daily life

Chapter 811

In the past, he would definitely nod and say yes.This is no longer the case in the past two years, because he knows that many things are not what he wants, and he also knows that a man should do what he says, and if he is not very sure, he should not speak up.At that time, I didn't give her a lot of hope because I was afraid that she would face [-]% disappointment in the future.

On the way back, I occasionally thought, if she died on the way, why would she bother marrying him?Which woman can accept the situation of staying alone in an empty house for several years and being a widow for a lifetime?Which woman should be treated like this?Feeling remorse because of this, he wrote a letter to Xi Lang, asking him to take care of Qian Youlan if he was in trouble.

When Xi Lang wrote back, he was angry: That is my widowed sister-in-law's second younger sister. Xi Mansion will help her for the rest of her life. Need you to remind me?You come back alive to me.To be a brother is to live, and I don't deal with ghosts.

He laughed and sighed.Knowing that Xi Lang was worried about him and Xia Yichen in his heart, but he couldn't say it.

It was at that time that he made up his mind: if he can return to Beijing safely and live a good life, he must be worthy of his wife, and even more so, Xi Lang.

How could he not know that every time Xi Lang saw him pouring himself a drink, his eyes would always be gloomy, and he might feel more uncomfortable in his heart than him.

On the way back, he found that he was already letting go of Ning Yuanniang.

It's the kind of willingness to let go.

I knew before that I shouldn't think of Yuan Niang of the Ning family anymore, if I think of it, I will be sorry to everyone.

Yes, his safety has nothing to do with her, and her sorrows and joys have nothing to do with him.It's just that you can't restrain yourself.

Sometimes, unwillingness is more painful than love.

Such a miss really made him unwilling and made him annoyed himself.

But in the end I still put it down, thinking of her less and less.

It is never possible for a man to admit that he is inferior to another man.However, if he wants to compare who is better and more infatuated with Ning Yuanniang, he admits that he is not as good as Jiang Xiuran.

At first Jiang Xiuran was very likely to be Prince Rui's right-hand man, but later he joined the prince's side and fell out with the Jiang family. Outsiders didn't know it, but he could see it clearly.Jiang Xiuran wanted to reduce the burden on Ning Yuanniang, so that she would not reject her for the sake of the Ning family and the Xi family, thus cutting off the marriage line from the very beginning.

Yes, the situation is different, so the style is different.But he was not Jiang Xiuran after all.When his relatives repeatedly obstructed him and he became indecisive, he was doomed to miss.

If I had been braver and decisive at the beginning, the result would have been different.But he didn't, and no one could blame him except himself.

- Figured it out, that's it.

It's just a miss, not who loses to whom.If the love between children is judged by winning or losing, it is disrespectful to everyone in the game.

While daydreaming, Qian Youlan turned back and said with a smile: "Mother said I want you to eat first, and then come and have a look tomorrow." Then she ordered the servant girl to put the food on the bed, not wanting him to go down to the ground.

But Qin Mingyu got up and went to the ground, "Have you eaten yet?" He stared at her as he spoke, seeing that her face was a bit haggard, and there were shadows under her eyes, so he added, "Let's eat together."

Qian Youlan froze for a moment, then nodded with a smile, and said yes softly.

(End of this chapter)