good luck

Chapter 131 In fact, you have a heart

Su Xiaoxiao went to the supermarket alone.Aimlessly.

Standing in the middle of the shelves, I can't find what I want to buy.It was evening, and there were a lot of people in the supermarket. The girl next to her quickly threw a few bags of potato chips into the shopping cart. Her shopping cart was full of all kinds of snacks. She watched her push the cart to the opposite side. The deli area, without hesitation, has a clear purpose.

Then look at your cart is empty.Su Xiaoxiao looked around the food shelves again, but still didn't know what to buy.After thinking about it for a few seconds, I decided to give up the cart and go upstairs to have a look.The second floor of the supermarket sells daily necessities, tobacco, alcohol and imported food.She hesitated for a long time, but finally did not buy anything.

In the end, I just bought a pack of Aixi on the first floor.

Recently, there has always been such a situation. In my bones, I want to be alone and go to noisy and lively places, supermarkets, crowded streets, and bars.Looking at all kinds of people, they either become sober or continue to be confused.She herself doesn't quite know.

I also want to go to Qinghuan, which is a small bar located on the corner of the street. The owner is a young man who is also a bar singer. He always sings old campus folk songs.This is a place that Lu Jinnian often goes to, so she also goes there very often.However, Lu Jinnian seldom goes there now.Su Xiaoxiao felt that if she went alone, her mood would be even worse. Those songs would always lift the softest veil in her heart, and the memories would rush over like the wind, blowing her face cold.She doesn't need memories, she has the present.

Su Xiaoxiao has always been disgusted with memories and things that have passed.She would rather look forward to the elusive future than indulge in the long gone past.

Just like the feelings for Lu Jinnian.

For so many years, she never gave up.Sometimes even think about it.She firmly believes that the relationship between them is a protracted and protracted war, and they are patient with each other, peaceful and silent, running in, exhausting, stalemate, and this is how they have come to the present.Lu Jinnian asked, did you get what you wanted?
Su Xiaoxiao smiled at Qianxi, but didn't speak.In fact, she didn't know what she wanted.At the very beginning, it was clear that she wanted Lu Jinnian, wanted to be with Lu Jinnian, raise her eyebrows together, and grow old together.This was her first dream.Marrying him is the grandest wish of her life.

Also now.But it is no longer simply having him, what she wants, and his heart.

She doesn't want unrequited love, don't let it go, what she wants is that he falls in love with her, it doesn't matter how much it is, as long as he loves her.

That's it.

For so many years, she has been by his side, trying her best to stay by his side.And she did.From the time she was 13 to now 23, she has never left him.She watched him gradually grow from a young boy to a resolute and powerful man. She watched him rush into one love after another, with a good-looking smile on his face all the time, even if they ended up breaking up.She was watching from the side all the time, she never cared, she thought he didn't love them after all.He didn't love them anyway.Every time she would convince herself in her heart that she didn't have to worry.

I always thought it would go on like this.However, Su Xiaoxiao never thought that Lu Jinnian really used his sincerity this time.For a girl whom I have never met before.

(End of this chapter)