The Princess of the Fairy Phoenix Road

Chapter 1401 One wrong step, missed (5)
After gradually letting a few cronies around him adapt to his change of temperament, Feng Qi began to stop hiding, and searched for all kinds of latest news from the courts on both sides, and closed the door to figure out and study by himself. Even the few cronies around him are all inexplicably highly nervous, and often spontaneously hold their breath after entering his yard, with serious expressions.

Especially in the few days when it was known that a man named Lord Yanling had arrived in the imperial capital of Xiyue, and openly had a close relationship with Princess Xunyang of the East Palace, the atmosphere in the whole garden was almost extremely depressing, even the bamboo grove All the birds were affected, and they called infrequently.

Feng Qi didn't know which direction this matter was going to develop, but since then, the various conflicts between Chu Xunyang and Chu Qiyan's siblings in Nanhe Prince's Mansion finally convinced him that——

That's really him coming back.

He desperately needs to see her, but he is too timid to be close to his hometown. He has meditated countless times at night, but he can't make up his mind after all. Of course, even if he wants to do something, his current physical condition can't bear it. .

With so much worry and worry, his body recovered more and more slowly, and several of his cronies were also very anxious watching it.

In the blink of an eye, the peach blossoms bloomed in another year, and the maple leaves turned red in another year. The existence of that man named Yanling Jun made him feel more and more like a thorn in his throat, but he knew Chu Xunyang's temper too well. A short-hearted and narrow-minded girl, although the position between Yanling Jun and her was inconsistent, after all, he did not touch her bottom line with his own hands, and did not make painstaking plans to kill someone she cared about. Chu Xunyang will ignore him, But he will never forgive himself for what he has done.

As he needs to collect more and more information, the Tie Fang members have vaguely speculated about his thoughts. In fact, it is false to care about the court situation, and the real concern of his master——

It will always be the Xunyang princess who is thousands of miles away and has never met before!

Feng Qi's behavior really made people suspicious, but they kept their mouths shut and didn't ask any more questions. Until this day, Feng Qi called them all to the study.

"The prince in the court doesn't want the emperor's heart, the queen is stupid, and the sixth child is ready to move. It won't be long before the court situation is unavoidable. This king knows that you are all hot-blooded men. When you followed this king, you also had some points Ideal and ambitious, now the opportunity is in front of you, today I will ask your opinions face to face, you——" Feng Qi's words were too direct, without any embellishment, "What do you need me to guide you to do? ?"

His current physical condition, the imperial physicians and doctors all said that it is not optimistic, and there is absolutely no possibility of complete recovery. It is reluctant to maintain the status quo. A situation where life hangs by a thread.

When Feng Qi said this, his face was calm, but his tone was calm and stern.

Obviously, he is also very clear about his physical condition, but just this candid conversation made the eyes of several hot-blooded men present all red.

"Your Highness, your body—" Tie Fang spoke first, showing hesitation and impatience.

"This is not something you need to consider. You just answer the king's words. As you can see, this king may not have much time in this life, but if it is your wish, between the dying bed and the shroud of horse leather, this king would rather choose The latter." Feng Qi raised his hand to interrupt him.

The so-called ambition and aspirations, both before and after, are what he lacks most.

He didn't dare to see Chu Xunyang, and he didn't even dare to imagine what it would be like once he met her. At this time, maybe it would be better to turn his mind away and do something else.

When did he, Chu Qiyan, become such a timid and resigned person?But when he met Chu Xunyang, it was difficult for him to maintain a normal heart.

He wanted to see her, and was so tortured that he almost wanted to go crazy and wanted to save her, but it was as if to punish his self-righteousness at the beginning. This time, he was doomed to fail from the beginning.

If so, then—

Wouldn't it be better to just die?

If she died first, he would be unwilling and regretful, but if he left first, she would not even bother to give up a glance.

Xunyang... Xunyang... It seems that I really owe you.

There was a momentary change in Feng Qi's eyes, but it was so fast that no one caught it.

Tie Fang and the others looked at each other, although they were aroused by his words, but for some reason, looking at his too thin body and unusually cold and resolute face, they fell silent collectively.

Feng Qi was not in a hurry, he just watched them, waiting for their final decision.

But in the end, Tie Fang stood up and knelt down on one knee, "Your Highness, you are the one you are determined to follow. You treat us well and understand our feelings, but in this peaceful and prosperous world, not everyone We all want the opportunity to make contributions. We are all grateful and content with you for giving us prosperity and stability, food and clothing. Our subordinates also know that you have made it hard all these years, and we don’t need you to fight for fame for us. As for taking risks, please take care of your body, and your subordinates will follow you and respect you as master for the rest of your life!"

If it is said that Feng Qi was a little indecisive before, people couldn't be convinced, but after this serious illness, everyone around him can feel that perhaps it is the fighting spirit inspired by the desperate situation, and he really has aspirations The spirit of the world.

If his body allows it, it would be great to let him make contributions and have a great time, but for such a person with great ambitions, it is easy to make people feel sorry for him, and he can't bear to challenge him again with such a crippled body. Such a heavy burden.

It is true that such a result was completely beyond Feng Qi's expectations, but Tie Fang and the others insisted that he was quite shocked——

It turns out that in this world, it may not only be great achievements, fame and fortune, it turns out that it is only for favors, and many people can give up what they were originally persistently pursuing.

He once thought that his mentality at this time was just disheartened, but if it was for Chu Xunyang, would he be willing to give up?After thinking hard for a long time, Feng Qi was still conflicted and couldn't give himself an answer, until one day, he received a letter from Beijing Fanchang.

He himself couldn't tell whether it was for Fanchang or just because he had received the news that Chu Xunyang would secretly go to Nanhua with Lord Yanling during that reckless dash for thousands of miles.

After missing this life, he didn't know how he would have the courage to stand in front of her again, and when her body was finally able to bear the pain of the long journey, he returned to her again——

It's too late for everything.

That night he sat in the dark carriage, saw her still arrogant and hearty smile under the bright lights, and said "no need" to Lord Yanling who was standing beside her in a calm tone.

Then there was the sound of the ruts running over, and I don't know whose heart it was. Something, shattered in the silent night, was left outside.

This time, he made a comeback, and it turned out——

Just to witness the consummation of her life holding hands with others.

Then, he will understand more deeply how many shortcomings and incompleteness there are in his two lives.

(End of this chapter)