Childhood Sweethearts of a Family: The Delicate Girl

Chapter 203

It was a long time before he finally found out that his father had something to do with the deposed prince.Even if he is not very old, he also knows how serious this is and how bad it is for the Xu family.Not to mention whether the abolished prince can really regain power, just being involved in this kind of thing is already not a good thing.Could it be that the Xu family will surely be rich and prosperous if the deposed prince makes a comeback?Who knows if the other party will turn their backs and deny it, the Xu family simply doesn't have the capital to fight against the deposed prince.

What Xu Yun understood, Xu Ji, the father, didn't seem to understand, or maybe he didn't understand but was blinded by rhetoric and false promises, and couldn't see these things at all.It's not that Xu Yun didn't want his father to wake up earlier, but before he could do anything, he was sent to the deposed prince by his biological father.

Rather than sending it off, it would be better to say "present".

Xu Yun never thought... Really never thought that his biological father would do such a thing.He was only ten years old and only 11 years old after the Chinese New Year, yet he would be sent by his father to curry favor with a deposed prince, not to mention, he was still a man!At that time, Xu Yun was so desperate that he wanted to kill his father, the deposed prince and himself, Xu Yun no longer wanted to think about it.However, he will never forget, it is impossible to forget, and he will always remember that there is really not much difference between his father and a beast.

Even so, even so, he couldn't deny that the man was his biological father, which made Xu Yun feel the most powerless and hopeless.Everything can be denied, but the family relationship and blood relationship can never be denied.Up to now, his animal father is dead, and he personally killed the deposed prince, but he is still alive...

Xu Yun couldn't remember how he successfully killed the deposed prince. It was probably because the other party was too bloated and too confident to think that he would be able to kill him lightly. The enemy can be regarded as gaining a sigh of relief for himself.

At that time, he had no intention of surviving, and Xu Yun felt that he had no need to live at all.At that time, he was walking on the street like a beggar, but An Suwei, the eldest lady of the An family who was riding on a horse, stopped the horse when she glanced at him and said that she would pick him up.

Xu Yun will never forget that An Suwei stared at him with her autumn eyes while sitting on the horseback, and then decided to take him back as if she was very relaxed and happy, without thinking about that expression.There was a smile on the corner of her mouth, and a different kind of warmth in her eyes. She leaned over slightly and looked at him kindly.

Even though he later found out that Miss An's family had other purposes, Xu Yun who was released was still very grateful to An Suwei who saved his life.Regardless of whether An Suwei is good or bad in the eyes of others, in Xu Yun's view, she is not such a bad person, at least not so bad that she is hopelessly bad all the time.

Both Xu Nianxi and Xu Yun were silent for a while, Lin Yu who accidentally heard what Xu Yun said to Xu Nianxi also hesitated and did not step into the hall.Lin Yu stopped for a while and didn't hear her daughter and son talking, and then she took a deep breath and walked into the hall, as if she didn't hear what they were talking about.

"Mother is going to order the kitchen to prepare dinner. Do you have anything you want to eat? Tell me so that Mother can make it for the kitchen. If you don't have any special ideas, then Mother can decide for herself." Lin Yu smiled to Xu Nian Xi and Xu Yun said.

Xu Yun cleaned up the messy thoughts and emotions in his heart. Seeing that his sister didn't respond, he hurriedly smiled and said to his mother, "I want to eat the rice balls made by mother, braised pork and sweet and sour fish." Turning to ask her sister Xu Nianxi, "Sister, what do you want to eat?" Xu Nianxi who finally came to his senses forced a smile, "I like to eat anything made by my mother."

Lin Yu also smiled, "Okay, Mother will cook a table of delicious dishes for you."

She was once asked by her mother-in-law to cook by herself. Lin Yu didn’t hate cooking so much, and found that the food she cooked tasted good. Occasionally, she would cook something for the two children, but she didn’t expect that they actually I really like it, and I will miss it at this time.

Lin Yu talked about a few dishes and asked Xu Nianxi and Xu Yun if they wanted something to eat, then left the living room and went to the kitchen. When she turned her back, her smiling expression turned into a sad expression, and even I couldn't help but shed tears again.

After dinner, Lin Yu accompanied the two children to gossip and recall the fun things they had when they were young, and their mood improved.It's just that she was still thinking about her daughter knowing what Xu Ji had committed, thinking that she would have to enlighten her daughter later.The mother and son talked for a long time before they stopped. Lin Yu sent Xu Yun to rest, then turned around and went to her daughter's room again.

Xu Nianxi had already washed up and lay down on the bed wearing only her underwear, but she didn't feel sleepy at all.When Lin Yu came in, Xu Nianxi was staring blankly at the roof of the tent with her eyes open. She wanted to get up but was pushed back into the bed by her mother, fearing that she would catch a cold if she got up with less clothes.

"Don't you want to sleep?" Lin Yu sat on the edge of the bed, looked at her 14-year-old daughter, and brushed her hair off her forehead, "What are you thinking about?"

Xu Nianxi was holding a lot of things in her heart, because she had no one to talk to, now that her mother came and she was used to talking to her mother when she had something to do, so she immediately turned her body and turned to Concubine Lin direction.Xu Nianxi huddled under the quilt, looked at her mother, and said, "I heard my brother talk about my father... Mother must have known about it a long time ago. She was afraid that I would think too much so she didn't tell me. It doesn't matter if you tell me." , This kind of thing... Maybe it's better to know than not to know."

The movements of Lin Yu's hands paused slightly, and then pinched Xu Nianxi's face, "I'm afraid you think too much, and it's not a good thing after all. Now that you know it, won't you be unable to sleep?" She sighed again, Her eyes didn't know where she fell, she seemed to be talking to Xu Nianxi, and she seemed to be saying to herself, "Mother knows that you hope to marry a better family, and Mother also hopes so, but I'm afraid there is no way now."

"What mother wants to tell you is that mother didn't understand before, but now mother understands that you can't just rely on others to be a human being. In the end, you still have to rely on yourself. Mother used to always think about relying on your father, but in the end Your father is unreliable at all. If Mother could be a little more capable, it wouldn't be like this now, making you and Brother Yun suffer together with Mother. "

Xu Nianxi's heart moved slightly, so she stretched out her hand from under the quilt to hold her mother's hand, shook her head and said, "It's not mother's fault, mother has done a good job." Xu Nianxi recalled that her mother had just I don't understand those few words, "Mother said to rely on herself, but the daughter doesn't understand...how can the daughter rely on herself?" She thought she could rely on herself to win Zhou Jinghong, but in the end it was just like that end.

Lin Yu held Xu Nianxi's hand instead, looked down at her again, and said softly to her, "Don't pin your hopes on others, do what you can do by yourself, and don't think about relying on others How to help. You have to have your own principles, you can’t be what others say, don’t blindly obey, don’t think that if you treat others well, others will treat you well. Sometimes, if you hold a little better."

"Mother used to be very obedient to your father, and to your grandfather and grandmother. In the end, it didn't matter. Even if you didn't ask for anything in return, that kind of behavior just made yourself humble. No matter you Whoever you marry, you have to remember, you can't live without leaving someone, if the other party treats you badly, then you must never make yourself shorter than others first."

Xu Nianxi still didn't quite understand, but she finally understood that it was wrong for her to entrust Zhou Jinghong with her beautiful future.But she still doesn't know what she should do. If she doesn't expect to marry a good man, then what will she rely on to change?
"But mother, you have said so much... My daughter doesn't quite understand... Besides, we are all like this. If we don't expect to marry a better family, what else can we expect?" Xu Nianxi thought over and over again. , or expressed the doubts in his heart to his mother.

"Different people have different ways of living. Those who are rich have the same way of life as those who live in poverty, and those who live in poverty have the way of living as poor. Although our life is not very good, at least we have enough food and clothing. How poor is it, isn’t it? Contentment and happiness, I feel that I am living a good life, and if I don’t think about things that I can’t think of, I won’t always think about my bad life.”

"Mother will teach you these things slowly in the future, okay?" Lin Yu remembered the lack of teaching her daughter had in the past, and only wanted to make up for it in the future. "Daughter, we may not be born like the fourth princess or your aunt, but we can also live a good life of our own. Don't think about things you can't think of, you must remember. Don't be jealous , don't be anxious, be more down-to-earth..."

What Lin Yu is most worried about now is that Xu Nianxi will only think about getting a good marriage and will not look down on people with low status. She is afraid that her daughter will not understand, and she is even more afraid that she will not accept reason.

In fact, no one can predict what will happen in the future.Her father was not very promising at first, but now, with the accession of the second prince, the identities of the British government and the Lin family have all risen. Who could have imagined it back then?

Xu Nianxi got up from the bed all at once, she looked at her mother, remembered the things she had done, and suddenly whispered to her mother, "Mother, if I confess my mistake to the fourth princess now , Is it still too late? Although I have apologized before, but I always feel... I feel that I was not sincere enough before, and I still haven't thought it through."

"My daughter seems to be...always thinking about things I shouldn't be thinking... I won't do it in the future, and I will listen to my mother's words in the future, okay?"

Lin Yu stretched out her hands to rub Xu Nianxi's hair, pressed her back into the bed, and said with a smile, "Okay, mother will pick a day to accompany you to the Fourth Princess's Mansion."

(End of this chapter)