The Princess of the Fairy Phoenix Road

Chapter 995 Maybe, We Loved Each Other Once! (1)
She always thought that because of the serious injury, this man was not going to tell outsiders about his heartbreaking past in his whole life.

After being stunned for a moment, Chu Xunyang came back to his senses and said cautiously, "Father—"

The other party's thoughts seemed to drift far away, and he didn't notice anything.

It has been so many years, from the missed opportunity when they were young, to the tragic farewell when they went their separate ways, to the last sliver of nostalgia that ended with death.

This love relationship that cannot be known to the world has been buried silently in this man's heart for so many years.

How painful he should be, and how lonely he should be.

It is clear that the love is deep in the bones, but they can only bury this strong feeling in a shady corner, and they don't even have the chance to face it frankly. , alone in a corner where no one is there.

"Father!" Chu Xunyang suddenly felt distressed, took his hand, and squeezed it tightly in his palm.

Chu Yi'an was stunned for a moment, then slowly looked away from a distance.

Chu Xunyang looked at him with a complicated expression, and it took a lot of effort to force a smile, and said softly: "Father, it's all over, even if you still can't let her go completely, then at least you can let go of the past Okay? It’s been many years, you shouldn’t torture yourself like this anymore. No matter what happened, but after so long, you have never resented her for being unfeeling, and you have raised me and my brother to grow up wholeheartedly. All my favors. Father you—”

It was not easy, the nostalgia for a woman who had been dead for many years made him so humble.

"How do you know that I never resented?" Chu Yi'an's lips twitched sarcastically, and asked suddenly.

Chu Xunyang opened his mouth, but found himself speechless.

Chu Yi'an looked at her, but didn't avoid it anymore, his thoughts were drawn back to those distant memories, and he said slowly in a sad tone: "That year, my father suddenly started an incident in Jiangbei, and I left Beijing in a hurry, wanting to catch up In the past, I persuaded him to give up. Maybe you will think that I am worthless, but at that time, there was only one thought in my mind, that is - I must stop this matter, otherwise I will really break the relationship with her Everything is possible. But the ridiculous thing is that only after I left Beijing, she turned around and married someone else. Xinbao, maybe you will not believe how narrow-minded a man can be when he is jealous. It used to be a long time ago. For a period of time, all I was filled with was hatred, not only for her unfeeling, but also for my father's ambition. The things my father did were not something I could choose, but I had to bear the consequences. And she— Hanxin knows that I can't help myself, but she still doesn't give me any leeway."

As Chu Yi'an said, he suddenly closed his eyes.

He once thought that his only love in this life was buried in his father's wolfish ambition, so for a long period of time, he exiled himself, hating everything in this world.

It is impossible for a man like him to be a cowardly person, which shows how much the blow was caused by that incident.

"Father—" Looking at him, Chu Xunyang felt nothing but distress in his heart.

"Later, the Chu family changed, and the whole family disappeared overnight. As a last resort, I had no choice but to return to my father's side." Chu Yi'an seemed to have not heard her words at all, and was only immersed in his own memory.

His voice was very suppressed, it was obvious that he was deliberately hiding some emotion, but the look in his eyes was deeply sarcastic.

He said: "Xinbao, you should have seen it too. Over the years, the relationship between my father and I has long been superficial. I hate his selfishness and indifference, but unfortunately, I also inherited the relationship with my father." He has the same extreme and cold temperament. You can feel how cold I am to him, then how much I hated Hanxin back then. I admit that there was a time when I hated her. It has evolved into an obsession, but—”

As Chu Yi'an said, he laughed at himself again.

He leaned back in the chair, closed his eyes, and hid the emotions in his eyes.

On one side, there is the so-called family love that is so cold to the bone, and on the other side, it is the lover who has missed.

Chu Pei is selfish, while Liang Xi—

"But now, father, you have completely let go, haven't you?" Chu Xunyang said, speaking cautiously.

Chu Yi'an opened his eyes, with a calm expression on his face, nodded and said: "Yes, at the moment when she refused to admit that she had feelings for me until she died, I suddenly let go. After such an incident, Han and I There is no future between the cores, and my persistence will only increase the trouble. Instead—”

As Chu Yi'an said, the curve of the corners of his lips deepened unknowingly, "I should also be grateful to her. I am grateful to her for being merciful and not showing favor or putting pressure on me when the two families are at odds. I used to think that she was like that." How cruel it is to leave, but it is not until the end that I can understand her good intentions - not only to maintain her own pride, and the responsibility of being a child, she is also sparing no effort to leave room for me. Without those constant cutting After she left, I could get out of the shadow of that incident as soon as possible, without being in a dilemma or being criticized by others."

On the last night, he met Liang Xi secretly outside Xunyang City, and asked her again with a brooding heart if she had any love or nostalgia for him.

At that time, he rushed to Xunyang before everyone else, in order to seize the opportunity and lead her to escape.

He even expected that she would refuse to leave, so he arranged all the funeral affairs in advance, preparing to take her away forcibly and send her away to avoid the catastrophe.

That night, the sky was dark, but the bonfires in the formation of the two armies were shining brightly.

"National enmity, family enmity, Hanxin, I know that you and I have reached this point, and all possibilities have been cut off. After today, I will not force you to see me again. Now that we have reached this point, can you tell me , If it weren't for these things that happened in the middle, would you—would you be able to accept me?" His tone was eager and anxious, and he stared closely at her face with an almost begging gaze.

Even if we don't see each other in this life, even if it's the last farewell after this time, at least——

A heart-warming word from her can also comfort the wishful thinking for so many years.

In the night, the woman's figure was slender and tall, just looking at him calmly, just like the tranquility when she was sitting under the window of Shang's study many years ago when she was studying.

She said: "How can there be a way back in this world? And if I choose again, the path I have taken will not change. Brother, I came to see you today just because you are my brother. If this will be the last time, then At least I want to say treasure to you. No matter what happens tomorrow, you don’t need to feel sorry for me, it’s just your duty to go hand in hand with each other.”

(End of this chapter)