Chapter 469

moonlit night.

Hou Xi and day stood under the eaves of Bixiao Garden, looking at the moon hanging in the sky with hands behind their backs.

Zhao Mingyue came out of the house: "Go out for a walk with me?"

Hou Xi and day took a look at her and walked along the corridor with her.

The two walked side by side and spoke very little, so Zhao Mingyue couldn't help but ask, "Are we also like this before?"

"...Huh?" Hou Xizhou was a little absent-minded, "That's not the case, it's just that it happened later."

Zhao Mingyue smiled: "I remember the day I took the initiative to be your Fu Zhao, I was only 14 years old, so you and I have known each other for 27 years."

In retrospect, 27 years is just a snap of the fingers, but it has been 27 years.

"You haven't changed at all."

"I don't want to know who sent me to the Kongsang Demon Refining Pool back then."

"..." Hou Xizhou looked at Zhao Mingyue, "You remember this?"

"I don't know why after I saw you, my memories piled up like spring water, um... the first time I went out of the palace with you happened to be Mid-Autumn Festival, and you gave me the Taiyue jade as a gift for my birthday. Later, we went to meet Mu Mr. Bai, I went to Moonless Island again..."

Speaking of this, Zhao Mingyue suddenly glared angrily over, "Hey, you made me suffer so much on the Moonless Island, are you happy to see me go to die for Chu Ziyan at Xizuna?"

Happy?
There is indeed a little bit, but it is more shocking.

Zhao Mingyue seemed to have no bottom line towards Chu Ziyan, so he kept testing her bottom line.There is only the last seven-color lotus left on Wuyue Island. If Chu Ziyan is not given it, he may die.If Zhao Mingyue was given to him and couldn't explain to Hou Xizhou, based on Mingyue's position at that time, he thought that Hou Xizhou might kill her because of it.

But she resolutely kept the Qiselian and chose to let Chu Ziyan live.

"Looking back now, I only regret it."

"Why?"

If he knew that Mingyue would suffer so much, he would treat her well from the beginning.If he knew that he liked her so much later, he should have fallen in love with her at first sight.So how not to regret it?

Hou Xi and Zhou didn't say anything, but just walked around.

Zhao Mingyue took long steps and walked in front of him, facing him, her eyes turned slightly red: "Thinking of the experience of these years, I suddenly feel so unwilling, how long are we going to miss each other?"

Zhao Mingyue is deeply affectionate.

"If Wuman is still there, will you still...do you want to do everything possible to drive me away?"

As she spoke, tears filled her eyes.

Although Zhao Qi doesn't have the soul of Zhao Mingyue in her body, she has the shadow of Mingyue in her every move, and he believes that she belongs to Mingyue.

The soul of the person in front of him does not belong to Zhao Mingyue, but he has many memories of the past, such a familiar face, the red eyes, this appearance is the same as back then, he is so familiar with Zhao Mingyue, so when he sees her The heart that wanted to cry was still slightly tightened.

Zhao Mingyue asked again: "Does your silence mean that you will continue to be the same as before? I must die..."

Hou Xizhou subconsciously raised his hand to cover her lips: "Don't say such things!"

The word Hunfeiposan can make his heart hurt like a knife.

Seeing him like this, Zhao Mingyue burst into tears instantly, and suddenly pulled his hand into his embrace: "Ziyan, I really don't want to be separated from you again."

Hou Xitian's tall figure was straight, looking at a dimly lit place in front of him, as if the bright moon that could still see him was standing there, looking at him with aggrieved eyes.

Only then did he suddenly understand how greedy he was. What he wanted was the complete Zhao Mingyue, not the likeness of words and deeds, not the likeness of appearance, not having memories, but wanting that person to come back completely, wanting to It is Zhao Mingyue's complete soul.

Zhao Mingyue, who was holding him, clasped his fingers tightly behind his back, as if the two of them would never have to separate again, so that she would never lose him again.

"Ziyan, I know. Actually, I remembered that I... I have paid homage to Lu Yanqing, and I... I am already someone else's wife."

In the eve of the eve of the day, the body froze.

Isn't this the pain in his heart?

Zhao Mingyue buried her head in his chest, her voice choked with sobs: "I didn't say that I remembered it because I didn't want to face this fact, but don't push me away because of this. You know that the reason I did this is because I want you to forget……"

"I know." Even if the person in front of me is not Mingyue, how can the fact she told him not break his heart, every word will punish him.

Zhao Mingyue's tears wet his lapel: "Then can... can you give me a hug? It makes me feel that I am really alive at this moment, and makes me firmly believe that even if I am destined to disappear in the end, I will have no regrets..."

"Zhao Mingyue!" Hou Xiri scolded in a low voice, "There won't be a day when I won't let Mingyue disappear again."

As a man, he let her bear everything alone.

Zhao Mingyue said to him, "No one can take you away from under my nose. No one can. If I can't protect you, I'd rather die with you."

She has always kept her promise, no matter whether it is towards Chu Ziyan or Hou Xizhou, she has never complained or regretted, so she is so calm even leaving everyone.

compared to her...

How incompetent and unbearable is he?
Thinking of her shattered appearance under his eyes, every time he felt regretful, he woke up immediately from his sleep. In 14 years, he had never been able to sleep peacefully once.

He didn't hate the torment of remorse, guilt and self-blame, but greedily wanted to be beaten by such scenes over and over again.He needs a kind of pain to feed himself, just like a masochist, he hopes to live in guilt and remorse, so that he can be qualified to miss the beloved who left.

The more you miss, the more regret you have.

Today, through Zhao Mingyue's mouth, the matter of disappearance was brought up again. Thousands of days and nights of confession turned into fear and death by thousands of knives in this instant.

Unable to restrain himself, he raised his hand in response to Zhao Mingyue's hug, and looked up at the moon in the sky.

"I will never let Mingyue leave me again."

"..."

Zhao Qi happened to step into Bixiaoyuan from Taohuamen at this time, and when she saw and heard this scene, she suddenly turned around and wanted to run away!
But the sound of the big umbrella she was holding hitting the porch pillar was particularly loud at night.

"Seven children!"

Hou Xi and Zhou stopped her.

Zhao Mingyue didn't dare to turn around, in fact, it wasn't that she didn't dare, but when she saw her figure snuggling up to her, she felt... inexplicably sour.

Lost, resentful.

There is also a little inexplicable grievance.

"I don't know that Master is outside, so I'm being rude, so I'll leave now."

Hou Xizhou had already let go of Zhao Mingyue and walked down from the corridor.

Zhao Qi's small and thin body was wearing a crescent-colored dress, and a faint brilliance permeated the night, like a soul strayed into someone's courtyard, vaguely hazy.

She was holding a paper umbrella that was much bigger than her in one hand, and a plate of walnut cakes in the other.

The umbrella was held down very low, and her face could not be seen from the height of Kuihiri.

He looked at the surface of the umbrella painted with plum blossoms: "What is Qi'er doing with an umbrella when the moon is in the sky?"

She didn't answer, and stretched out her hand under the big umbrella, and there were eight pieces of walnut cake stacked on the plate in her hand: "Aunt Wei said, thank you master for smashing the walnuts that day, and asked my apprentice to bring the walnut cake."

After speaking, I immediately remembered the day when he said, "I know more than just smashing walnuts. In the future, I will have everything in the family."

She said she didn't believe anything he said, but today's situation still made her feel betrayed.

fraud.

Hou Xizhou reached out to take the plate of walnut cakes, but not to pick up the edge of her umbrella, wanting to see her face.

Zhao Qi pulled down the umbrella forcefully, and the edge of the umbrella hit Hou XiZhou's hand with a heavy sound.

Hou Xizhou's hand suddenly stopped, as if he could see Zhao Qi's aggrieved eyes.

Zhao Qi turned the plate in one direction and gave it to Zhao Mingyue who was beside him: "You guys take it and eat together."

Zhao Mingyue thought for a while and took the plate: "Thank you Qi'er."

"No thanks."

After speaking, he turned and walked back holding the umbrella.

(End of this chapter)

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