Meeting my ex-husband again, warm to the bone

Chapter 51
Suddenly Xi Muyao's hand holding his palm tightened, and Lu Qingli couldn't help raising his head, only to hear Xi Muyao in front of him smiling and saying "here we are", Qingli realized that they had found the cave with the hot spring.

Walking along the cave, you will feel that the surrounding temperature is getting higher and higher, and the surface along the road is getting more and more humid.The two of them were wearing non-slip clogs, so naturally they didn't know if the ground would be too slippery.After turning a few turns, they saw a large corridor. After walking through it, they saw a steaming water vapor. This should be the hot spring in the mountain.

Xi Muyao let out a sigh of relief, let go of his hand, squatted down and put the wooden basin in his hand on the ground, which contained clean underwear and a coat.Then he got up and took off his outer T-shirt.He was looking back for Lu Qingli, but found that she had already run to the other side, and only a vague figure could be seen under the steam.

Xi Muyao couldn't help but find it funny, he said loudly: "What are you doing running so far? I won't eat you!"

When Lu Qingli heard him shout, the thing in her hand almost fell into the hot spring, she yelled angrily and replied: "You are not allowed to say any more strange things! Let's take a bath quickly, and go back early after taking a bath!"

Xi Muyao still laughed in a low voice, without saying anything.He easily took off all his clothes and jumped in.

Lu Qingli gritted her teeth and took off her clothes, and wrapped a long bath towel around her.She stretched out one foot first, and slowly tested the water temperature with her foot. After she got used to the temperature, she stretched out her foot and stepped into the water with confidence.

The warm water enveloped her body, and Lu Qingli immediately relaxed. This feeling like a fetus in the mother's womb made her feel very comfortable.

She gently sat in the spring water, and suddenly heard Xi Muyao sitting on the other side of the pool saying to herself: "Qingli, we are going back tonight."

It took Lu Qingli a long time before he replied "Yes".

Xi Muyao heard her answer his own words, so he asked again: "I've always wanted to ask you, do you like this place?"

Lu Qingli passed for a long time, so long that Xi Muyao thought she hadn't heard clearly, and when he wanted to get closer and ask again, she finally replied: "I like it very much."

Xi Muyao suddenly felt a little nervous, he calmed his breathing, and then said nervously: "That's good. Qingli, I always feel that when I come here, I feel like I've found my true self again." Same, you can speak freely and do whatever you want. Sometimes I feel that this is the life I want.”

Lu Qingli slowly washed his arms with water.She said nothing, just listened quietly.

Xi Muyao leaned his head against the wall, and slowly expressed the wish he had always wanted to say:

"I have always hoped that when I am old and can no longer control the wind and rain in the city, I will bring my wife here to spend the rest of my life here, because this is the life I dream of, and I have always wanted to find someone to be with me Life, a person who spends long years together, a woman who does not dislike my humbleness, does not admire my glory, does not fear my poverty, and is willing to share her future with me. I want to give her boundless love, love Loving her, spoiling her, because she is my everything, even death can't take her away from me. I want to give her the love of the whole world, so that she can't leave me, she must be by my side to be at ease. "

Lu Qingli's movements gradually stopped, and the steam became more and more dense. Xi Muyao couldn't see her back clearly, and his eyes were a little blurry. He continued:

"Xi Muyao used to be selfish and narrow-minded. He found that the woman he believed had other men in his heart. He was very disturbed and almost lost his mind. He didn't respond to anything on the surface, but in fact he always used alcohol to relieve his worries. Sometimes he was caught A few cronies took them to the reception, and then something happened." Xi Muyao took a deep breath and continued, "The next day he found out that the woman beside him was not Lu Qingli, and he cried. Then he picked up the pill again. Broken sincerity to test. The result is a loss for both sides, horrible. He never thought that Lu Qingli would leave his side and disappear without a trace. He looked for her everywhere, and spent almost every night thinking about her, but he always He couldn't find her, and when he got drunk and almost couldn't remember Qingli's appearance, his life would be worse than death. Later, he saw the media reports, saw those unimaginable but swearing words and photos, Xi Muyao Almost crazy. Then he found Lu Qingli and brought her back."

When Xi Muyao said these words, he recalled the painful memories of the past, and his heart was almost bleeding.And Lu Qingli turned his back to him, and could hardly see anything clearly in the hazy water vapor.

The man sighed, and continued: "Xi Muyao, that bastard, doesn't even believe that the baby is his son, and even gets angry with Lu Qingli. He is the one who did the wrong thing, but he stubbornly doubts his wife. After he knew that Lu Qingli had given birth to a son, he already knew it."

Lu Qingli curled up in the warm water, only above the shoulders protruded from the water, but she was quiet and didn't make much movement.Xi Muyao's voice was almost so low that it seemed to pop out of his throat. He was a little sad, but also a little helpless:

"Later, Lu Qingli treated him coldly. Xi Muyao knew that this was the retribution he deserved. He always wanted Qingli's forgiveness, just because Qingli was his favorite woman. Even after we separated, he still missed her like that. He wants to live with her until he becomes an old man, clinging to each other and spending the rest of his life together in this landscape, because Lu Qingli is Xi Muyao's most irreplaceable, lover."

"If time can be turned back, then I hope I can go back to the day before I hurt each other, so that I can redeem those stupid mistakes and misunderstandings. If I can, I hope to start over with you, at least I won't let you Hurt……"

Xi Muyao looked at Lu Qingli's back, the sound of running water covered his breathing, the surrounding was so quiet yet so noisy.He couldn't help but said again: "Qingli, even if I have made so many mistakes, are you still willing to accompany me? For the rest of your life?"

Lu Qingli was still sitting blankly, Xi Muyao held his breath and waited for a long time, when the time was about to stand still, he almost mustered up his breath and at the same time became exhausted.

Finally, he couldn't help stretching out his hand, carefully touched Lu Qingli's arm, and then slowly turned her body to face him.

Under some dim light, Xi Muyao saw two lines of crystal clear tears flowing slowly on Lu Qingli's face, and Lu Qingli's red eyes were staring at him, the aggrieved expression made Xi Muyao's heart skip a beat melt.He could hardly bear it anymore, and hugged her in his arms.

The distance between the two of them in the warm water was only a short bathrobe, but their hearts were so close that they had never been before, so that Xi Muyao felt? ? ? ? ? ?Breathing is superfluous.

Xi Muyao said to her distressedly: "I know, Qingli, I know. Don't suppress yourself, and cry out heartily. Qingli, I know, you and Qinghuan depend on each other for life, growing up under the care of your father is already very difficult. It's not easy, I will replace Dad, and even give you more love than him, I want to cherish you well."

Lu Qingli cried wantonly on his shoulder, had he never been so indulgent in his life? ? ? ?Pass.When I was sad before, my father always asked himself not to cry, but to keep the pain in his heart.So even for the people closest to her, she never cried so heartily.She felt that she had followed Xi Muyao away from BJ and her own home, as if she had become a different person, as if she had found her original self, who dared to love, dare to hate, and do whatever she wanted.Because there is a Xi Muyao who tolerates everything by his side.She felt that her heart sank a little more unconsciously...

"I've always...wanted to find someone I can rely on... someone I can trust... I hope he can treat me wholeheartedly...without reservations..."

Lu Qingli cried and said, "I'm very upset right now, don't force me, don't force me, I'm afraid that if I agree you will become the same Xi Muyao from before. I'm so scared, Muyao... I I'm so scared..."

She reached out and hugged Xi Muyao's shoulder tightly, letting him hug her tightly to comfort her.

Xi Muyao let go of one hand and looked at Lu Qingli's face with teary eyes. Every expression and movement of this face could move his heart and make him feel distressed.

(End of this chapter)