The biggest ex: love you don't run away

Chapter 222 Conversation 3
Shen Hua turned over.Gu Yang ignored her and fell into his own memories.

She had held these words in her heart for many years, and now that she had started, she couldn't stop.

"Later, Dad passed away without warning. You just appeared happily with your uncle and said that you would take me away. But do you know? At that time, my life was dark and I really hated you. Dad passed away But you are still so happy, alive and beautiful, and brought your husband to the funeral, that's why I refuse to be with you. Although it will be very hard for me alone, I feel at ease. I think I It's really a wonderful thing to support myself with my own hands. I didn't use any of the money you gave me, because ah, I really felt that the money was dirty at the time. Hehe!"

With a dry laugh, Gu Yang's voice had a hint of crying.

"I think I may have to spend the rest of my life resenting you like this. Then, just when I had already made an appointment with this kind of life, Chen Ziran appeared. My acquaintance with him is really not special It’s beautiful, it’s a rivalry. But it’s like this, but it aroused my long-lost competitive spirit. I will start to do some things actively in order to compete with him, start to slowly contact with people around, and slowly walk into It was so beautiful at that time, sunshine, campus, handsome men, beautiful women. It is really nostalgic. Because I know his family is extraordinary, so I began to enrich myself slowly, hoping to be more worthy of him .”

Shen Hua seemed to laugh, but the voice was so soft that Gu Yang thought it was an illusion.Without hesitation, he continued:
"That was the happiest time for me since you left. Except when I was working part-time, we were tired of being together every day, thinking about what the future would be like together. He is a very planned person, and we He has planned when to get married and when to have children after graduation. I always knew that his family had money, and he always knew that I was struggling alone. He said more than once that he would help me, but I refused. I was so humble at the time, and I didn’t want to accept his help, just to be able to say in my heart more confidently: I’m with him only because I love him, not because of his money.”

"That's why I felt so sad when he didn't trust me at all after the accident. After I regarded him as my hope in life, he didn't believe me. I thought it was ridiculous at the time. .Moreover, my friend framed me because of him, and my hard work was regarded as plagiarism by others. This series of things caused my extreme thinking later.”

Gu Yang calmly talked about his past and his thoughts. , calm and a little weird.

"At that time, I really lost all hope. At that time, I thought, only you can help me. So, although I was very reluctant at the time, I still asked you for help. Later, I was thinking, why God treats me so badly Is it fair? All the happiness I have had will be taken away from me. That's why I did those stupid things in extreme ways to make you worry. Thank you for your tolerance and taking care of me. Let me Feel the warmth of home again.”

"In the next few years, I followed them and ran around the world, and I did so many meaningful things, but I just didn't want to announce my existence, because I was still inferior at the time, and I was afraid of letting him see But I was not happy in those years, and often when I was alone, I would think of my previous life. That’s why I sneaked back later!”

"When I saw him again later, my first reaction was: Why did God treat him so favorably and leave no trace after six years? Ha ha! At first I really avoided it, I didn't want to touch him, I was afraid I encountered that feeling of despair again. However, he has the happiness I have been looking forward to for a long time, how could I refuse happiness? The happiness I have expected since I was a child, I also want to have happiness!"

Having said this, Gu Yang finally couldn't continue.He covered his mouth and cried silently.

Those few words summed up her expectations and desires.her psychology.

What she has always wanted is to have someone who will accompany her happiness from beginning to end.

All she wants is to have someone who loves her, pampers her, lets her, gives her the peace of home, the warmth of love, so that she can feel happiness.

She insisted that only Chen Ziran could give her these things.

Therefore, even if she did not die well in the end, she was like a moth to a flame, flying towards the light she had longed for without hesitation.

Some people say that marriage is the tomb of love.

Then, without his marriage, she would rather expose her corpse to the wilderness.

Listening to Gu Yang's confession, Shen Hua felt a lot of emotions in his heart.

She and her current husband were first love, but it was because of his parents that they didn't get together in the end. At that time, she was young and energetic and married Gu Yang's father in a fit of anger.

Later, when Gu Yang was very young, he and his wife had been divorced for several years, during which time they had been looking for themselves in City C, and then she divorced Gu Yang's father because of love.

Because this incident hurt Gu Yang a lot, she has always resisted herself, and never even looked at her directly when they met.Even when her father died, she was kicked out.

Until she called herself after the accident.When she heard her phrase "Mom, help me!", her heart was broken.

What kind of thing happened to make a person who hated himself to the extreme, disregarding his own dignity, humbly ask for help from the person he hates?She didn't understand Gu Yang's feeling.But after seeing Gu Yang who was like a lost deer, she was about to go crazy.

If it wasn't because of her stop later, perhaps, she would have made all those who hurt her pay the price.

It was also because after these things happened, she asked someone to investigate Chen Ziran, but the ending made her very disappointed.

She read all the things that could be investigated between him and Gu Yang.But this is the man Gu Yang relied on, at the critical moment, he abandoned Gu Yang.Although he is investigating secretly, it is better not to do such a trivial investigation like his!
So from that time on, she didn't like this man very much.

(End of this chapter)