aladdin's magic lamp, the lamp god can grant any wish in the blink of an eye. , The same is true for the Shenlong in the comics. Even if it is to exterminate all human beings, it only takes a moment to raise your hand. Zhang Shifei really doesn't want to save more people he cares about from being hurt, so this time, He really has no choice.

God, why are you doing this to me?This is the sentence that Zhang Shifei said the most, and it is also the most classic sentence. Maybe everyone has said this or thought about it. Why, why can't things turn around?Why so desperate?
But Zhang Shifei didn't know it at the time, and he had his own arrangements in the dark. He thought that there was no turning point because the time had not come, and he felt desperate, because he didn't turn his head to find another scenery.

Despair does not exist.

Just when Zhang Shifei thought the matter was over, he heard a sentimental voice suddenly coming from behind him: "Actually... the wish of burning the west is not to destroy the world."

What? !Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying were stunned, and they turned their heads to look together, only to see that Liu Yudi was standing not far behind them at this time, under the night, her tall and slender figure was also slightly thin.

What does she mean by that? ?How could she know what Ranxi wanted to get through the formation?Zhang Shifei was stunned, and he asked in disbelief, "You...what did you say??"

Liu Yudi sighed, her baby-fat little face looked very pale in the dark, she wiped away her tears, and then said as if she had made up her mind: "Ranxi, she doesn't want to hurt human beings." , or destroy the society."

"How do you know?" The fat man sniffed, wiped his face with his sleeve, and stood up. Zhang Shifei was also very surprised when Liu Yudi said this, so he got up subconsciously, Came in front of Liu Yudi, looked at Liu Yudi, Liu Yudi's tears didn't seem to stop tonight, I saw her clenched her fist, lowered her head, and said to Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying in shame: "I'm sorry you... ...Actually, in fact, I have seen Ranxi a long time ago...!"

what did she say! ! !After Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying heard these words, the hairs all over their bodies stood on end, as if they couldn't believe it at all, she had actually seen Ranxi? ?How did you meet?Where did you meet? !what 's wrong? ?If she's telling the truth, why hasn't she mentioned it before? ?

For a moment, Zhang Shifei was completely stunned. Too many things happened tonight, and he didn't know what expression to use at this time.

He saw that Liu Yudi's expression did not seem to be lying. If what she said was true, then could she be an undercover agent sent by Ranxi?

No way, Zhang Shifei thought, this Liu Yudi is clearly Mr. Cui's fiancée. He heard from Mr. Cui that their family and the Liu family are family friends. What about parting with Choi because of a monster old woman?
What the hell is going on here! !
Li Lanying was even more horrified, and he couldn't help shouting: "Oh my god!!! What you said is true?? Sister Liu, you are really my own sister, do you know what that Ranxi did to us? ?? Why didn’t you say it earlier?? Why did you watch our brothers suffer?!”

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry..." Facing Li Lanying's yelling, Liu Yudi could only keep saying sorry, and she couldn't help crying.

It's no wonder that Li Lanying is so angry. You know, what Ranxi did to them can be described as a disaster. There are so many incidents and so many people have been implicated. Why does Liu Yudi already know it in his heart, but Why don't you speak out?What is she afraid of? ?

However, seeing Liu Yudi crying so sad, the two couldn't really get angry. After about 2 minutes, there was only Liu Yudi's sobbing, and Fatty Li was speechless. At this time, Zhang Shifei sighed , and then said to Liu Yudi: "Tell us what's going on?"

Liu Yudi nodded, and Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying smiled wryly. Unexpectedly, at this juncture, there was another major breakthrough. Liu Yudi said that Ranxi didn't want to destroy the world, so what she wanted was, after all, what?What makes it so persistent?

The outside of Fuzetang is not a good place to talk. Anyway, this Liu Yudi is Cui's split woman after all. Mr. Cui is kind to the two of them. No matter how unhappy he is, he must give him some face. Besides, Liu Yudi treats both of them kindly, she calculated their fates, and they are not people who don't miss their old kindness, so they helped Liu Yudi back to Fuzetang.

After those wild fairies left, Fuzetang called again, and the dusty lightbulb gave off a somewhat dim light. Liu Yudi sat on the sofa, Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying were not in the mood to take a bench, so they sat on the floor opposite her, Mr. Cui's previous premonition was indeed correct. Liu Yudi did have something on his mind. Maybe after Mr. Cui heard this sentence, he would think it was unexpected but reasonable. After all, he and Liu Yudi We have been together for a long time, and the other party will notice that there is a slight difference between each other, but Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying are different, and the two still can't accept this fact.

Liu Yudi has no way to hide it now, because she has been standing at the door since the egg demon arrived on the first day of the new year, and she has seen everything that happened after that. She has indeed seen Ranxi, but for some reason, let She couldn't tell everyone about this time, but Liu Yudi's nature is kind, and seeing Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying in such pain at this time made her feel extremely guilty, and she could no longer hide it, so she wanted to Tell me everything you know.

She bit her lower lip, thought for a while, and then said to the two, "I will tell you whatever you want to know."

Zhang Shifei just wanted to know if Liang Yun'er was in danger, and what kind of medicine was sold in the burning gourd. However, it seemed that this matter would not be that simple, so he asked Liu Yudi: " When did you meet Ranxi, what happened between you, what does it want, and why does it make things difficult for us, why does it kidnap the person I like?"

The tears on Liu Yudi's face were still wet, and her eyes were already red and swollen. She seemed to have known that Zhang Shifei would ask such a question, so she sighed softly, and then said to the two of them in a slightly hoarse voice: "I still remember a few months ago. Did I go back to my hometown once before... I met Ranxi at that time."

(The cold is no longer a serious problem. Thank you for your concern these days. I went out for a trip today, so I delayed the update. I couldn’t update it. I only wrote more than 5000 words. Please be more tolerant. I have something to do at home tomorrow, so I’m afraid I won’t be able to pay 588 yuan. Please forgive me. I’ll update [-] compensation the day after tomorrow. Thank you everyone. Friends who donated a few days ago have already thanked you in the revised version of the previous chapter. Thank you for the reward of [-]. In this way, thank you everyone!!! We will see you tomorrow!!!)
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