Chapter 253 Love's Deadline
Jiang Qingqian didn't dare to look forward to it, but it didn't mean that she had never thought about Tong Yuyao's idea, she just didn't dare to think about it.

She kept talking about love to Mu Shaoting.

So, what is love?

She feels that loving someone is to make that person better because of your love, and something as noble as love can only convey positive energy.

Even if she is not so noble, she can't let her love become his drag, his burden.

Even if she is delusional, she can't be so selfish.

However, when such words came out of Tong Yuyao's mouth, she was delighted for a moment, and she couldn't wait to ask: "You mean, I should tell him the truth and continue to be with him?"

As soon as the words came out of her mouth, she suddenly realized.

No wonder she has been afraid to face her heart.

It turned out that this was the truest thought in her heart.

It turned out that she was really that selfish.

Tong Yuyao shook her head.

The excitement in Jiang Qingqian's heart vanished as she shook her head. She really thought too much. Most people in this world still respect positive energy.

Tong Yuyao said: "Miss Jiang, I'm a psychiatrist. I can only try my best to solve my clients. Your life is in your own hands. I can only give you some reasonable suggestions, and I won't help you with anything. Decision, I hope you can understand."

Jiang Qingqian said with a wry smile, "I understand."

Tong Yuyao continued to ask: "Then, regarding what I said just now, what is your true inner thought, you might as well tell me the truth."

Is it true?
Jiang Qingqian lowered his head and thought for a long time.

When she raised her head to face Tong Yuyao again, her heart was calm.

"To be honest... Of course I don't want to give up this hard-won relationship. Of course I also want to have my beloved by my side no matter how long my life is. This is my truest thought."

Tong Yuyao nodded and asked, "And then?"

Without thinking, she knew that there was more to Jiang Qingqian's words.

Jiang Qingqian continued: "However, my rationality is telling me that I can't do this. Even if I don't have him for the rest of my life, I may be lonely and painful, but if he continues to be with me, one day I will let him die." When he watched me leave and was helpless, he was in pain, and I would be in more pain..."

Such a cooperative client made Tong Yuyao very pleased.

She smiled gently and said: "Then after knowing your truest thoughts, Miss Jiang, I think I can give you a suggestion."

Jiang Qingqian looked at her and listened attentively.

Tong Yuyao said: "Actually, at such a young age, you have encountered these misfortunes, and it is indeed embarrassing for you, but since this fact cannot be changed, why not find a way to admit it and face it? Originally, the rest of your life is not as much as others. It’s not as wonderful as others, so you might as well let yourself live a more relaxed and happy life in your limited life, and blindly trap yourself in a dead end, not only suffering yourself, but also suffering the people around you.”

"I know, so what do you think I should do?"

"Since you want to continue with your ex-boyfriend, the reason why you made the decision to give up is because you are afraid that you will delay his future life, that you will regret it, and even more afraid that he will regret it..."

"..."

"Instead of hesitating, I suggest that you set a deadline for yourself and him."

"the term?"

Jiang Qingqian looked puzzled, waiting for Tong Yuyao to clarify her doubts.

Tong Yuyao said: "Yes! You can set a time limit, such as one year, three years, five years or even longer, and tell yourself that giving him a few years is also time for yourself. If he changes within this time limit If you love someone else, then you can rest assured and give up; but if he still can't let you go, then you can tell him the truth and be with him boldly! In this world, if anyone really If anyone has to say it, it doesn’t matter who said it, only time is the best proof.”

Jiang Qing was overjoyed.

This time, she was obviously happy for a long time.

Tong Yuyao's words seemed like a good medicine to blindly save her from the predicament.

She seemed to see a bright future, and her mood suddenly brightened.

From the moment she knew that she might be infected with AIDS, there was no sunshine in her life, and she was always in hesitation, sadness, and self-pity...

She slammed her head against the south wall, thinking there was no way out.

However, I forgot to look back.

When you look back, you will find that the road is actually under your feet.

She thought about it and laughed.

It was the first time in a long time that she smiled from the bottom of her heart.

Tong Yuyao, who is also a woman, was dumbfounded.

When Jiang Qingqian walked into her office for the first time, even though she was bare-faced and haggard, she was immediately shocked by this woman's beauty.

Yes, Jiang Qingqian is an extremely beautiful woman.

But, no matter how beautiful it is, this moment is not as beautiful. A slight smile is enough to amaze many men's hearts.

Tong Yuyao was equally happy because of her joy, and continued: "You see, there is no dead end in this world. When you can't figure it out, just change the angle and change the way, and you will always find a way out. Moreover, there will be a way out every day in this world. All kinds of misfortunes happen, like you, or like me, maybe I will sit here and chat with you today, and tomorrow I will encounter something more unfortunate than you, who knows?"

"..."

"So, Miss Jiang, don't think about those things that we can't predict and have no ability to change. Live every day as if it's your last day. Maybe you will find that you have no regrets when it really comes to the last day. What? In life, each of us should make ourselves better for the people we love and those who love ourselves."

Jiang Qingqian listened to her very seriously.

After a long silence, he finally nodded.

"I understand."

More than understanding, it is simply enlightened.

Now that we have come to this point, what else can we do besides accepting it?

Between her and Mu Shaoting, if she keeps arguing left and right and can't make a decision, then leave everything to time!Not forcing, in fact, it is forgiveness to oneself and kindness to him.

She also asked herself, what would happen if today was the last day?

The first thing she thought about was An'an and Ningning...

Since she doesn't know what day she will be able to accompany them, all she can do now is to do her best to pave the way for the future of the two children.

In reality, any road is piled up by matter.

She decided almost instantly that she was going to find a job.

Making money is secondary, the main reason is that she can't let herself be idle and thinking about it all the time, she must set a good example for her children, and she can't let them see a pessimistic, negative, and complaining mother every day.

Dianshi still gave her a vacation, and she asked many times but failed to get a definite answer.

She didn't want to waste any more, so she resolutely decided to resign and find another way out.

In the past, it would not have been difficult for her to find a job that could support her family, but in her current situation, there are very few jobs suitable for her.

Taking advantage of the time when Ning Ning and Mu Shaoting went on a business trip and An An went to kindergarten, she went to the talent market almost every day.

After a few days in a row, the gains are not great.

On this day, it was noon, and she had just come out of an interview with a foreign trade company.

As for the result...

From the look on her face, it could be seen that things were not going well.

In fact, it went smoothly at the beginning, because she was just applying for a front desk position. With her outstanding appearance and temperament, there was no reason for her to be rejected.

The interview went well, and the interviewer was very satisfied with her. After receiving her resume, she asked her to go back and wait for the phone call.

Seeing that it was already a sure thing, but before she left, she asked awkwardly, do you mind if I am a carrier of AIDS?
She also wanted to say that she would be very careful and would never...

Before finishing the following words, the faces of the interviewers changed one by one.

The result is predictable.

No matter how smart you are, how beautiful you are, and how capable you are, most people in this society are still terrified of AIDS, and take it for granted that they look at every carrier with colored glasses.

She could have kept it quiet, but she always felt that it was not kind to conceal it.

Moreover, all the employees of the company will arrange a group medical examination every six months. If she doesn't say it now, she will appear to have ulterior motives when she is found out.

It is reasonable to be rejected.

Although she has listened to Tong Yuyao's persuasion, face up to this fact bravely, don't be ashamed of this fact, and face the future life with an optimistic attitude.

But the reality is more difficult than she imagined.

The midday sun was a bit dazzling, she closed her eyes, raised her head, and let the sun shine down, as if she could keep her heart warm all the time.

After a long time, she opened her eyes again and smiled to herself.

never mind!This is just the beginning, and it shouldn't be discouraged so quickly.

She took a deep breath, bought a job hunting newspaper at the newsstand by the roadside, and felt hungry after reading it, and then realized that it was lunch time.

She looked up and looked around, and she was still very familiar with this area.

Just turn left at the intersection of traffic lights 100 meters ahead, and there is a small alley.

The small alley has a long history and is submerged in the surrounding high-rise buildings, but many authentic snacks in City B can only be found in that small alley.

She is not picky about food, and she is satisfied after eating a bowl of noodles at any restaurant.

After filling her stomach, she still held the newspaper in her hand, and stepped on the bluestone slabs in the alley to the other side of the alley.

At the end of the alley, a middle-aged man set up a booth to paint portraits of passers-by, and right next to the booth, there was a gray-haired old man who was also holding a drawing board and drawing.

As expected, beside the old man was a well-maintained middle-aged beautiful woman.

Jiang Qingqian was overjoyed immediately.

At the entrance of this secluded alley, I didn't expect to meet acquaintances.

(End of this chapter)

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