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Chapter 109

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

You still guessed it.

Of course it is me.I was the only one who dialed the phone, but didn't say a word, and then hung up the phone silently.

I have had such a bad habit since the first year of high school.

At that time, I was on the phone with a classmate, and when the phone was connected, I asked, did you receive my letter?The tone was like Ziwei asking the emperor: Do you still remember Xia Yuhe by the Daming Lake?

Funny to think about it.Yeah, not really thinking about it either.It did happen back then.I was also in a public phone booth, and there were a lot of people queuing up.One of them made fun of me for asking silly questions, but I knew she wasn't laughing.

Really hilarious.

Maybe a little nervous.I can't tell myself.I'm speechless for a moment, I don't know what to say to you.So I can only escape alone.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

the truth.

Actually, I don't even know what the truth is.

I just feel that there is no need to tell you, because this matter is not worth mentioning.

Some things will come to light one day.

We all have to wait.Wait patiently.

Jinnian.Don't just say such self-defeating things.Your position must be a very important and irreplaceable position, and you should never doubt this.

As I said earlier, I like that you care about me.Even more and more dependent on your care.

How can you be unimportant like this.

Jinnian, it would be great if you were here all the time.

I hope you will always be by my side in Jinnian.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I seldom go back to read letters, diaries and any written text.

My mission is to write it, and once it is written it ceases to be mine.It should also find an emotional outlet.Then be silent forever.

I have also thought about reading the letter you wrote to me countless times from beginning to end, and once again feel your mood well.But the more time goes back, the more afraid I am to look back at what I am looking at.When I started shooting, it was different from what it is now.I'm afraid of being as sensitive as I am, and it's not the state of mind at that time.

So I haven't read the previous letters for so many years, so let them keep the most beautiful initial appearance.

Including ourselves.

Jinnian, thank you for believing in me so much.Tell me in detail what you have been thinking.

The most beautiful but the first time.

In fact, what is beautiful is not the person when we first met, but the feeling.Pure and clean without impurities.

Jinnian, you deified me.I'm not that great.I didn't do anything, but I poured a lot of bitterness on you.In fact, you are the one who changed An Hao's life.Being so gentle and gentle all the time taught me how to love others and love myself.

You told me everything about you so frankly, but I still didn't have the courage to tell you everything one by one.I should be ashamed of that.And Jinnian, you are really knowledgeable, I also want to learn from you.

Jinnian, you always imagined me beautifully, without any shortcomings.This is not good, imagination is imagination, reality is reality.I don't want to see your surprised or disappointed expression when the time comes.

In that case, it would be better to imagine it as terrible as hell from the beginning.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

(End of this chapter)