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Chapter 41 I have the ability
Qi Zibai asked: "Chen, have you forgotten your original intention when you said those words to me?"

Si Jingchen, who was sitting on the nursing chair, looked at Shi Luoxi, and was silent for a while: "Brother, do you think my original idea was really right? I really wanted her to be covered with thorns so much, so I told her not to do it." A well-behaved cat, I even planned how to make her a hedgehog full of thorns, so that she would not be bullied, at least she could protect herself, but every time I saw her hurt, my heart ached. "

This is the first time that Si Jingchen has revealed his inner thoughts to others since he met Shi Luoxi. He really wanted her to become stronger and bigger from the beginning. In his opinion, this is their law of survival.

After listening to his words, Qi Zibai was silent for a while: "Chen, what is your ultimate goal of making Xiaoxi stronger?"

Si Jingchen smiled: "You and I both know how many people are looking for our weaknesses, I don't want to, I don't want to..." After all, he still didn't say what he buried deeply in his heart.

Qi Zibai asked: "Because of that incident 12 years ago?"

Si Jingchen didn't reply to him, he looked out the window at the students who were training.

Qi Zibai: "Chen, I hope you can answer me truthfully, did you adopt Xiaoxi because..."

Before Qi Zibai could finish speaking, Si Jingchen denied it outright: "No."

Qi Zibai then asked: "Then why did you want to keep Xiaoxi by your side? I don't think it's because she saved you. It's such a simple reason!"

Si Jingchen returned seriously: "You know, I hate being in contact with women, including Sister Xuan, but from the first time I saw Xi'er, I always wanted to get close to her, even though we were strangers to each other at that time, I don't know what kind of affection this is, I only know that if I don't bring her to me, it will definitely become the second knot in my life that cannot be untied."

As a good brother who grew up together, Qi Zibai understands his younger brother very well: "The reason why you want her to become stronger is nothing more than to let her protect herself and prevent that incident from 12 years ago from happening again, right?"

Si Jingchen nodded.

"Since this is the case, I think you have the ability to protect her well. Do you still want her to become stronger?" Qi Zibai asked objectively.

Si Jingchen turned around and continued to look at Shi Luoxi who was still in a coma: "No, I have the ability to protect her, why should I let her suffer such pain?" From the first time she stepped into the Jingxi Pavilion to Now, he has never given her any "good looks". Now that he thinks about it, the inexplicably heartbroken girl also feels that what he did is very bad.

He obviously wanted to pamper her at the beginning, so that she would not be bullied or suffer any more, but what did he do during this time?

Under the banner of making her stronger, he always spoke sarcasticly to her, and even attacked her from time to time.

"Brother, I want to give her the best in the world." Si Jingchen finally said forcefully.

Qi Zibai nodded: "I hope you can do it, but I will still follow my own plan. As the Qi family, I must not be too weak."

Fortunately, Shi Luoxi was in a coma and couldn't hear the conversation between the two, otherwise she would be very tired, okay?Obviously he gave up all of them to make himself stronger, but he killed Cheng Yaojin halfway, because he wanted to insist on making his whole body covered with thorns!
Si Jingchen felt the despair of a group of crows flying over his head: "Brother, I just want her to live happily. I have the ability to protect her. I don't think there is any need to carry out the previous plan."

(End of this chapter)