Chapter 164

There is no way to confess to her father, let alone her younger brother. If Xu Ji hadn't done that to her, she probably wouldn't have completely fallen out with the Xu family even if it was just to reassure her father.But Xu Ji's day... really destroyed all her thoughts. She almost wanted to commit suicide right now, but she wished Xu Ji's life even more.

Such crazy thoughts and irresponsible thoughts finally restrained her when she thought of her father, younger brother and two children.In fact, she is not without regrets. If she had confessed to her father and younger brother in the previous few times, when she had the opportunity, maybe what happened that day would not have happened, but in fact she has never said anything to anyone.

Including the earlier time when she had a dispute with Xu Ji, she obviously asked someone to prepare a carriage and even went out of the house, but in the end she still didn't go to the princess mansion, nor did she go to see any relatives.I wandered aimlessly on the street for a long time, and finally went back when it was dark without doing anything...

It's too late to regret, time will not go back, no matter how much she regrets, it will not help the matter, only now, no matter what, she must drag down Xu Ji first and leave the Xu family.

Countless emotions and inexplicable thoughts kept flashing through Lin Jin's heart. Her thoughts were chaotic but clear. She was very clear about what she was about to do and what she wanted to do.

Taking Lin Yu to her yard, there is no need to worry about other people coming here. Lin Yuan found a few sets of clothes and asked her cousin to choose one, not without ideas in her heart.In fact, at the beginning, she really didn't notice anything, but when she recalled some details on the road, she realized that her cousin also wanted someone, or to put it bluntly...to make her notice her cousin on purpose The scars on the body.

This is a very clear and unquestionable use and calculation of her. If she likes it, Lin Yuan feels that she can't do it at all, and she even really doesn't like it a little bit.Just think about it from the perspective of my cousin—to be exact, if it weren’t for being a cousin, this matter would have to be a different matter. If you think about these things from the perspective of your cousin , would choose to take such a step, probably because there are many unavoidable reasons.

If there was a better way for my cousin, she probably wouldn't take such a step.Lin Yuan felt very sympathetic to what happened to Lin Yu. After all, she understood the weaknesses and weaknesses of being a woman, and at her cousin's age and distance, it was a good thing but also a bad thing for her cousin.

Not to mention other things, it is very difficult to deal with just two children.Lin Yuan could still tell that her cousin really loved the two children, Xu Nianxi and Xu Yun. If she were to reconcile, she would not be able to say that she would be separated from the two children or even never see them again.Of course, it is not impossible to snatch the child, but it is not easy and not easy to deal with.

Sensing Lin Yu's scheme, even if she wasn't so unhappy, Lin Yuan didn't show it on her face at all.Because the other party is a cousin, someone her mother said she should care about and take care of, she is willing to suffer a little loss, which is completely fine.In fact, this will not cause any loss to her, nor can it be regarded as harm.

Lin Concubine chose a relatively large and darker dress from the clothes that Lin Yuan took out, and wanted to say something, but first heard Lin Yuan tell her to change clothes, Lin Concubine sighed again in her heart, still I did.When she came out after changing her clothes, Lin Yuan was sitting at the table. Lin Yu understood what she meant, so she walked over and chose a seat at the table and sat down too.

Putting the wet clothes in her hand aside, Lin Yu opened her mouth first, and asked Lin Yuan, "Did my cousin...find something?" When she said this, she felt uneasy. Very, very up and down, always feel not very peaceful, thinking that I just want to tell others about those things in person, and suddenly feel a burst of shame.

Lin Yuan followed her words, nodded, sighed again, and asked her cousin, "Your cousin seems to have scars and bruises?"

Lin Yu stretched out her arms, rolled up her sleeves to show Lin Yuan, first her left hand, then her right hand, and then her chest. After taking off her clothes, she could see clearly even her body.Lin Yuan looked at her cousin's back full of scars, and couldn't help taking a deep breath. The little cares that had been in her heart earlier flew to the sky.

Looking at it this way, I always feel that there are traces of bruises all over the body, which cannot but be said to be terrifying.Lin Yuan really didn't expect it to be so serious, and she had seen her cousin-in-law many times. After all, she didn't look like a rough person, but she did such a rough thing beyond her imagination, which inevitably surprised her.

"Cousin brother-in-law...has he been rough on her cousin?" Lin Yuan asked her cousin again without hiding her surprise.

Lin Yu nodded, "This was a few days ago, when he came back from drinking too much, he got rough on me. The bruises on my arms you saw earlier were also caught by him." She said deeply He took a breath, closed his eyes involuntarily, and said to Lin Yuan, "A few days ago he not only beat me, but also forced me to have sex with him..." There were not many words in total, but Lin Yu said It was so difficult that even the voice trembled.

Only when she mentions even a scene, a thing, or a word or two, these days, she can't help but think of what happened that night.The more I don't want to remember, the more I am drawn to remember those unbearable things.So much so that Lin Yu felt that she would go crazy if she continued like this, so she made a decision and at the same time made up her mind to ask Lin Yuan to help her.

Lin Yuan noticed that her cousin's expression was painful and her body was trembling unconsciously, so she hurriedly reached out to hold Lin Concubine's hand.Lin Yu, on the other hand, was arranging the clothes on her body, holding back her tears, and slowly talking to Lin Yuan, saying all the things she was holding back in her heart.

As these words were slowly uttered, Lin Yu finally felt a little better, but in the end she couldn't hold back from crying in front of Lin Yuan, and she cried very embarrassingly, her makeup was stained by snot and tears.Lin Yuan comforted her cousin by the side, sorted out Lin Yu's words in her heart, and thought that maybe she should ask the fourth princess for help in this matter, which would be better than anything else.

After Lin Concubine had cried for a while and her emotions calmed down a little, Lin Yuan handed Lin Concubine a clean handkerchief for her to use, and said to her, "Cousin, let's go to the Princess Mansion to live for a while, and bring the children to live there. .The fourth princess... I can go and talk about it, and I think there will be no problem."

Lin Yu casually wiped the tears from her cheeks, lowered her head with a strong nasal voice, and discussed with Lin Yuan, "The Xu family probably won't allow me to take the two children away... In fact, what I'm thinking about is not only Just leave Xu's house..."

After all, she told Lin Yuan all the last thoughts in her heart, "I must have left Xu's family, and I don't want to let them stay in Xu's family for two children. But what Xu Ji got now All these are not on his own, I can't watch him and I get married and leave the book, and then happily marry someone else and go home to live."

"Yes, I can't see him live such a good life, absolutely not!" When Lin Yu said this last sentence, she was visibly excited.

Lin Yuan looked at her cousin, and just nodded calmly. She didn't accept her cousin's thoughts at all. Instead, she directly asked, "Does my cousin's husband have any big excuses in the hands of my cousin?" of?"

"No." Lin Yu shook his head honestly, and said, "He didn't keep a concubine outside, and he didn't spoil his concubine and destroy his wife..." In this regard, Lin Yu really didn't have anything to do with Xu Ji, and Xu Ji Hitting her may not even be a reason for the two to reconcile smoothly.

Lin Yuan nodded to her cousin again, and continued to ask, "Do you have any questions about the general and imperial examinations my cousin-in-law took this year?"

Lin Concubine still shook her head, and Lin Yuan then asked a few more questions that she cared about, including how Mr. Xu and Mrs. Xu treated Lin Concubine, and how Xu Ji treated the two children. There is no big gain.It's just that, Lin Yuan didn't express it directly. Lin Yu thought about the questions she answered and found that what she said didn't seem to have much effect.

If it weren't for her father and younger brother being promising, what confidence would she have now?Probably, he could only swallow his anger and endure it all the time, or he couldn't bear it, and was abandoned by the Xu family, and lived a miserable life ever since.

"Does my cousin have any plans?" After chatting with Lin Yu for a while, Lin Yuan finally asked this last question.

Lin Yu still shook her head, "I don't know..." For a while, she thought that she would have nothing to gain in the future, which is not a good thing.

"After this matter is settled, my cousin can think about it slowly." Lin Yuan stood up as she said, "The banquet has probably already started, let's go there quickly." She looked at Lin Yu's face again. After putting on the make-up, secretly thought that fortunately, he ordered the servant girl to fetch water and rouge and other things in advance, and then asked the maid to help Lin Yu put on her makeup again, and the two of them went back to the banquet room together.

Back at the banquet, because they were all acquaintances, after going for so long, Lin Yuan and Lin Yu were asked a few questions, but fortunately, they didn't ask too many questions, so they were easy to deal with.Seeing the beautiful makeup on Lin Yu's face for a while, some people asked what kind of rouge and powder they used, and the atmosphere was lively.

Lin Yu was originally preoccupied, but now it is relieved a lot, and she has some energy to chat with everyone.Seeing that her cousin finally regained some strength, Lin Yuan said that she was not too relieved, but sighed again more or less.

After the banquet was over, Lin Yu took Xu Nianxi back to their place of residence.Lin Yuan stayed to discuss with Mrs. Lin about Concubine Lin, and when she got the result, she followed her mother's advice and didn't go to the princess mansion for the time being, because she was pregnant now and it was not appropriate to run here and there non-stop.

Lin Yuan had just returned to Hou's Mansion from Lin's Mansion, and when she walked into the courtyard, she smelled a fragrance.It was precisely because it smelled like food that Lin Yuan felt even more strange. Usually, there is no such smell floating around...

"There is a stewed pig's trotter on the menu today, and this is what I think it should be." Bisha explained to Lin Yuan from the side.

(End of this chapter)

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