The Princess of the Fairy Phoenix Road

Chapter 850 You and I will never die! (2)
When he was doing this, he seemed to be concentrating on it, but he felt fear from the bottom of his heart, and he clearly avoided it deliberately, unwilling to face Chu Xunyang's expectant eyes.

He who has always been hailed as a wonderful hand rejuvenating, but only at this moment, he hates his own helplessness the most.

What she really needs from him to "rejuvenate" is just this time, but what he can give——

It was just a deep and weak "sorry".

This was the first time he saw Chu Xunyang crying like a child in front of him.

At that moment, the feeling in my heart suddenly became unbearably painful.

"Xinbao——" After a lot of effort to suppress all the negative emotions in his heart, Lord Yanling took a deep breath, and finally raised his eyes to meet Chu Xunyang's sight, and shook his head regretfully.

Such a result was originally expected by Chu Xunyang, but he always hoped that another miracle would happen.

Between her and Li Ruixiang, there are only a handful of opportunities to really get in touch with each other, but the affection and protection he gave her far exceeded her bottom line of understanding the warmth and coldness of the world, so she didn't need to think about digesting it at all, just From the heart, I acquiesced to the existence of this relative.

If there hadn't been such a sudden change, in fact, when Chu Xunyang was about to send Li Ruixiang out of the city at night, at that time, she would only tell herself that it was her duty to repay this person to protect him.

But at this moment, she knew——

She really has a kind of affection for Li Ruixiang that comes from the depths of her blood, and she really treats him as her own relatives.

"Uncle!" Chu Xunyang was grieving in his heart, tears poured out, blurring his vision, and big drops of tears fell on Li Ruixiang's face.

Li Ruixiang didn't expect her reaction to be so violent, and his heart, which was so indifferent to death, suddenly felt a little bit melancholy, and said in a hoarse voice: "Xunyang, don't cry, it's nothing to be sad about."

He raised his hand, trying to wipe away the tear stains on the girl's face, but when he raised his hand, the wound was involved, and his fingers couldn't be steady no matter what, they were trembling violently.

Seeing him like this, Chu Xunyang became more and more flustered. He wiped away his tears in a panic, held his cold hand instead, and nodded desperately, "Yes! I listen to my uncle, I won't cry."

Said not to cry, but the tears could not stop.

Li Ruixiang wanted to persuade her, but in the end he was powerless, so he raised his strength and said, "I can only be your burden if I live. In the past, your mother took care of me. When she was powerless, I should be responsible for protecting you for her. Don't think that you owe me anything. I left in such a hurry because I owed someone else's debt and I was eager to pay it back. This has nothing to do with you, and I don't blame you , and don’t blame yourself for it.”

Back then, Chu Xunyang was taken away when he was just born. If we really want to talk about feelings——

All these years he followed all the way, indeed it was all because of Concubine Zhao.

Chu Xunyang also knew this, but even if his original intention was just that, the sacrifices he had made for himself over the years could not erase the fact.

"I know, I know everything." Chu Xunyang said, feeling that his palm was getting colder and colder, he hurriedly squeezed it harder, "But uncle, will you get better? I haven't known for so many years , I still want to take good care of you for my mother."

"Xunyang——you are fine now! Your mother can rest assured under the Nine Springs." When Li Ruixiang mentioned his sister, a soft light appeared in Li Ruixiang's eyes.

His eyes looked at Chu Xunyang's face in a daze, as if he was searching for something buried in his memory for a long time.

"Xunyang, don't blame her, she just wants to live, just to take care of me." After a while, he seemed to wake up suddenly again, and he held Chu Xunyang's hand back with some panic, struggling to want to Sitting up and looking her directly in the eye, with an urgent demeanor.

"Uncle, don't move, don't hurt your wound." Chu Xunyang said, and hurriedly pressed him down.

Li Ruixiang's expression was extremely disturbed, and he slowly calmed down when he touched the real concern and sadness in her eyes. He looked into her eyes with a complicated expression, and said earnestly, "Xunyang, don't believe those things." People's gossip, everyone in this world can misunderstand her, but——you must not think of her in the same way."

"Yeah!" Chu Xunyang nodded with tears in his eyes, squeezed his hand hard, and forced a smile on his lips, "I listen to you, I believe what uncle says, I don't listen to those people's gossip, When uncle recovers, tell me about your mother in person, and I will only believe what you say, uncle."

Does it matter what kind of person Concubine Zhao is?Isn't the eternal infamy left behind by Xianzong?
Even with Li Ruixiang's identity, she could recognize him calmly, so how could she care about the background and past of that woman she had never met before?

Maybe it's because of dying again, in this regard, Chu Xunyang has an unimaginable open-mindedness.

In one's life, the most unavoidable thing to choose is one's own background and relatives. Since they are already facts, there is no need to avoid them, just accept them calmly.

"Silly girl!" The string hanging in Li Ruixiang's heart finally eased, and his body slowly fell back into her arms. After a while, looking at her face, there was a look of pity and helplessness in his eyes, He murmured, "Even my sister—she wasn't as easy to deceive as you were back then."

A person's merits and demerits, a hundred people have a hundred mouths, and then they can make up a hundred different kinds of rhetoric. The world is so big that there are so many mouths, how can they all be restricted?

On this point, Li Ruixiang is more open than anyone else——

I don't care what those irrelevant people think, as long as those people I care about are willing to admit it, that's enough.

In the eyes of many people, Concubine Zhao was loved by thousands of people and had infinite glory. It is true that there were many people who had Fang's thoughts and insulted her contemptuously to the bottom of their hearts.

But from Li Ruixiang's point of view, that's just the only relative who has been with him since he was a child.

She is the most gentle sister in the world, with the purest smile, she is his relative, and in his eyes, she is such an impeccable woman, worthy of everything he does.

In the past, he had never taken the initiative to meet Chu Xunyang, and this was the most disturbing thing in his heart——

He could not care about anyone else's judgment on Concubine Zhao, but if Chu Xunyang would look at her that way, he would rather that Chu Xunyang never knew the truth.

Now that he got such an answer from Chu Xunyang, Li Ruixiang felt that the burden that had been in his heart for decades was finally unloaded.

(End of this chapter)