Chapter 134

love?Qinghe remembered that when she was in modern times, in the third year of high school, a male classmate in the same class wrote her a love letter, saying that he would be with her for the rest of his life.

It's really ridiculous to say it from the mouth of a half-old child, but she was very moved at the time, because the love letter was very good, and she accepted the boy, because at that time she felt that she would be with him forever, at that time She feels that loving someone for a lifetime is not such a difficult thing.

It was a relationship that lasted less than half a year. After entering university, they separated. She went to the south and he went to the north. They still kept in touch at first, but gradually, I don’t know who will look for them first. All are wonderful.

Her first love died young, but she still believed that she could find someone for the rest of her life.

What now?Do you still believe it now?
Qinghe smiled bitterly, "Yes, love is a joke."

"When I was young, I was very fond of colds. My mother... my mother would give me a kind of pill, which was coated with sugar and put it in the mouth. It was sweet and fragrant, but when the sugar coating faded away, it would It becomes very bitter, love is probably this kind of sugar-coated cold medicine, after all the sweetness fades away, only bitterness remains."

He stared at her, looking at her half-smiling expression, there was a kind of despair in her eyes, as if she had no expectations for this world.

However, this expression was only for a moment, and soon she smiled, "Love is just a part of life, it is a dessert after a meal, it doesn't matter if you eat it or not, you can still live if you don't starve to death."

Chu Jinyu looked at her, drinking wine glass by glass, then he smiled, "I just said one thing, but you said a lot."

Qinghe was startled, then smiled, "Yes, it shows how persistent I am."

"It's a good thing." Chu Jinyu said thoughtfully, "Many people, for the sake of love, would even give up their lives and leave their loved ones behind. What about you? Will you seek death after taking revenge? No? Would it be the same to be alive or dead?"

Turning the wine glass in his hand, Qinghe said calmly: "Looking for death is actually a spur of the moment. When I first started, I really felt that there was no difference between living and dying, because at that time, the pain of being betrayed still occupied my entire consciousness. However, After calming down and settling down, I thought of my parents, children and relatives, I must live, and live well.”

He seemed a little surprised, "I thought that hatred would always occupy your heart. After all, what you have experienced is not something ordinary people can bear."

Qinghe felt that she was a little drunk and dizzy. After three lifetimes, she had seen everything in the world. In terms of misery, she was far from being the most miserable one.

People have no reason to give up their lives.

"The topic is too heavy, let's change it." Qinghe said.

Chu Jinyu stared at her for a few seconds, remained still, and then said, "Well, go to sleep."

Qinghe looked into his eyes, his eyes were very black, very black, as black as two whirlpools, she seemed to be sucked in by the whirlpool, the feeling of dizziness became more and more intense, and her head became heavier and heavier...

She lay prone on the table and fell asleep.

Chu Jinyu didn't move for a long time, and there was deep sadness in her eyes. What she said just now was for him, but he knew that she was warning him not to give up, not to give up his life because of that injury.He saw the despair in her eyes, saw the pain in her eyes, and she buried everything in her heart.

Behind her seemingly calm tone, there was an unforgettable pain. Dr. Lin told her that Qinghe couldn't sleep for a long time, and her sleep would not exceed two hours a day.

A person who suffers from insomnia for a long time, what is going on in his mind?Chu Jinyu understood too well.

"Wei Nan, find someone to take her back to her room and let her have a good sleep, she needs sleep." Chu Jinyu got up and told Wei Nan beside her.

"Yes!" Wei Nan responded, raised his hand, and summoned two maids.

When Qinghe woke up, it was already Chenshi the next day.

Waking up in a strange environment at the beginning, she was stunned for a moment, but soon, the scene of drinking last night appeared in her mind, drunk?

She didn't know that her drinking capacity had become so bad now, but it was just a few cups of sweet-scented osmanthus wine, and she was put down.

The maid came in to wash her up with water, and said, "Princess, the master has already woken up and is waiting for you to enter the palace together."

"Okay, tell him I'll be here soon." Qinghe straightened his clothes, sat in front of the dressing table, and combed his hair. The maid wanted to come forward to help, and she said: "No need, you go and tell him, just wait a minute." Just wait for me."

"Yes!" The maid didn't force herself, turned around and left.

After Qinghe combed his hair, he rubbed his aching head, looked around the room, it was very simple and clean, except for the bed, there was only a state and an Eight Immortals table, and there was no extra furniture.

There is no popularity here, and it is believed that it has been uninhabited for a long time.

A person, in a foreign country, how did he survive?

Qinghe felt that the story behind the Fifth Prince of Nanchu was definitely no less than hers.

He was already waiting at the door, and she got into the carriage with him after she went out. He was a person who had been in and out of the palace for a long time, so the guards in the palace generally would not check his carriage.

After entering the palace, as long as she is placed in a hidden place, she will be invisible.

However, on this day, when his carriage entered through the north gate, it was stopped.

Chu Jinyu lifted the curtain and saw two guards standing beside the carriage holding swords, asking to check the carriage.

Because he didn't expect to be checked, Qing He sat in the carriage with a big face. If the guards checked, they would definitely find Qing He.

"Blind? You don't even recognize me?" Chu Jinyu said angrily.

The guard cupped his hands to apologize, "Fifth prince, I'm sorry, the emperor issued a strict order that the carriages entering the palace during this period must be strictly inspected."

Chu Jinyu asked, "What happened?"

The guard replied: "Fifth Prince, we are following orders. If you don't know the situation, please open the curtain and let me check."

Chu Jinyu snorted, "What's the matter? Do you suspect that I hid the assassin or something?"

The guard bitterly said: "Fifth Prince, please forgive me, we are not targeting you, even the princes have to check when entering the palace, this is the emperor's order, please be considerate of the Fifth Prince."

"I'm not going to give it to you. Just go and report to Mr. Gao." Chu Jinyu sat lazily in front of the carriage, but did not allow anyone to lift the curtain of the carriage.

Qinghe couldn't help being surprised inside, what's going on?Why is there a sudden investigation?She only went out for one night. Could it be that something happened in the palace?

Seeing that Chu Jinyu did not cooperate, the guard had no choice but to say: "If the Fifth Prince refuses to cooperate with the inspection, then he will be pardoned for his lowly position and rudeness. It is really the emperor's order."

After he finished speaking, he raised his hand, and several guards stepped forward to forcibly open the curtain.

Chu Jinyu's eyes turned cold, and she was about to stop her when she heard a voice, "What's going on?"

(End of this chapter)

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