The Princess of the Fairy Phoenix Road

Chapter 1411 I just want to be with you forever (5)
Thinking of this, Feng Qi couldn't help laughing bitterly.

"Brother Huang, what are you doing standing here in this cold weather?" Princess Fanchang came in from the outside with a teacup, seeing him standing at the window, she frowned in displeasure from afar.

"It's nothing, the ground dragon in the room is too hot, let's get some air!" Feng Qi quickly cleared up his scattered thoughts.

Princess Fanchang came in with a teacup, saw him standing in front of the window and didn't want to move, and didn't force her, she took a cup of tea, took his hand, and stuffed the tea with the right temperature into his hand.

In fact, these things are within Feng Qi's capabilities, but she takes care of him as if she treats him like a child.

Feng Qi held the teacup helplessly, took a sip of tea, and asked casually: "It's already past noon, you came here at this time, are you going to the study to read the account book?"

"Yeah!" Princess Fanchang also took a cup of tea and drank tea, "The new year will be over soon, the rent paid below will be delivered one after another, and the new year's goods sent by some merchants and tenants below will be sorted out."

"Let's leave these things to the steward in the future!" Feng Qi said.

Princess Fanchang's fingers holding the tea cup trembled slightly, but she didn't agree, she just lowered her eyes and drank the tea silently.

She knew what Feng Qi meant, and he had mentioned this question to her more than once in the past three years.

When Feng Qi heard that she was silent, he knew that she was unhappy because of that matter again. He actually didn't want to force her, but he couldn't let her do it, so he said: "You are eighteen in Chinese New Year. In the past few years, I have been sick, and I have neglected you, and I have delayed you. Although this place is not as good as the capital, and there are no high-ranking people, but if you really want to choose, you can still pick out men with good looks and good morals .Fanchang, you are not young anymore, I know this has wronged you, but with me, I can always make your life go smoothly."

He is actually not used to saying such earnest words, but seeing that Fanchang has become an old girl——

Now he can't see it, and he has been good at guessing a girl's little thoughts from the beginning. He really doesn't understand what Princess Fanchang thinks.

He said a lot in this breath, but Feng Qi's tone was still a little stiff.

Princess Fanchang just lowered her eyes and listened at first.

Feng Qi waited for a long time, but still didn't wait for her to speak, so he frowned, "Fanchang——"

"Brother Huang!" She didn't want Princess Fanchang to interrupt him suddenly and solemnly this time, she stood up, with tears in her eyes, but she didn't let the tears fall, she just looked at the dazed Feng Qi in front of her eyes, gritted her teeth and asked: "Do you still remember Princess Dingguo in your heart?"

Everything about Chu Xunyang, these years, even if Feng Qi did not avoid it, she would carefully avoid mentioning it.

This was the first time in three years, she suddenly directly poked the pain in Feng Qi's heart.

Feng Qi's brows were furrowed tightly in an instant, and the corners of his lips collapsed into a line, showing the extreme displeasure in his heart.

Princess Fanchang looked at him, the expression in her eyes became more and more complicated, but this time she bravely asked further: "I know you love her, but luck is bad, so you missed her by accident, brother, can you tell me that you love her like this? Loving her, thinking of her, when will I be able to let her go completely?"

Feng Qi never brought up the matter of accepting concubines. Of course, here, no one would care about his affairs.

So even if he didn't say it, Princess Fanchang knew very well——

In his heart, he never let Chu Xunyang go.

He spared no effort to do so much for her, and finally turned around and gave up resolutely. Now the two don't see each other, but that feeling——

Not blocked by regions, not split by time and space.

He loved her, he still loved her, he—

In the end, I will be trapped in the lonely city for the rest of my life, and I will continue to love so lonely.

The veins on Feng Qi's forehead bulged, and he was holding the tea bowl with too much force, only to hear a crisp sound. The sound was too harsh, but his sanity was clear at that moment, and when he let go of his hand suddenly, it was split in two The teacup fell to the ground accompanied by the drizzling of tea soup.

This incident caused a dull pain in his heart, and whoever picked it up would stab a knife into his scabbed wound.

Feng Qi couldn't bear such a thing, but with the habits of the past few years, he was almost completely unsuitable for getting angry with Princess Fanchang.

So, he chose to turn his back silently, and looked out of the snowy window again.

He couldn't let go of Chu Xunyang. He knew early on that he couldn't let go. No matter how time passed and how the years changed, he couldn't get her out of his heart.

This is the mistake he made in his previous life, the sin he committed, and he is destined to never be freed.

In fact, in the past three years, he has asked himself countless times——

Xunyang, am I wrong?Falling in love with you is really a mistake that I can't make up for and reverse even if I fall into reincarnation, isn't it?Since this is the case, why did you ask me to meet you?

It was only later that I understood what you wanted. I changed my fate against the sky and saved you from reincarnation, but in the end—the ridiculous thing is that I changed your fate in this life, but I just made a prison for myself. You walked out, you I finally got the life I wanted and found someone who was willing to stay with me forever, but I still couldn't turn back.

I used to think that if there is no calculation between the people who can be close to me, I have no regrets, but I was wrong, I was still wrong, and missing you is a regret that I can't make up for in two reincarnations.

I have never had the opportunity to say "love you" to you personally, but I really love you. In the six years of the previous life, I reincarnated again, and it is another six years of you. I have loved you for so long, and I never thought of this Just came to the end of the years.

That night, when I rode out of the capital, I knew that I would never see you again in this life, and all my years and years had come to an end and had come to an end.

I don't want to forget you, I don't want to forget you, I will never forget you.

Even if you don't know, even if-

This is always just wishful thinking on my part.

The answer Feng Qi will give, needless to say, Princess Fanchang has always known it.

(End of this chapter)