The rich and powerful: the contracted secret wife, please enter the game

Chapter 106 Suicide

Qi Zhen got into the car, the speed was very fast at first, and then gradually slowed down.

He forced himself to take a deep breath, trying to stay calm.

Lu Zhengnan said that Shiman had AIDS, and Shiman's recent behavior was indeed quite abnormal. When the two were combined, he had to believe it.

So, will it infect him?

Thinking back to sleeping with Shiman recently, he should have taken measures, but will there be some mistakes in the end, and if they live together, will there be other chances of infection?
No matter how much he controlled himself, the thoughts in his head were still like a mess.

He drove back to his residence, and the first thing he did was to go online to check the early symptoms of AIDS.

It seems that there is no, and it seems that there is, not to mention the above, some people have no obvious symptoms before.When he saw it said that he could buy test strips for testing by himself, he immediately went out and went to the pharmacy to buy them.

When he was standing in front of the cash register, he felt like everyone was looking at what he was holding, and after paying in a hurry, he ran away.

When he got home again, he hurried into the bathroom to get tested, and the waiting time for the result was 15 minutes.

Every minute seemed longer than a century, and he walked around the room like a trapped animal.

Finally, when the time came, his Adam's apple rolled, and he compared the test strip with the instruction manual.

Negative.

He propped his arms on the washstand, looked at himself in the mirror, and panted heavily.

His lips finally regained some color. He tried to smile to himself easily, but the corners of his mouth were curled up, but his eyes were still gloomy.

Slowly walking back to the bed and lying down, he closed his eyes, but began to doubt in his heart: What if the test strip is not accurate?What if I didn't grasp the time just now and something went wrong?just in case……

He was on the verge of collapse from being disturbed by several scenarios, and buried his face in the pillow, but suddenly remembered that Shiman had slept on this pillow, and immediately threw it into the corner angrily, and then felt that even this bed, this house, had something to do with it. Shiman's traces are all dirty things left by her, even himself.

He hates everything, including himself.

Unable to control his emotions, he found a bottle of wine from the cupboard, drank it for himself, and finally drank it down with the bottle.

Finally drunk, he fell down on the table unconsciously, a drop of cold liquid fell on the white paper, and fainted...

And that night, when Lu Zhengnan returned home, he was extremely depressed.

He hated Shiman, and also hated Qi Zhen, but he still didn't want them to fall into this situation.

After dinner, instead of accompanying Mi Lier and Ye Chuxiao as usual, he went into the study under the pretext of having a job.

He didn't know how to say this news.

He didn't return to the bedroom until midnight, when he was sure that their mother and daughter were asleep.

Mi Li'er kicked the quilt again, her belly was cold outside, he sat beside her and covered her with the quilt, looking at her innocent sleeping face, he sighed deeply.

No matter what, Qi Zhen is her biological father, if he is really... There will definitely be irreparable shortcomings and pain in the child's life.

"Why aren't you sleeping?" At this moment, Ye Chuxiao opened his eyes and saw him, and asked in a daze.

"Sleep right away." He replied, went into the bathroom and took a shower, and saw that she was asleep again.

He lay down next to her silently, closed his eyes, and what appeared in his mind was Qi Zhen's flustered expression when he heard the news, unable to fall asleep for a long time...

The next day, Lu Zhengnan arrived at the office, after thinking about it, he still called Qi Zhen to ask how he was doing, but no one answered.

At this moment, Qi Zhen is in the hospital, and his mobile phone has been turned off to silent.

He didn't find any acquaintances, and he registered anonymously. He entered the consultation room and calmly described his situation and the results of yesterday's test strip test.

The doctor asked him to go for a re-examination, but he went there calmly and waited for the result calmly.

No one could see the panic in his heart from his face.

When he faces outsiders, he can't panic. After one night, he has figured it out, no matter whether he wins or not, he can't let others treat him as a different kind.

He will continue to live normally like others, while still alive.

The result of the re-examination was still negative. He breathed a sigh of relief, his eyebrows stretched, and he went to the doctor with the result.

However, the doctor's words made him fall into a haze again: "Although the current results show no, but AIDS has a window period, you'd better come back for a re-examination in three months."

In other words, it will take three months before he can determine whether he is really worthless.

Three months, ha, he is like a felon, waiting for whether he will be sentenced to death, such a long torment, will he go crazy, will he kill someone?
Now, he really wants to kill Shiman!
As soon as he got out of the hospital, he wanted to call Shiman, but he took out his mobile phone, and saw that Lu Zhengnan was among the missed calls displayed on it.

Lu Zhengnan... This is the only one among the people around who has seen his secret.

No, could Lu Zhengnan have already told Chu Xiao about this?
Would Chu Xiao think he had AIDS?

He didn't want her to know, he didn't want her to think so!
Lu Zhengnan will definitely tell her, this will destroy his image in Chu Xiao's heart, make her dislike him even more, and avoid him like a snake.

I will definitely tell Mi Lier, let Mi Lier feel ashamed of having such a father, and never recognize him again!

He will tell Yu Xingyuan, Sheng Xuan Xiang Min, and everyone around him!
Qi Zhen felt that his head was about to explode. Standing at the gate, looking at the people coming and going around, it seemed that everyone was looking at him with mocking eyes, and said secretly:

Look, this man has AIDS!

"Who did you tell about me?" He called over, shouted like crazy, and questioned Lu Zhengnan.

Lu Zhengnan was taken aback for a moment, and his voice was low: "I didn't say anything to anyone."

Qi Zhen's body softened, as if his strength had been exhausted, and after a while, he asked again slowly: "Did you really say that?"

"Yes, including Chu Xiao." Lu Zhengnan's answer made Qi Zhen's heart finally calm down a little bit, and he sat on the edge of the pool, tired and at a loss: "I went to check, and it was negative, but the doctor said, I have to wait It takes three months to diagnose."

He no longer has anyone to talk to, except Lu Zhengnan, who he hates the most.

"Think broadly." Lu Zhengnan sighed lightly: "Not everyone will get this disease. Since it is negative now, the chance of not getting it is very high."

Qi Zhen let out a "hmm" and said nothing, but the corners of his eyes were slightly red.

He also never thought that at this moment, the person who would comfort him would be Lu Zhengnan.

"Where are you? Come out and have dinner together." Lu Zhengnan's tone and words were very ordinary, but at this moment, it shocked people's hearts.Regardless of whether he is diagnosed or not, he is suspected to be a carrier of the virus. Even if eating together will not infect the virus, not everyone has the courage and heart.

"No..." Qi Zhen spat out these two words with difficulty.

"Come here, I'll make a reservation at Lijiang Yue, it's quiet and the food is light, come here as soon as possible." After Lu Zhengnan finished speaking, he hung up the phone directly, not giving Qi Zhen another chance to refuse.

He knew that Qi Zhen was actually very fragile at this time, and the refusal was just to cover up.

He waited for an hour in Lijiangyue's box before Qi Zhen came.

"I ordered two cold dishes. These two days, Qiuhu is very powerful. Eat something refreshing." Lu Zhengnan pretended to ignore his pale face, and pushed the menu to him: "What else do you want?"

Qi Zhen just ordered a soup casually. After the waiter left, the room was silent, and no one spoke.

"I think it's been hot recently, and the business of the villa is pretty good." Lu Zhengnan leaned halfway on the chair and took a sip of tea: "You chose a good location, it's cool by the mountain."

This seemed to be back to their usual way of getting along. Talking about business affairs was far less embarrassing than talking about other things. Qi Zhen also replied a few words, and the two talked about the problem of the racecourse for a while, and the food was served.

When the waiter was about to go down after serving the dishes, Qi Zhen suddenly called out to her: "Help us share."

Lu Zhengnan said lightly: "What's the difference between two people eating, is it troublesome?" Then he picked up the chopsticks to pick up the food and started to eat.

Qi Zhen was stunned for a while, and finally put some vegetables into his bowl. It was obviously honey lotus root slices, but when he ate it, he felt bitter for some reason.

Later, during a dish picking, their chopsticks touched by chance, Qi Zhen immediately retracted his hand like an electric shock, but Lu Zhengnan continued to eat as if nothing had happened.

Qi Zhen's heart was even more sour.

After a while, Lu Zhengnan scooped up a bowl of soup for himself, and then scooped up another bowl for him. His tone was still very homely: "This soup tastes okay, and the bones are very crispy."

Qi Zhen took it silently, drank it one gulp, and after a while, lowered his eyelids and said "thank you" in a low voice.

Lu Zhengnan didn't seem to hear, he ate soup and vegetables on his own.

When he came out after eating, Lu Zhengnan thumped his lower back: "I've been feeling joint pain for the past few days, and I haven't slept very well. I see that the massage in the villa has good reviews. You said that we have repaired it, but you haven't tried it yourself. If not today, why not try it together, and take a rest."

Qi Zhen knew that he just wanted to be with him, so he forced a smile: "I don't have the time, I still have a meeting in the afternoon."

"Really?" Lu Zhengnan nodded: "Alright, then I'll go to listen in. It just so happens that I haven't heard you report to me for a few days."

If he had heard him say this normally, Qi Zhen would definitely get angry, but now, it was a different feeling, and he nodded slightly: "You must go, then go."

"My car was lost to the company, let's take yours." Lu Zhengnan didn't care whether he agreed or not, and lazily leaned on his car.

Qi Zhen sat in and unlocked it, and he also opened the door and sat up, squinting his eyes and leaning on the back seat, as if dozing off.

Along the way, the two didn't talk much, but Qi Zhen felt that his emotions gradually calmed down, and he was no longer as flustered as before.

In the afternoon, Lu Zhengnan and Qi Zhen spent time in the massage room, and in the evening they had dinner together before going back to each other.

When Qi Zhen got into the car and was about to leave, Lu Zhengnan suddenly knocked on his car window again, he slid down the glass, and heard Lu Zhengnan say: "Third brother, you are still the same as before, you can live as you want, it's okay."

Qi Zhen's eyes burned suddenly, without saying anything, he immediately started the car and left...

After he left, Lu Zhengnan stood alone on the side of the road and finished smoking a cigarette before taking a taxi home.

When he arrived, Ye Chuxiao was packing up the dishes. When he saw him coming back, he said angrily, "When you haven't come back for a long time, and you can't get through the phone, let's eat first and warm up your meal."

"No, I've already eaten. I left my phone aside this afternoon, so I might not have heard it." Lu Zhengnan came over and helped her wipe the table, without mentioning anything about Qizhen.

He could understand Qi Zhen's mood, if this happened to him, he would definitely not want anyone to know, especially... Ye Chuxiao.

When Ye Chuxiao went to the kitchen to wash the dishes, he returned to sit on the sofa, and Mi Lier ran over and asked him to help her with the manual homework assigned by the teacher.

He went over and lay down on the table to help her cut scraps and pastes. It seemed that everything was normal, but he looked at Mi Lier in the gap, but he always felt pitiful. In the end, he reached out and hugged her, hugged her and patted her on the back .

Mi Lier didn't know what was going on, so she hugged him back, followed his example, patted his back, and asked him, "Dad, are you tired from work?"

Lu Zhengnan was sad, he was silent for a while, and said in a low voice: "I met your...uncle and father today. He is really tired from work recently. Let's go and call him, shall we?"

Mi Lier nodded and said "yes" loudly.

He made a "shh" gesture with his index finger, and pulled her out to the garden. When he dialed Qi Zhen's mobile phone and waited for the connection, he pondered for a while, and told her: "Just call daddy, don't call uncle daddy .”

When Qi Zhen heard the ringtone and saw that it was Lu Zhengnan calling, his eyes were slightly startled, and then he picked it up.

"Father." Mi Li'er's childish voice sounded over there, and he was shocked, gripping the phone tightly.

"Dad... um... The father at home said that you have been very tired from work recently, so let me call you." Mi Lier continued, Qi Zhen was so overwhelmed with mixed feelings that he couldn't speak, and finally just "oh". One sound.

His voice was not loud, and Mi Lier couldn't hear clearly, so he asked loudly, "Dad, what did you say?"

"I'm fine, baby, don't worry." Qi Zhen hurriedly raised his voice to explain, but at the end, he gradually lowered his voice: "Baby, do you miss me?"

Mi Lier unexpectedly heard this sentence clearly, and replied simply: "I want to!"

"Baby... Daddy loves you." Qi Zhen raised his head halfway, looking at the light on the top, his voice was choked with imperceptible sobs.

"I love you too," Mi Li'er comforted him like a little adult: "Dad, if you are too tired, take a break, watch TV, or eat something delicious, and don't always work."

"Well, I'll listen to the baby." Qi Zhen covered his eyes with his hands and kept nodding.

The father and daughter talked for a long time, and when they hung up, Mi Lier did not forget to ask again: "Dad, you must remember to rest."

Qi Zhen said "Okay" hoarsely, tears overflowed from the corners of his eyes...

And here, after Mi Li'er made the phone call, Lu Zhengnan took her for a walk in the community for a while, stopped when he was about to go home, knelt down and held her hand: "We just called uncle and dad, Mi Li Don't tell mom yet."

"Why?" Mi Lier looked at him puzzled.

"Hmm..." Lu Zhengnan looked into her clear eyes, unable to tell a lie, and finally could only say: "Just treat it as a little secret between you and me, I will tell you the reason later, but you will help me keep the secret for now ,OK?"

Mi Lier was still puzzled, but she nodded and agreed: "Okay."

"Mi Li'er is so good." Lu Zhengnan stood up, took her hand again, and sighed secretly.

After that day, Lu Zhengnan would have dinner with Qi Zhen from time to time, talk about work, or not talk about anything, just eat together.

At night, when Ye Chuxiao was busy with other things, he would ask Mi Lier and Qi Zhen to call, Mi Lier was on the phone, chatting about her school affairs, Qi Zhen was on the other end, quietly Listen quietly.

He never said a word of thanks to Lu Zhengnan, but he quietly kept his gratitude in his heart.

Ye Chuxiao didn't know anything about everything between them until one day when she was taking a bath for Mi Li'er, she asked, "Why did you come in after playing outside for so long?"

Mi Lier was playing with bubble water, she didn't pay attention for a while, and slipped her mouth: "I told my uncle and dad the story of the little white rabbit. It's too long, and I can't finish it..."

Ye Chuxiao was taken aback for a moment, stopped his hands, and asked hesitantly, "Uncle and father?"

Only then did Mi Lier realize it, and immediately covered her mouth with her hand, her eyes rolled around.

"What's going on?" Ye Chuxiao asked.

Mi Lier was afraid that she would get angry, so she lowered her head and whispered, "But Dad told me to keep it a secret."

"Secret?" Ye Chuxiao was stunned: "What secret? Why keep it secret?"

"I don't know either." Mi Li'er waved her hands again and again: "Mom, I really don't know, but Dad just said...don't tell you."

"Forget it." Afraid of scaring her, Ye Chuxiao continued to bathe her, coaxed her to bed, and then went to the study to find Lu Zhengnan.

"Why did you ask Mi Lier to call Qi Zhen, and why didn't you let her tell me?" She asked straight to the point.

Lu Zhengnan was at a loss for words for a while.

"Say it." Ye Chuxiao's eyes were filled with anger.

Lu Zhengnan turned his eyes away and didn't meet her eyes: "Qi Zhen has been in some trouble recently, and he's in a bad mood. He misses Mi Lier very much, so sometimes I ask them to make a phone call. I'm afraid you won't be happy, so I don't say anything. .”

"If this is the case, you can just tell me directly? Am I such an unreasonable person, you need to join hands with the children and secretly hide it from me?" Ye Chuxiao sat on the chair next to him angrily, for a long while, But he felt that something was wrong, so he raised his head and asked him, "What kind of trouble did Qi Zhen encounter so seriously?"

She knew Qi Zhen and Lu Zhengnan well, if it wasn't for the seriousness of the matter, Qi Zhen wouldn't be so weak that he needed Mi Lier's comfort, and Lu Zhengnan wouldn't have helped him without telling her like this.

"It's just a matter of work, not a big deal." Lu Zhengnan turned to face the computer again, and answered lightly.

But at this moment, the mobile phone on the table suddenly rang sharply. It was the phone number from home in Beijing.

When a call came suddenly in the middle of the night, Lu Zhengnan suddenly had an ominous premonition in his heart.

He hesitated to press the answer button, and Mother Lu's sharp voice sounded inside: "Come back soon, Shiman committed suicide."

(End of this chapter)