Chief Customization: Sheng Chong Xiao Meng Wife

Chapter 139
He never let go of the accelerator, and didn't care whether it was a red light or a green light. Gu Zixiao drove the car head-on, the steering wheel kept spinning, and the gear lever next to him was about to be torn off by him. .

The pain in his heart still didn't abate in any way, instead it began to throb in bursts. The pain that made him almost unable to breathe spreads all over his body. so as not to suffer.

Frantic, he drove the car to the flower field where Gu Xiaoxiao was sad that day, and got out of the car with red eyes, Gu Zixiao looked at the sea of ​​flowers in front of him, his breath was full of refreshing fragrance, and his hands were dead. Dead clenched into fists.

When Gu Xiaoxiao saw Mu Liting and He Lisui rolling on the bed that day, she was in unbearable pain. He brought her to this place, and that night she rested quietly on his lap, and he silently Accompanied by her side, all this seemed to happen yesterday, which he could never forget.

But it will never be possible to have such a scene in the future, even if he has made the most gentlemanly decision, he and Gu Xiaoxiao will not go back to the past.

It seems that nothing has changed, but Gu Zixiao knows in his heart that he will never be able to walk on the street with Gu Xiaoxiao's shoulders and waists without any scruples, and even if Gu Xiaoxiao has something on his mind in the future, it will not matter. They won't talk to themselves anymore.

It's all my own fault for being too impulsive. If I can always hold back my feelings for Gu Xiaoxiao, then they will still be as close as before.

It was all my fault, which made everything impossible to turn back, and also made Gu Xiaoxiao more defensive against herself.

Even if you are not reconciled in your heart, what can you do?What Mu Liting said is not wrong at all, he has already lost, completely lost on his own impulse, maybe as early as the year when he and Gu Xiaoxiao separated, it was already doomed to have a relationship between him and her in this life There is no reason for it.

He took a deep breath, wanting to let the fragrance of these flowers drive away the pain in his chest, but the more Gu Zixiao breathed like this, the more unbearable the pain in his heart became.

Gu Zixiao raised his head fiercely and roared towards the sky: "Why, why, why can't you accept me, why?"

Exhausting all the strength in his body to scream out the anguish and pain in his heart, Gu Zixiao seemed to have lost all support for a moment, and his whole body was limp on the ground.

The fragrance of the soil didn't make Gu Zixiao feel any better. He lay quietly on the ground and let the sun shine on his body and into his eyes, but he couldn't drive away the haze in his heart.

A drop of clear tears slowly fell from the corner of his eyes, sank into the mud and disappeared!

Who said men can't cry?It's just that it doesn't reach the heartbreak. Men's crying is more heartbreaking than women's. They pile up all their emotions and fall when they can't bear it.

Women always cry when they want, never distinguishing between occasions, and never caring about the number of people present, they can express their emotions wantonly.

But men have no choice but to bear it, to bear it. It's not that men don't shed tears, but that they are used to carrying and bearing, and will only vent out when they are really unable to bear it.

Taking Gu Xiaoxiao to the bar for the first time, dancing and sweating on the dance floor, taking Gu Xiaoxiao to the bungee jumping platform, encouraging her to conquer herself, taking Gu Xiaoxiao to eat all over the place Food in the city, with Gu Xiaoxiao...

Everything about Gu Xiaoxiao kept flashing in Gu Zixiao's mind. He regretted why he didn't insist on his own ideas that day. If he strongly objected when Mu Liting came to pick up Gu Xiaoxiao from his home , forcing Gu Xiaoxiao to stay by her side, does that mean she won't reject herself?
Everything can't go back, everything has become a foregone conclusion, now I am sad, my wounds are only slowly licked by myself, no one can help me.

The sun is so warm, but it can't warm my heart, maybe my heart will never feel warm again from now on.

Gently closing his eyes, Gu Zixiao tried his best to make himself forget all the things he had done with Gu Xiaoxiao, kept adjusting his emotions, and kept suppressing the strong feeling in his heart. love.

Suddenly, Gu Zixiao was slapped on the cheek, not very hard, and suddenly there was a smell of milk under his breath, he quickly opened his eyes and looked sideways.

A chubby little girl sat next to him, she looked only five or six years old, and there were no adults around, she frowned slightly and asked, "Little sister, can you not find your mother?"

The chubby little girl shook her head cutely at Gu Zixiao, raised her short arms and pointed her pink fingers at the glass house in the middle of the flower field: "That's Dudu's home. To mom, mom is at home."

Gu Zixiao sat up on the ground with one hand, looked at the cute and chubby little girl in front of him, the pain in his heart paused slightly, raised his hand to rub her smiling face and said, "Your name is Dudu, Then what are you doing here? There are a lot of bad guys, you should be by your mother's side."

Dudu smacked his small mouth, looked cheerfully at Gu Zixiao stretching out his two tiny arms and said, "Hug, uncle."

Gu Zixiao had never hugged a child before, but he had never seen a pig before, so he always saw a pig running, so he reached out and hugged Dudu on his lap and sat down.

Dudu raised his head and blinked his big clear eyes: "Is uncle unhappy? Why are you lying on the ground alone? Mom said that as long as you want to cry, your tears will flow back when you lie on the ground. Did uncle cry just now?" ?”

Gu Zixiao smiled lightly, stretched out his hands and rubbed Dudu's little face, it felt really good, so soft that he was reluctant to let go.

Dudu was not angry either, he let Gu Zixiao rub himself, pouted his mouth to tease Gu Zixiao from time to time, stretched out his two short arms and kept waving them in the air, watching her actions She also wanted to touch Gu Zixiao's face.

Gu Zixiao held Dudu in his arms and made a fuss for a while, then looked down at her suspiciously and said, "I just heard you talking about your mother, but what about your father?"

Dudu's smiling face immediately became sad when he heard these words, and his big eyes were covered with mist, which made people feel distressed.

Gu Zixiao hugged Dudu in a panic and said, "What's the matter, little thing?"

Dudu pouted with red eyes and said, "Father doesn't want me and mother anymore. He left with a beautiful aunt and will never come back."

Gu Zixiao couldn't react, but there are too many irresponsible men in this society now, and it's just pity for such a cute child.

Gu Zixiao didn't know how to comfort Dudu, he had never coaxed the child before, and was worrying about how to make her happy.

Dudu suddenly cracked a sweet smile, suppressed the mist in his eyes and said, "It's okay, Dudu has a mother, and it's the same without a father."

Gu Zixiao looked at Dudu distressedly. Such a young child knows how to comfort his heart and how to make his mother happy. It's really not easy.

"Duddu...Duddu...Duddu where are you...Duddu"

Sweet shouts came to the ears of the two of them, Gu Zixiao stood up holding Dudu, his eyes locked on the woman who was walking from the sea of ​​flowers.

A pair of black jeans, a white T-shirt, a simple ponytail behind her waist-length hair, slender willow eyebrows, two black grapes in the big eye sockets, long eyelashes like butterfly wings, With a tall nose, thin and bright red lips, even if she only wears a pair of flat shoes, this woman is at least 1.7 meters tall.

Dudu kept waving his two small arms in Gu Zixiao's arms and said, "Mom, mom, Dudu is here, here."

Hearing the voice, the woman turned her head and looked over. Seeing that her daughter was with a strange man, and she was still in his words, she was stunned for a moment, then she reacted and walked up quickly, looking at Gu Zixiao apologetically. Said: "I'm sorry, my daughter is too naughty to cause you trouble."

As she spoke, the woman stretched out her hands to take Dudu from Gu Zixiao's arms, and said with an angry look, "Have you forgotten what Mom told you, you little rascal."

Dudu didn't show any fear at all. She put her short arms around her mother's neck and said, "Duddu remembers what mother said, but uncle is a good person, not a bad person."

Gu Zixiao was amused by Dudu's innocent and cute appearance, raised his hand and pinched her small face and said, "It's not causing trouble, I heard that I like Dudu. I have a question to ask you, I don't know if it's convenient for you answer?"

The woman looked at Gu Zixiao suspiciously, blinked her big eyes and said, "Please tell me."

Gu Zixiao took a look at the glass room in the sea of ​​flowers, then turned his eyes to the woman and said, "I remember this flower sea was made by an uncle, and he lives in the glass room."

The woman smiled when she heard the words, hugged Dudu and said: "The uncle has gone back to the countryside, and he gave this sea of ​​flowers to me and Dudu, so now it is the home of my daughter and me." .”

Gu Zixiao nodded slightly when he got the answer, and politely extended his hand to the woman, "Hello, my name is Gu Zixiao."

The woman glanced at Gu Zixiao in a daze, then raised her own smile, stretched out her hand and shook it lightly, and said, "Hello, my name is Yang Ningrui."

Yang Ningrui withdrew her hand indifferently, looked at Gu Zixiao with a smile in her arms, and said, "Why did you come to this place alone? It's not so easy to find here, and Dudu and I discovered it by accident. here."

(End of this chapter)