The spring breeze is ten miles, it is better to miss you

Chapter 185 The Sudden Love

When the boy sent Lisa home, he confessed to her at the gate of her house: "I like you, shall we be together?"

It was Lisa's first love. It came so late, but it also made her feel extremely happy. The person she likes also likes her, and even confessed to her. Is there anything happier than this in this world?

She can't think of it.

From that day on, Lisa's world instantly changed from black and white with three dots and one line to color.

On those colorful and gorgeous days, every day is like walking on the rainbow, and the mood is radiant.

Lisa lost her father this year.

He was still so young, but unfortunately, he died of illness, and Jiang Yue attended his funeral at that time.

In Lisa's family, she and her mother are the only ones who depend on each other for life. Now, there is a man who can bring light to her in her life.

The appearance of the boy, in addition to becoming Lisa's lover, also perfectly filled Lisa's family's need for a male member.

Love is something that burns like fire, and lovers are moths to the flame.

The relationship between Lisa and boys develops very quickly. In an open society, adults have a mature understanding of sex, which is a physiological need. If you must wrap it in the coat of love to make it look more It doesn't mind being packaged if it's sweeter.

The boys are very experienced, and Lisa thinks her first experience is very good, which is already much happier than many other girls.

When Jiang Yue was in the United States last time, Lisa was going to introduce the boy to him, but Jiang Yue left in a hurry, and the two never met.

At the same time, even Lisa never saw the boy again.

Lisa was talking about this when she called Jiang Yue last time. She always felt that the boy seemed to be avoiding her. The two hadn't seen each other for more than a week.

Jiang Yue thought it was just that Lisa was too sensitive, so she persuaded her not to think about it.

Lisa really found the wrong person when she asked Jiang Yue for advice on relationship issues.

Jiang Yue is a very self-disciplined person. He doesn't understand at all. Apart from busy work, there are many other reasons for not seeing each other for a long time, such as a change in relationship.

Jiang Yue is such a dedicated person, he can't understand that there is a kind of "people who have changed their minds" in this world, and even after they have changed their minds, they still take evasive methods and dare not speak clearly to the other party.

Women's intuition is always surprisingly accurate. Although the boy didn't say anything, just unilaterally not seeing each other and losing contact, Lisa's heart sank more and more. She always felt that something bad would happen. things are going to happen.

Today, Lisa finally overcame her forbearance and reserve, and couldn't resist going to the boy's house to find him.

The boy stood at the door, not intending to let Lisa in.

Lisa didn't understand, she was his girlfriend, why should she be stopped outside the door.

The two said a few words at the door, and then a delicate voice said, "Could it be that you haven't broken up with her yet? Do you need my help?"

Lisa was dumbfounded at the door. She watched in disbelief a girl came down the stairs behind the boy. She was only wearing a camisole and a pair of underwear. She walked over and kissed the boy's back affectionately and said : "You still don't know how to tell her? Now is your chance, tell her directly."

Lisa was so shocked that she was speechless, and it took a while to find her voice and say, "Who is she?"

The boy's expression was a bit perplexed, and he remained silent, but the girl quickly replied, "I'm his first girlfriend, and also his ex-girlfriend. You can barely be her current girlfriend, but you're about to become an ex-girlfriend soon. , because we got back together."

"complex……"

Lisa was speechless after saying a word.

Lisa found out that the girl is an outgoing person, she can't argue with her tongue, and she appeared at the boy's house dressed like this, a fool would know what the two of them did.

Lisa turned to the boy and said, "Don't you have anything to say?"

The boy still spoke as little as before, and the tone of his speech was still gentle and unhurried. He said, "I'm sorry Lisa, what she said is true."

Lisa felt that there was some strength at that time, and when the chest hit her, the pain spread like a sea wave and invaded her whole body, but she forgot to cry.

Lisa trembled and said, "Why did you say sorry to me after you said you liked me? I don't want your sorry, I just want you to be with me."

The girl looked at the scene in front of her, and her eyes almost rolled to the sky. She pushed the boy impatiently and said, "Why don't you tell her the truth? You are going to break up and you want to keep your image as a good person? You're such a badass, aren't you?"

The boy didn't mean to stop the girl from talking, so she continued bluntly: "I see that you don't give up. Do you want to ask him if he has ever liked you in the next sentence? Or do you want to ask him if he chooses you?" You still choose me? I advise you not to humiliate yourself, because he never liked you at all. "

Lisa glared at the girl angrily. She wouldn't believe anything the boy said, not a single word. This girl must have robbed her boyfriend and is still talking nonsense here!
The boy is so gentle and considerate to her, how could he never like her?This girl must have taken the initiative to repost. The boy was just seduced by her enthusiasm and lost his mind for a while.

The girl was very upset when she saw Lisa's appearance. She snorted and said, "I heard that you are the only Chinese in your company, and so am I. After he was dumped by me, he felt very sad, so I went to find him. A girl who is Chinese like me dated, but in the end, he didn’t expect you to be a virgin, which made him feel very guilty, and he couldn’t even tell you about the breakup. But you should also be able to see that he It's not serious with you at all. As soon as I come back to find him, we will be together. He has shown me all the text messages you sent this week, and asked me what I should do..."

Before the girl finished speaking, Lisa had already collapsed.

She felt like a pig being washed and ready to be slaughtered. The butcher laughed triumphantly at her naked snow-white body, while she shivered under the cold light of the butcher's knife, counting the last days of her life silently. seconds.

Lisa is an introverted and sensitive person. She is also a manga creator. This kind of person has very sensitive nerves. They can deduce countless worlds in their brains, so when she seems to be silent, she is mostly in the depths. thinking.

Compared with ordinary people, Lisa's sadness is exponentially increased, because her past time with boys, and the past years of boys and girls will continue to emerge in her mind, as real as what she has seen with her own eyes , This is tantamount to the most cruel self-abuse.

When Jiang Yue knew the ins and outs of the matter, she was so flustered that she almost couldn't hold her mobile phone.

He never thought that a man could bring so much harm and full of malice to a woman, a woman he said he liked.

Jiang Yue has been trying to persuade Lisa not to think about it anymore. What she needs now is to drink a glass of milk and have a good rest. Everything will be fine tomorrow.

Lisa cried and said: "It won't be okay, it will never be okay, how can I be okay without him?!"

Jiang Yue felt desperate, the boy had the heart to treat her like that, but she still wanted to be with the boy.

Jiang Yue tried her best to keep calm, and gently persuaded her: "Lisa, you have to listen to me, go to sleep right now, I will be there tomorrow, we can talk about it after we meet, okay?"

Lisa choked up and said, "I don't want to see you, I just want to see him, but he doesn't want me anymore, dad doesn't want me anymore, you don't want me anymore, you don't want me anymore."

When Jiang Yue heard this, she felt bad all over.

He is very clear about Lisa's father's death. Now that she said such words, it means that her mind is not very clear. She began to be unable to distinguish between life and death and reality, and she just blindly fell into the abyss of sadness and loss. .

What Jiang Yue said to Lisa later did not get a more rational answer. He hung up the phone decisively, and immediately called Lisa's mother and said, "Auntie, you must call the police immediately and let the police break in to confirm Lisa's safety. I am very worried." Her mental state is probably on the verge of being very dangerous. Please go to her side as soon as possible, I will arrive tomorrow, and before that, please be strong."

After Lisa's mother called the police, the police acted quickly. At that time, Lisa had already fallen asleep in the bathtub. She took sleeping pills and filled it with hot water. She knew that the dosage of sleeping pills would not kill her, so she wanted to drown herself.

When Jiang Yue and Lisa were talking on the phone, she was taking medicine continuously, and the effect of the medicine had already been exerted, so she couldn't think and talk normally. If Jiang Yue hadn't been sensitive enough to distinguish that her situation was very dangerous, there would be no more people in this world. Lisa is gone.

When Jiang Yue finished talking with the United States, she was already sweating. When he turned around and saw that Jian Nian was not there, he felt anxious again. He was as calm as him, as rational as him, and he was a little flustered.

On one side is a friend whose life is hanging by a thread, and on the other side is a girlfriend who left alone.

Jiang Yue finally breathed a sigh of relief when she heard the call was connected, but she couldn't get in after that, and the reminder said that the phone was turned off.

Jiang Yue looked at the time and realized that it had been a long time, Jian Nian must have gone home, so she immediately drove to her house to look for her, but no one answered when he rang the doorbell.

Jiang Yue suddenly recalled that Jiannian said that she would go home and sleep in the cage after the run, and wondered if she hadn’t heard the doorbell because she was sleeping. Time didn’t allow him to stay any longer, so he had to drive home first, pack his luggage and go United States.

Jiang Yue regretted the long journey. If he could walk a day late at the last class reunion, meet Lisa's boyfriend and have a face-to-face meeting, at least he would not have misjudged this.

(End of this chapter)