Meeting my ex-husband again, warm to the bone

Chapter 53
But he knew in his heart that only Lu Qingli felt differently to him.Xi Muyao usually doesn't interact with others very much, let alone take the initiative to strike up a conversation with girls, but he will always be surrounded by a bunch of girls because he is handsome and strong enough.But the more he got used to their pursuit, the less interested he was in them.This kind of superficiality that only cares about appearance makes him feel insensitive.Later, he met Lu Qingli.

She's proud, she's beautiful, and she lets herself be loved.

Xi Muyao always thought that he was looking for a girl who was as weak as water and gentle and pleasant, and lived the life of the ancients who raised eyebrows and raised eyebrows, cultivated herself and lived in the family. Until he met Lu Qingli, she was just so ordinary, how could she be like this? The fatal attraction made him fall into the mud step by step. He didn't realize it at the time, but when he discovered it, he became more and more in love.

Lu Qingli actually doesn't like to eat stinky tofu.

At least she didn't eat much of the stinky tofu that Xi Muyao bought her after they got married.

Later, I asked Qing Huan, and Qing Huan said that her elder sister would never touch anything with a bad smell or a sticky smell, even coriander, she could spit it out after eating it.Xi Muyao was puzzled.

Did she eat stinky tofu on purpose to tease me, or did she deliberately tease me, or did she deliberately tease me?
As night fell, a hazy mist shrouded the dark and deep sky.The moonlight exudes a miserable whiteness, a gloomy and cold after the rain, while the neon lights in the city are shining, and the colorful lights attract the attention.On the quiet main road, the CBD has become tired after experiencing the heavy flow of people during the day, and the frost and dew at night slowly condense in the air. Facing the dark shadow of the towering trees, he directly expressed his despair and arrogance through actions.Get drunk all night, stay out all night, squander your body and soul with an inferior and secular life.

Lin Yeyan followed the dancing female students into a hidden bar. It was a basement in an inconspicuous abandoned office building in the downtown area. It was converted into a pub, and then it became a place to enjoy nightlife. A paradise for the overdraft family.The passionate and free-spirited bar, noisy, chaotic, feasting, decadent and debauched, formed a stark contrast with the cold and bitterness of the street outside.

Lin Yeyan's mind was still in chaos.

Since the torrential rain that day, she barely dragged her body back home in the violent wind and torrential rain.As a result, she passed out halfway. There were hardly many people on that road that night. After she fainted for a while, she could only get up in embarrassment and stumble back home.She thought it would be better after one night, but who knew that Lin Yeyan had a severe high fever that night, and she was about to lose consciousness due to the fever...

After sleeping all day the next day, Lin Yeyan felt that her body had finally improved, but she was still hot.She got up from the bed, and suddenly realized that she had nowhere to go...

She didn't have a proper job in the first place. Since she married Xi Muyao, she basically stayed at home and played the role of a full-time wife. She likes to show her love for Xi Muyao in front of everyone. What he got in his eyes was always contempt and contempt.The more she was belittled like this, the more she refused to give up. Occasionally she would go to Xi Muyao's company when she came out of the house. It was called giving lunch with love, but in fact, she went to show her affection.Lin Yeyan likes to play, to play a gentle and nice wife in front of Xi Muyao's employees and friends, but she always forgets how to play herself.

But Xi Muyao was always indifferent to her, even after he married her, he still treated her coldly.

The most unbearable thing for her is that, among the cases of male and female love affairs that occur almost in single digits, these distractions basically happened when Xi Muyao was unconscious or depressed A few times, the names Xi Muyao yelled were all Lu Qingli's names.This...beast!Thinking of this woman's arrogant and glamorous appearance, she was so angry that she almost went crazy, and she was also so jealous that she almost went crazy.

Ever since Xi Muyao moved to the company, she faced the empty room every day, and never saw Xi Muyao's handsome and elegant figure, but she was still doing the same thing as usual, frying pots and pans every day. The action of cooking and frying, but also to take care of everything in the house, it seems that he will change his mind and come back to find himself.

Until that day, when she saw the news on TV, everything collapsed.

She walked out of the house aimlessly, it was already ten o'clock in the afternoon, and Lin Yeyan didn't eat or drink for the whole day, then she took ice-cold orange juice from the refrigerator, and poured it directly into her stomach regardless of its coldness.The freezing stimulation made her tremble all over, but she still didn't respond at all.

Then when she regained consciousness, Lin Yeyan suddenly realized that she was already walking on the street.Lin Yeyan's eyes were blurred, her hair was draped, and her long black hair hung down her shoulders like silk satin. She was wearing a long water blue dress, which highlighted her tall figure and charming temperament.She vaguely remembered that she had put on makeup just now, and specially decorated herself with hair accessories. She dressed herself up beautifully, because she wanted to go to Xi Muyao's company to find him, to meet him, to say a few words to him, Ask a few questions.

But when she came to the office building of Xi Muyao's company, the lobby and the security guards told Lin Yeyan that Xi Muyao was not in the company now because he took Lu Qingli out for a trip, and did not tell the company's employees where he went, so the employees They don't know, not to mention that most of the employees in the company look down on Lin Yeyan and have a prejudice against her.When Lin Yeyan heard the name of Lu Qingli mentioned by the staff of the company, her heart felt as if she had been hit hard. She almost fell down, but managed to stabilize her body, and then slowly moved out of Xi Ou's bed step by step. The building lacks the look and arrogance of the past at all.

Lin Yeyan walked in the cold wind and felt that she had no strength in her whole body.She didn't notice the traffic coming and going, and just walked slowly with the crowd. She remembered that a long time ago, she accompanied Xi Muyao to get a marriage certificate. Xi Muyao was as cold as ice before, while she was snuggled up happily in his arms On the shoulders, even the staff of the Civil Affairs Bureau praised the two of them as a pair of golden boys and jade girls.She smiled sweetly, as if the greatest happiness in the world already belonged to her, no matter how ugly the sacrifice was for this happiness.

But the facts proved that twisted melons are not sweet. No matter how hard he tried, Xi Muyao still returned to Lu Qingli's side without leaving a trace, or in other words, did not show him the slightest sympathy.

Did he really love himself?Or is it all just a deal, a punishment, or a temptation?
Lin Yeyan didn't dare to think, she just followed the crowd forward.If she told Xi Muyao just a few words, maybe her father... After learning the truth, Lin Yeyan was almost like a warlord, and she no longer had the courage to resist such a fate.

Lin Yeyan's inner emotions were almost frozen, she remembered a sentence, when she was sad, she would touch her head.When you grow up, only you can comfort yourself.She was really, only herself.

Lin Yeyan is not a stupid woman, but she understands that the smarter she is, the more painful she will be. Because of Lin Yeyan's identity and her secret relationship with Xi Muyao, she has nowhere to show off when she gets married.

In fact, while Lin Yeyan has a happy life, she always feels that she is lacking. She always wants to find the part she lost to make up for it, but when she looks for it, the part she originally had is gone.This is life.

When she came out of Xi Muyao's company, she felt as if a piece was missing in her heart. She didn't want to go home, but she couldn't think of where to go.She just followed the crowd.

Unknowingly, Lin Yeyan followed the crowd to the bar street. There were bartenders and servants all over the street, and there was a lot of voices.Many people follow the flow of people to the bar to feast and drink, and there are homeless people playing guitar to vent their sorrow and depression on the side of the road, and there are also ignorant children drinking pure milk with their heads down.Loneliness hides everywhere on this street.Alcohol surged, making people fall asleep, and seeing the dim night in the streets and alleys, Lin Yeyan turned her head around in a daze, she didn't understand anything, ignorance made her fearless, so she picked up her purse, gritted her teeth and followed in.The bar was completely dark, and then a few people took Lin Yeyan in. Lin Yeyan stared at the lights in front of the stage. The lights were dazzling, and the fragments of memory spliced ​​together, forming a bleak picture scroll, poured out in front of her eyes.How much time did it take to get used to it now?Lin Yeyan followed the outline of the bar and slowly found a dark corner to sit down. No matter how late it was, she planned to stay here, even all night long, because she knew that there was no candle waiting for her to return .

On the dimly lit bar counter, the thin bartender skillfully shakes the ice-cold wine shaker. The ice cubes collide with the wine liquid in the vessel until they are evenly blended, and then slowly flow along the opening of the shaker to the chilling process. In the martini glass, Lin Yeyan silently watched him pour lemonade into the glass, and then pushed it in front of her.

(End of this chapter)