The years I was a birdman

Chapter 312
It was about that day, when Xiao Zhu was in the forest, she suddenly felt an inexplicable uneasiness in her heart, just like how she felt in the morning when Feng Tianyang died many years ago, but at that time, Xiao Zhu didn't know this The meaning of feeling, but many years later, it has cultivated a profound Taoism, and I know that something must have happened to Tang Aiguo now, so even if there is something very dangerous under the mountain at this time, it can't take care of it , Hastily disappeared and flew down the mountain.

This ominous omen became more and more intense, and accompanied by a violent heartbeat, the beads were flying, and tears fell from the eyes inexplicably.

It found Tang Aiguo in the wilderness below the mountain. He was lying there quietly, and the signs of life had disappeared from his body. At this moment, he was like a quiet statue.

He couldn't bear the torture, so he chose to commit suicide. A dirty and crude hemp rope took his young life. Originally, according to the country's policy, people who died at that time had to be cremated, but at this time , the group of Red Guards got instructions from their superiors, saying that Zhujiakan, a town in the east, found a landlord leader and asked for help. They were eager to serve the country and no one wanted to be left behind, so they looked at the dead Tang Aiguo Everything goes without saying, anyway, in this day and age, there are so many dead people, can it be burned over?The team leader still has a solution, and the policy cannot be changed, so they told the people in the village, in response to the call of the superior, we took the corpse to the crematorium in the county for cremation, half a month later, you let him Family members come to claim the ashes.

His words are actually as tasteless as farting. Really, as early as when they criticized Tang Aiguo, they had already figured out the composition of his family. Originally, they wanted to add a few more charges, but they didn't think so. This kid is really poor. His parents died when he was young, and only one poor farmer had a grandfather, and the old man died the year before last. It can be said that this kid is completely orphaned. This village is so far away from the county seat. That's why he wanted to abolish this matter. Sure enough, the villagers were afraid that it would be too late, and no one was willing to go to collect the body. They could only watch helplessly as the group of small cadres and comrades dragged the dead Tang Aiguo away.

Are you kidding, go to the county seat, and carry a dead body to the county seat without being exhausted?Those little comrades understood, went to the wilderness, found a secluded place, threw Tang Aiguo's body away, and then rushed to Zhujiakan without stopping to join a new round of fighting in full swing.

Xiao Zhu saw the young Tang Aiguo lying there, motionless, and was also stunned. She thought she would hold his corpse and cry bitterly as she did many years ago, but it didn't, it just stayed there. Standing there blankly, looking at Tang Aiguo's body, it seems like a reincarnation, the cruel fate overlaps this moment with that strange year, although time and people have changed, but the result is No change.

Xiao Zhu stood like this for a long time before her body began to tremble, her brows were furrowed, her face was distorted, and two lines of hot tears fell down.

With a plop, it knelt down on the ground, and then tears fell down on the dry land, unable to say a word, he was killed by someone, but at this moment, he even hated it I can't get up, what is the reason for this damn sense of powerlessness?

Ten years, several decades, and several decades have passed, why, I still can't be with him?Why, after so many years, this ending still hasn't changed?
Xiaozhu only felt that her breathing was not smooth, as if she was out of strength. Xiaozhu resisted the feeling of dizziness, raised her head, looked at the sky, and felt as if something blocked her throat, and saw that her mouth grew , and then let out a hoarse roar!
what! ! ! !what! ! ! !what! ! ! ! !
Just shouting aimlessly like this, but it can't alleviate the grievances and grievances that I have accumulated for many years, thieves, thieves! ! ! !
Until the voice was hoarse, until, there was no sound like a broken box in the throat, until it choked again in a low voice. At that time, it was like an empty shell. In its eyes, there was no past and no future .

Until, it rained, and the raindrops fell, tick-tocked on its face, and drenched its body, the sound of the rain covered the sound of choking, the mixture of rain and tears was so salty.

Just when Xiao Zhu lost all her thoughts and didn't know what to do, suddenly, there was another calm voice from behind him: "Ten years have passed, half returned to the wind and frost and half entered the cloud, it seems that You are still sad now."

Why is this voice so familiar?Xiaozhu looked back subconsciously, it was him!It turned out to be him! !

Not far behind him, the man in black who had not seen him for many years reappeared. He was wearing that yellow hat and sitting on the grass. However, the rainwater all over the sky could not enter his body at all. Within a square inch, it seemed as if a curtain of rain had opened, or in other words, only the part above his head was blank in the dark clouds all over the sky. It was already expected.

"It's you!" Xiao Zhu's voice was already hoarse, but she still couldn't stop the excitement in her heart. She ran up to the man in black and shouted loudly at it: "You Who the hell! Why! Why does it always appear at this time?"

The man in black smiled slightly, and then said to it: "Didn't I tell you that I am fate, the fate of you, him, and everyone else."

"Fate?" Xiaozhu smiled miserably, and then wiped away tears, but still couldn't stop the rain from blurring her vision. She pointed at the man in black and said, "Why, my fate is so miserable? Why? , even if I found him, but we still can't be together?!"

The man in black replied very calmly: "All of this is your own choice, but if you insist on asking why, I have already told you many years ago, but you still can't figure it out. "

There seemed to be a hint of mystery in the words of the man in black, but at that time, Xiaozhu was in no mood to think about it. She only knew that her heart was hurting so badly, and she didn’t want to keep hurting like this. This guy once pointed out to me, so, Now that he appears, he should still help me!Thinking of this, Xiaozhu immediately knelt down on her knees, kowtowed to the man in black, and begged bitterly, "Please, please help me, I'm good Pain, I don’t want to go on in this pain! Please, please!!”

Its hoarse voice was full of tears, which sounded very miserable, but the man in black was still unmoved. He said to the little bead very calmly: "If you really don't want to be in such pain, you can help me." , but only you."

When Xiao Zhu heard what he said, she looked at him very puzzled. This man seemed to have seen through everything, and even his voice seemed to possess some kind of magical power, which made it impossible to doubt.

The man in black said indifferently: "Do you know where the souls of all things in the world will return after they die?"

Ran Xi nodded dully, and then replied: "You once told me that people will go to hell after death."

Seeing its answer, the man in black said to it again: "That's right. Since ancient times, there has been a boundary between humans, gods, and ghosts in the universe. In this world, no matter who they are, as long as they have not escaped the shackles of reincarnation, they will all go to the Fengdu ghost world after death. There, depending on their words and deeds in this life, they will be treated differently, or fall into hell to be baptized, or It is to continue to reincarnate, if you want to find him, it is very simple, just die."

In other words, Feng Tianyang's soul is now in Fengdu Difu?

The implication of the man in black was to let Xiaozhu end it on her own, and then go to the underworld to look for Feng Tianyang's ghost. After hearing this, Xiaozhu not only did not hesitate, but was very happy. It's been too long, too long, except for a short period of happiness, the rest is just endless pain, it is too bitter, it can't stand it anymore, death is really a kind of pain for it. relief.

So, it asked the man in black very happily: "Where is the hell, can I go there after I die?"

The man in black replied calmly, "Fengdu Difu is to the west, but it's not at the end."

To the west, there is no end, Xiaozhu still doesn't understand the meaning of this sentence, but it doesn't matter, as long as you know where it is, so it stood up, without saying a word, gathered the evil spirit in the right hand up, and stuck his throat.

Seeing that Xiao Zhu was about to commit suicide, the man in black said lightly, "Have you really made up your mind?"

Looking at the man in black, Xiaozhu understood in her heart that what he said seemed to have a deep meaning, so she sighed: "Could it be that there is anything in this world that I can miss?"

Hearing what it said, the man in black smiled faintly, and then said to it: "No, I mean, even in that world, do you really think there will be no problems?"

How do you say this? ?The little bead was stunned, it let go of its hand, and then asked the man in black: "Could it be that in that world, there will still be jealousy and killing?"

"That's right." The man in black shook his head, and then said to Xiao Zhu: "It's just that after you die, you will still maintain the state of your life, including your soul, your character, and your personality. appearance."

What?Xiaozhu's heart skipped a beat, could it be that after I die, will I still look like this old man?The man in black continued to talk to Xiaozhu that the human world is just a projection of the god world, and the ghost world is also a projection of the human world. Therefore, after death, the soul will remain in that world when it reaches that world. The state before death cannot be changed, at least, it cannot be changed until you reincarnate.

Oh my god, Xiaozhu's heart feels like a knife is being twisted, why can't she even die?If he died like this, even if he found Feng Tianyang, how could he accept such an old self?Is reincarnation really the only way?However, if reincarnation, it means that you will lose everything, memory, love, and even your body. In that case, what is the point of your own death! ?

Xiaozhu fell down and sat in the rain, unable to say a word, but the man in black still looked like he had seen through everything, and he said to Xiaozhu: "Look at you now, it seems that you don't want to help yourself. Alright, well, then I will give you another chance, are you interested?"

"What chance?" Xiaozhu asked.

The man in black said to Xiaozhu: "Your lover, in the next life, will have an extraordinary eye that allows him to see cause and effect, but as for whether he can see the cause and effect between you, it depends It's up to you to choose."

After Xiao Zhu heard this, she was a little sad, and she shook her head, then smiled sadly at the man in black, and said, "Even so, I won't let him see me like this, I will I just want him to see my best side."

Yes, people who are in love, don’t they all want to show their most beautiful side to each other, time has brought Xiaozhu a low self-esteem, and she can’t present such an ugly self in front of her sweetheart.

Seeing it say this, the man in black didn't force it, but said to it: "I've already said, it all depends on your own choice, well, now let me tell you the way to realize your wish."

"What else can I do?!" Xiaozhu hurriedly asked the man in black: "Just let me see him, even for a day, just a day, I just want to feel happy again in his arms, That's enough, really, please, tell me, let me pay whatever price!!"

The man in black saw that Xiaozhu was so determined, so he said to him: "Seven Treasures White Moon Wheel, have you heard of it?"

Xiao Zhu shook her head, so the man in black told about the Seven Treasures White Moon. The Seven Treasures White Moon was a formation formed by collecting all the seven treasures between heaven and earth. Ri, omnipotent, it is too simple to use this formation to realize Xiaozhu's wish.

After Xiaozhu heard the news, hope appeared in her heart again, especially when the man in black said that the thing on her neck was one of the seven treasures, and it strengthened her belief in collecting the seven treasures. So it asked anxiously: "Then, where are the remaining six treasures, can you tell me?"

After hearing what it said, the man in black shook his head, and then calmly replied: "Don't worry, although Qibao's power can defeat or even change me, this formation doesn't belong to you, it belongs to another story. "

"Another story?" Xiaozhu still didn't understand.

And the man in black didn't seem to intend to explain, he just replied: "Yes, it's a story about fate, but it's not your story, but you have to listen to what I'm going to say next, Because if you want your wish to come true..."

So, the man in black told her how to make Xiaozhu realize her wish, and the man in black preached to Xiaozhu, you just need to keep the matter of the seven treasures and the white moon in your heart, don't waste your time looking for it. , because you are destined not to be able to find it, what you have to do is to continue to cultivate yourself and raise your demonic energy to another level. Taisui skin can transform your body and allow you to have the ability to save demon eggs , with the help of Tai Sui's evil spirit, the remaining monsters are not in reincarnation, they are just individuals, you need 510 two monster eggs, and then...

The man in black told Xiaozhu the correct way to use the demon egg, and he told Xiaozhu that if this method is used properly, on the day of 'the death talisman cries every day', with the help of the power of the fierce god, he can pose as an ungodly demon egg. It is inferior to the evil formation of the Seven Treasures White Moon, when the time comes, it will almost be able to get what it wants, but this formation also requires a high price.

After listening to the man in black's words, Xiaozhu finally found the motivation to live again, so she thought for a while and asked the man in black, "When can I prepare?"

The man in black smiled, and then said to Xiao Zhu: "On the day you meet someone who is also looking for the material of the Seven Treasures White Moon Wheel, you can implement your plan."

"Then when will I meet that person!" Xiaozhu asked anxiously.

Unexpectedly, the man in black smiled slightly, and then waved his hand, the surrounding raindrops were still, and the round drops of water were floating in the air, and the man in black with the yellow hat stood up, Then he turned his back to Xiaozhu, and said softly: "Don't force anything, just imagine every word I said to you before, I will wait for the ending you bring me, goodbye, no, goodbye forever .”

After all, Na and the man in black waved his right hand again, and saw the still rain falling again, Xiaozhu only felt a pain in front of his eyes, and closed his eyes. When he opened his eyes, he found He was still kneeling in front of Tang Aiguo's body, everything just now was like a dream.

But this time, Xiaozhu's heart was very firm. The rain was still falling, and it quietly buried Tang Aiguo in the forest. From then on, it would visit him on that day every year.

People are really unpredictable things. Although Xiaozhu has always hoped for the blessings of human beings, since that day, she has given up. She has thought about it more than once, why, she has never done bad things, But there are always people who are trying hard to force each other, why, people can be so ugly?

It doesn't know why, because from that day on, it only knows how to live by itself. From that moment on, human beings have only become tools for it. Whatever expectations are placed on man, they are only its tools.

Because its heart was broken. From the beginning to the end, Feng Tianyang's two reincarnations were all killed by human beings. What is there to sympathize with such a human being?

In other words, they are the culprits!Feng Tianyang was killed by them!

Slowly, as time passed, Ranxi's heart was only numb to people, maybe it was numb to everything, except for the unchanging feelings and desires in his heart, it was people who killed Feng Tianyang, and God took away Feng Tianyang, however, was helpless.

Are you really powerless?No!Even if there is nothing you can do, do something about it!Xiaozhu wandered in the jungle all day long, no longer in contact with human beings, and started a long practice again. Every evening, it would look at the sky in the west. , it hates the sunset, because the sunset is like its ridiculous life, the west, the direction Feng Tianyang went to, is this direction, it lost its lover, the long years made it know how to hate, after many years, it enveloped itself all day long In the black mist, after many years, it learned how to use everything, and after many years, it used everything as its own tool.

Many years later, she gave herself a new name, Burning West, and burned the West to nothingness. At that time, the one she loves will definitely come back to her, and once again, as long as she is embraced by him again. Into the bosom, in its most beautiful time.

This is the end of Ranxi's story. Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying, without exception, fell silent after hearing Liu Yudi tell the whole story, even though they were still extremely excited and angry just now.

Although Ranxi's story is very long, Liu Yudi tried to keep it short. She is worthy of being a teacher, and she is capable in language. She told the whole story to the two of them within half an hour.

As he listened, Zhang Shifei suddenly felt that he couldn't hate him anymore. That Ranxi was unexpectedly so pitiful. Perhaps there was only one person in this world who could understand Ranxi's feelings, and that person was Zhang Shifei.

Because Zhang Shifei thinks that he and Ranxi are too similar, they are all toys of reincarnation and fate, Ranxi reminds Zhang Shifei of Xu Ying, isn't he the same?Faced with the death of the beloved, but unable to do anything, met the reincarnation of the beloved, but could not say I love you.

Damn it, Zhang Shifei suddenly realized that as he listened, tears flowed uncontrollably. Before that, he always thought that he was the most miserable person in the world, and he had to bear the pain caused by this reincarnation alone , but after he heard about Ranxi's life experience, he realized that compared with Ranxi, he was nothing. Just imagine, how many years has he lived alone in this kind of suffering?How many years have you been crawling?How many years have you endured?

It is said that the vicissitudes of the world are changing, but this is easy to say, how many people can know the pain in it?
Even though the world is ever-changing, the only thing that remains the same is the innocence in our hearts. Zhang Shifei suddenly felt that Ranxi and himself seemed to have a deep connection between them. Zhang Shifei created Ranxi by himself. If it wasn't for him, I'm afraid that Ranxi is still just a little spider in the reality map, he brought it into the world and fell into pain.

Zhang Shifei felt very guilty. His current state of mind was different from before. He knew very well that if he had suffered the pain of Ranxi, he was not sure whether he would change like Ranxi and become helpless. Remedy, maybe it will, maybe I am just lucky, good luck, hehe, what a sarcastic language.

Both Zhang Shifei and Li Lanying were speechless, and at this time, after Liu Yudi finished speaking, she sighed, and then said to the two of them: "That's it, we talked a lot that day, and we will tell you about your life experience." I will listen to it. After listening to it, I really can’t be hostile to it. Fate has played tricks. I think it has been waiting for too long. It is the most pitiful person... You guys, what else do you want to know? Is it?"

(End of this chapter)