The sweet wife of the doctor is a big shot

Chapter 67
"Do you really think that I will not notice it until now, and that you were cheating on me from the very beginning?"

Bai Doukou suddenly smiled, and she continued: "Nianhua, Nianhua! In fact, from the very beginning, I knew that you approached me, and your thoughts were not pure. I didn't quite believe your weight loss experiment, but I couldn't refuse. Later, I learned that you approached me. It's a Doctor of Neuroscience from the School of Medicine of Johns Hopkins University in the United States, and I know that no matter what your purpose is, I can't refuse you."

"From the first time you confessed to me that you want to have a girlfriend, I know that pursuing me is one of your goals, but I don't think that you are purely pursuing me, because I don't have any The merits of attracting the opposite sex. I see all the kindness you treat me and keep it in my heart. I am surprised that you are different from those of my blind dates. It takes 21 days to form a habit. For many months, I am used to the feeling of having you by my side, and I am used to being taken care of by you."

"But... I don't understand your love for me, I just find it inexplicable. I may hurt your heart by saying so, don't worry, listen to me first." Seeing Nianhua's expression suddenly changed, Bai Doukou wanted to speak Justifying, she stopped him.

"When I was young, I played with Bai Chenxuan. When I was a student, I always followed his footsteps. Everyone thought we were childhood sweethearts, and we believed that we would be together in the end. However, I only regarded him as the brother next door and a good teacher. , is a good friend. People say that I am not enlightened, maybe my brain circuit is indeed a little round! When you show up, you take the initiative not to give me a chance to refuse, and the people around me will stand by your side to help you, I can’t wait Tie me up and send you off. Just like how I treated Bai Chenxuan before, everyone around me now thinks that I should be with you. They all think I'm a fan of the authorities, and they all think I'm stupid, haha!"

"Even if I'm stupid! One stupid word can cover up the complicated emotions in my heart. Naturally, I don't bother to analyze my real inner thoughts. Huo Xiaoyu said that I am superficially careless, but in fact I am terribly entangled. Well! I admit that this is a fact. I have been an oil bottle living in my grandparents' house since I was eight years old. In order not to be abandoned and loved, I have to cater to many people, my grandparents' house, grandparents' house, Mom's new home, dad's new home... I have to please people from many families, but I, in these families, I don't have a sense of belonging. get out..."

"I'm not saying this to win your sympathy!" Bai Doukou stuck out her tongue at Chao Nianhua, calmed down and continued, "I never believed that there would be a strong bond between people who are not related by blood. Of course, there is a blood relationship. , the friendship may not be very strong. After I understand the relationship between men and women and marriage, I instinctively reject them. I am very contradictory. I yearn for true love in the world, but I don’t believe it is true will exist."

"I have said so much, and I don't know how much you can understand. The complex emotions in my heart can only be expressed in words and words. This is the first time I have said these words to someone. I thank you for your kindness to me. I can’t accept your love, so I solemnly explain to you. Also, I can’t pretend to be stupid and enjoy what you have done to me while I can’t give you a response. To be a green tea whore or a saint whore. The reason why I waited until today to tell you is that I had to send Xiaojing to the exam to satisfy him to the maximum, because I promised my mother that he would take the college entrance examination safely... ..."

When Bai Cardamom said this, tears suddenly burst into tears, like a flood, rising fiercely and torrenting endlessly.

"I didn't expect that I would fall that way. Recently, all the bad things have come together. I found sadly that there is no one around me who can help me except you, so I continue to rely on you for help selfishly... People There are times when you are weak and selfish, let me be weak and selfish this time, I can only comfort myself like this. But, Nianhua, I can no longer rely on you..." Bai Doukou finished speaking with a choke, she opened her tearful eyes, Looking at Nian Hua seriously and seriously, she had a determined face.

Nianhua was shocked in his heart. He never expected that Bai Cardamom would tell him the unknown bitterness and suffering in her heart. He always knew that she was the kind of stubborn and unyielding temperament that would be swallowed by blood if a tooth was knocked out.

"Xiaobai, stop talking, I understand! I understand everything!" Nianhua wanted to reach out to wipe Bai Doukou's tears, but seeing the rejection in her eyes, his outstretched hand dropped powerlessly.

Nianhua was silent, he just watched Bai Doukou silently crying, he hated that he still couldn't walk into her heart at this moment, and couldn't stop her tears.

Bai Cardamom seldom cries, especially in front of outsiders, but since she even told Nianhua the secret in her heart, she doesn't care so much when she cries in front of him again. It was during such a special period of time as the college entrance examination, and when I said something from my heart, it would inevitably bring up some memories of the past. When Bai Doukou cried, the more she cried, the more she cried, the more she cried, the more she couldn't stop...

"Xiaobai, you don't remember me. I felt lucky at first, but now I have to tell you. Would you like to hear my story?" The two had already walked to a rockery at this time, and Nianhua pointed Pointing to the back of the rockery, she motioned for Bai Doukou to go in. Fortunately, they walked more and more sideways on this road. From the beginning of crying to now, Bai Doukou didn't meet other pedestrians on the road, so she didn't feel so ashamed.

Behind the rockery is a gazebo, which is shaded and quiet. It is one of the favorite places for the "underground young lovers" in the school.

Nianhua sat on the stone bench next to the stone table in the gazebo with Bai DouKou, and he sat down on another stool, took out a tissue and wiped Bai DouKou's tears.

Bai Cardamom cried for a while, almost vented enough, and the tears slowly stopped. She stared at Nianhua with red and swollen walnut eyes, waiting for his story.

Nianhua sighed first, and then said leisurely: "I am the only child in my family, and my parents are busy with work, so I grew up in my grandparents' parents. There are many sisters and sisters in my mother's natal relatives. I am the only boy among those children of the same generation. , so it is more loved by the elders. My grandfather’s family was in business, and my grandfather was strict and demanding on me, and he focused on training me, hoping that I could inherit his mantle, but I was dull and dull, and frequently let him down. When I was in the fifth grade of elementary school, I I had a serious illness and had to take hormone drugs for a long time, and my body shape and appearance changed drastically due to the influence of hormones, and I became a big fat man." At this point, Nianhua paused, and he deliberately observed the body of white cardamom. Microexpressions.

Bai Doukou raised her eyebrows, but she didn't make fun of it. She winked at Nianhua and encouraged him to continue talking.

Nianhua felt very comforted by the encouragement from the white cardamom, and he continued: "Because I worked hard but couldn't meet my grandfather's expectations, I gradually became more and more inferior. After I became fat, I received many compliments Weird eyes, and a lot of teasing and sarcasm, I am even more inferior... I am not good at school, my personality is dull and not good at speech, I am ugly and fat, I am no longer favored at home, and I am also bullied by my classmates at school. Repulsion. I thought my life would be so completely dimmed... But, I saw you radiant!"

"No matter where you go, you are always surrounded by people. Where you are, there is a light source! I envy your popularity, your good grades, and your optimism and confidence... There are so many things in you that make me What I envy... My eyes will follow you unconsciously, if you are in the crowd, I can find you with just one glance!"

"I have been following everything about you silently since then. After learning about your family's experience, I admire you even more. At first, I thought I had enough reasons to perish, but after knowing your story, I realized How ridiculous I am, compared with you, the setbacks I have encountered are nothing at all!"

"I thought your good academic performance was due to your extraordinary talent, but I accidentally saw the picture of you studying in the library late at night. I finally discovered the secret of your top exams every time. Since then, I have finally understood whether being positive or sinking Depravity is just a thought, and there is no shortcut to success..."

"As soon as I changed from being depressed in the past, I studied hard and kept exercising. Slowly, my hard work paid off, my academic performance improved, and my weight dropped. When I finally transformed into a more satisfactory appearance, I did not I would like to pay attention to you silently and from a distance. I want to go by your side, but Bai Chenxuan beside you is too powerful, and I am not as good as him. Especially in the second semester of the first year of high school, when I am secretly happy to finally be assigned to the same class as you At that time, you suddenly went to exchange and study. I suffered a lot during the semester when I didn’t see you, but I also understand that you are a roc who wants to soar high, and the small world of Juzhou can’t keep you So, I agreed to my parents' suggestion to study abroad, originally according to their plan, I should go to the United States to reunite with them after I graduated from junior high school."

"I swear, I will become good enough to stand shoulder to shoulder with you, good enough to be better than any man around you!"

"Xiaobai, it was you who pulled me back from the wrong path and encouraged me to change. All the achievements I have today are because of your shining light, which helped me dispel the darkness and illuminate the future ahead of me. Lu, you are my guiding light! You are my obsession, the only obsession in this life! Xiaobai, do you understand what I said?" Nian Hua tried hard to calm down the excitement in his heart, and he looked at Bai Cardamom with burning eyes .

The shock in Bai Doukou's heart was no less than when Nian Hua heard her speak from the bottom of her heart... She stared blankly at Nian Hua, and only after a long, long time did she find her voice.

"Nianhua, you think of me so beautifully, you even deified my image in your heart. Yes, I may have good grades and be popular when I was studying, but there are few people like that in any school! Can you Today's achievements are actually all achieved by you yourself, realizing your mistakes, and redouble your efforts. It has nothing to do with me. I didn't do anything, and I can't enjoy this honor as if I were on top. Besides, the current me has fallen The altar, the aura of the past is gone..." Bai Doukou tried her best to explain, she felt that Nianhua misunderstood her, the misunderstanding was huge!

"No! Xiaobai, you have always been you. I have experienced two huge changes in appearance. I know that superficial people have various opinions, but I have never seen you like this. You are optimistic, positive, strong and fearless. These qualities in you have not changed in these years. Xiaobai, the beauty and ugliness of the appearance are not static, but the inner nature of good and evil is deeply rooted in the bone marrow. The beauty of a person's heart is her shining life. The root of Hui!"

"Nianhua, how should I convince you, your misunderstanding of me is too great!" Bai Doukou felt a headache.

"Xiaobai, I didn't misunderstand, I clearly understand the weight you have in my heart." Nianhua was decisive and affirmed.

"But your friendship to me is too heavy. I obviously didn't do anything for you, but you are deeply obsessed with me. Nianhua, you have been kind to me these days, and I have already made me feel deeply sorry. After hearing your story, I feel that I have committed a serious crime..." Bai Doukou said guiltily.

"Xiaobai, I knew from the beginning that when I came to you, if I didn't take the initiative, you wouldn't be able to detect my intentions for you. I was too active, and with your sensitive mind, you would soon see through my purpose. After careful consideration , I decided to alternate between quick battles and slow plans. Fortunately, I was lucky this time, and I got help from outside forces frequently, so I was able to stay by your side for so long... Xiaobai, I just hope to be by your side, when you need it Sometimes, I can do something for you. I never expect you to return me anything. It is very good to stay by your side... You don't believe that I have no plans for you. I can only express my heart to you and tell you You and I are here for you..."

"I understand the complex emotions in your heart, and I understand your fear. Xiaobai, there are many similarities between us. I understand your loneliness and helplessness and pretending to be strong. I also understand your distrust of strangers of the opposite sex. , I understand your rejection of the relationship between men and women better... But, I want to be by your side and break your nightmare with actions, Xiaobai, let me be by your side, okay?" In Nianhua's voice, Full of pleas.

"..." Bai Doukou fell silent, the two of them chatted up to this point, each of them had almost said what they wanted to say in their hearts, and each of them revealed the secrets hidden deep in their hearts that they didn't want to share with others. Cardamom finally understood Nianhua's feelings for her.

How much energy is contained in the power of role models?It depends on how determined, how strong the perseverance is, and how deep the obsession is...

The transformation of the years is due to his own hard work, but he attributes all the credit to Bai Doukou. Bai Doukou knows that his obsession with her is really deep...can influence a person unintentionally , Inspiring him to become better, Bai Cardamom feels very honored, Nianhua regards her so important, she is grateful and moved, but...it is not her own credit, Bai Cardamom never takes possession of it!

"Nianhua, I can't take your favors for granted. I can't bear to give favors without asking for anything in return. This is my style of dealing with things. Do you understand this?" Bai Doukou tried Change the concept of age.

"Xiaobai, I do everything for you because I want to, do you understand?" Nianhua's persistence can't be easily changed.

"...Hey! That's all! Now we are talking like chickens and ducks. Since we have different opinions and can't agree, then... let's find a compromise first, do you think it will work?" Bai Cardamom was defeated When the battle came, I had to settle for the next best thing.

"Xiaobai, our March deadline hasn't arrived yet, why don't we wait until after this month?" Nianhua suggested.

"This...your research experiment is just to deceive me, there is no need to continue!" Bai Doukou rejected Nianhua's suggestion.

"Xiaobai, this research is indeed true. You are so smart and sensitive. If I want...to deceive you, I have to bring out the real thing."

"What!" Bai Doukou raised her voice, seeing Nian Hua's sly smile, she asked again, "What will happen if I break the contract now?"

"Our bet is that if I help you lose weight successfully, you agree to one condition, otherwise, I will let you handle it. Later, we added another one. If anyone wants to terminate the agreement unilaterally, he needs to compensate the other party for his loss during this period." All lost. Is it?"

"Yes! There's nothing wrong with it!"

"Then, if you break the contract now, you need to compensate me for the loss, um! My loss is obviously you, so, Xiaobai, you have to pay me yourself." Nianhua smiled at Bai Cardamom, proud and cunning .

"...How can there be such compensation!" Bai Doukou said, she was stunned!
"Is it stated in our contract at the end that I have all the right to interpret it?" Nianhua gradually brainwashed the white cardamom, but the white cardamom didn't notice it.

"Yes!"

"In this case, in my understanding, if you break the contract and I lose you, you must pay me back. There's nothing wrong with it! Xiaobai, you always like to convince people with reasoning, but if you talk about it, I'm right. Doesn't make sense?"

"Okay...no problem." Bai Doukou replied helplessly, "I really like to persuade people with reasoning all the time, but this time, I fell into your hands. I wanted to convince you, but in the end...you persuaded me instead..." Bai Doukou sighed with her hands on her forehead, thinking that she could be regarded as a good communicator at any rate, but in front of Nianhua, she felt a kind of friendship time and time again when getting along with others. a deep sense of powerlessness.

Xiaobai, I will not let you escape from my palm!Time is in my heart, I said silently.

The two looked at each other speechlessly, Nianhua smiled faintly, the smile spread bit by bit on the face, and finally, the corners of the eyes and eyebrows were full of smiles.

White Cardamom was dumbfounded...

　Xiao Yang (sighing while holding his forehead): Are you still my hero and heroine?Do you want to be so entangled?It takes so long to talk about such a simple matter by rushing to overwhelm it!Still can't talk about why!
　　Dabai (rolling up his sleeves to beat someone up): The most vicious stepmother!I am talking about you!

　　Nianhua (holding the furious person into his arms): Next time I will write about Xiaobai crying, try it if you dare...

　　(Starting tomorrow, Dabai is going out for a walk...)
　　
　
(End of this chapter)