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Chapter 123
Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

The words I want to write have not been finished until today.

Every day I always delete and revise in black and white.

The time has not come, and the story is not over; only the tangled hope is in my heart.

The stamens are not open yet, only the wind sighs past.

I have not seen his face, nor heard his voice; I only heard his soft footsteps, passing by the road in front of my house.

I know he only loves kids who dream big and live out their dreams.

A long day was spent getting ready for him to meet the Dust, but something was always missing, so I couldn't invite him in.

I live in the hope of meeting him, but the day of that meeting has not yet come.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

was forced to be strong.

Be strong and grow.

Growing and maturing.

go straight.

My heart is also tired.

I feel wronged a lot.

Once young and frivolous.

Tears welled up in my eyes now.Never let it fall.

Used to argue.

Now calm and silent.

No one understands and no one needs to understand.

Embrace yourself.Tell yourself to be stronger.It will be fine.

Growth is like sloughing, even if it is bloody, it is a new life.

Jinnian, you see, I am actually growing up slowly.Learn to look at things objectively, not always so pessimistic and negative.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I met a person on the Internet, and he told me that the north of the North Pole is his happy city.

So I also began to think about where it is in the north of the North Pole, and my happy city.I seldom think about whether I am happy or not, because I never think that I am unfortunate, even though I am unhappy.

It's two different things.

Where is the North of the North Pole...

Very far away.

Very nice place.

Ethereal.Quiet.

The sky was covered with white clouds.

A touch of sadness.Slightly sweet.The people there are all kind.

Never lost.

Such a world, no one can match.

At some point, minecraft is like this too.
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The Park Anho You Don't Know

Lu Jinnian who lives in Sihe:

I saw the album about "Inuyasha" in your space, so I also watched the anime.

I like Kikyo and Sesshomaru the most.I just don't like Kagome.

If I speak like this, you will say that I am self-willed again.Well, now all I can think about is Kikyo's sad face.

She wanted to live the life of an ordinary woman, but because of the mission of the witch, she had to be strong and bear it all the time.You are so high above, your heart is actually very fragile.Until I met Inuyasha, I felt that this half-demon was actually very similar to myself, but it was different.Later, I really fell in love with him and wanted to live a human life with him, just like an ordinary woman.After resurrection, you will feel even more desolate when you see that the person you want to live seriously falls in love with your own reincarnation.What kind of despair is that.

"If I'm still alive, then I should be the one who healed his heart." A Feng said that now Inuyasha has become very warm, completely different from before, it was Kagome who healed his wounded heart; you turned around with an incomparable expression Very lonely.You must have been very unhappy at that time.But never go back to the past.That kind of mood is like the mood when Inuyasha and you hugged each other. "It's nostalgic, the smell of Kikyo is the same as before, the difference is that there is no warmth. Because of death, it becomes cold, sad, and lonely..."——
The Park Anho You Don't Know

(End of this chapter)