I'm taking the big guy along the emotional line

Chapter 482 The Difficulties of a Big Star (8)

Because I have no other options, it seems a bit cold-blooded to be new in many cases, because sometimes even if I have a different view on this matter, but because I speak out, I may become the target of others' attacks Yes, so the only choice I have is not to speak out.

At the beginning, I always had a different idea in my heart, and I could only bear it. In fact, who would not like a boy like Yu Yang? In fact, everyone likes it, but even if it is you Likes are useless.

You still have no way to decide a lot of things, and you may even feel that if you don’t know what to say, will you feel some unspeakable uncomfortable feeling in your heart? In the beginning, you actually knew it in your heart, so you will use it. indifference instead.

After seeing this live broadcast, she silently turned off her mobile phone and looked at the moon and the starry sky that kept appearing outside. In fact, it was really beautiful, like turning on a filter, but it would make many people unhappy. Or happy people feel that such things do not belong to them, at least not now.

When I was speaking, I also felt an indescribable discomfort in my heart. In fact, I had already substituted myself in this Jomo when I wrote it. When I took on the role of this person, I did not spend much at all thought.

Because Qiao Mo has many points just like himself. When I was in school, even if the opinions of my classmates were wrong, I didn’t dare to say it, because there will always be someone to help, and I only have one person, so I can’t help anyone. offend.

Then I couldn't show that I was very timid, because I was afraid that others would bully me, and sometimes I even felt that these things became a feeling that I didn't know how to say.

That is, in a warm environment, you will not enjoy it like others, but half of the time you will think, so this is the life you have to face, or this is a problem you like. I don't know what I am suitable for. It seems that I am not suitable for anything, and I don't like anything very much.

It's just that sometimes you feel that such a thing is a shortcoming of yourself, and you will never know what true happiness or happiness looks like.

When someone is nice to you, you want to give them something in return, and you don’t think that this person is nice to you because you are nice to him.

In the process of growing up, I don't seem to have enjoyed the so-called preference. It seems that this preference does not exist in me. The most is a kind of calmness, which is abnormal to everyone.

In fact, this is one kind, and another kind of child is that when someone treats her better, she will put all her thoughts on that person, and even treat that person well in every possible way, so that she is afraid that he will leave her.

Giving again and again is actually because you have been giving, and people will think that you are not that special, and in the end they really left you. When you really react, things have reached a point where there is no way to recover. This is what I realized later.

In many cases, even if you know that these things are wrong, you have no way to say that these things are wrong, because you simply cannot control your voice in your heart.

So many times I feel that I am actually very envious of other people's lives, and I want to know what it is like to be favored by others.

(End of this chapter)