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Chapter 145 Glorious Years ([-])

"It really takes a long, long time before we know what we love and what the person we love looks like." Lu Jinnian said to Su Xiaoxiao.

"So, are you regretting? Or reminiscing? Or, you finally know who you really love?" Su Xiaoxiao sat opposite Lu Jinnian and looked at him intently. The air was "Glorious Years" by Beyond.

"Years and months have turned possession into loss, tired eyes are full of expectations, and today only the remaining body remains..."

have no idea.Lu Jinnian really didn't know.He loved many people in his youth, got together and then separated.A week before he became an adult, he had a letter from her.It is about the interpretation of my personal manifesto in the magazine.At that time, he actually had an ambiguous relationship with a girl.The letter from this strange girl in the far southern city aroused a certain complex in his heart that he had always longed for: the heart of protection.People around me come and go, but they can't always find what they want most. Even when a relationship ends, they are still at a loss.Why did you choose to be together in the first place? Is it just because of loneliness and following the trend of getting rid of being single?Obviously not.What Lu Jinnian wants is the love of willows drooping by the misty and rainy river, and sharing an oil-paper umbrella with his sweetheart.Park Anhao was the one he was waiting for.It was the one he was willing to devote his whole life to.He wants to protect her until the end.Such a simple idea.

However, it is still a mess now.He lost her.Obviously, she should be brought back.

I remember, once they quarreled and got out of hand.The two people who were never good at arguing, the two who always only bickered on the phone, lost control that time, and Lu Jinnian smashed his phone.Pu Anhao dug out all the things that Lu Jinnian had sent, threw them into a big cardboard box, and moved them in front of Lu Jinnian.The only constant is that there is no bad language.It's like a black and white silent film, without the sound.After calming down, both of them fell silent.Lu Jinnian looked at the big box and didn't want to say a word. He was probably more afraid. Although she didn't say what he was most afraid of, the scene in front of him was self-evident.Look at Pu Anhao again, she covered her eyes and wept restraintly, her voice was hoarse, and her shoulders kept twitching.Looking around, the whole room was in a mess, as if after a great catastrophe, the survivors were weeping in mourning.

I don't know how much time has passed.

In the end, it was Pu Anhao who spoke first, "Lu Jinnian, I'm sorry, it's my fault." Pu Anhao sat on the floor, tears streaming down his face.

Every time she apologized, he was lost.In fact, the person who should really apologize is yourself.If I had explained Su Xiaoxiao's matter clearly to her earlier, I wouldn't have made it like this now.Misunderstanding is a taboo between lovers, and it is about the opposite sex. "It was really a coincidence that day. No one answered your calls. I thought you were still angry and wouldn't come. I was very depressed. I thought about going to Huanse for a sit-down. But I ran into Su Xiaoxiao on the way. We just got together. I never thought you would be there." "However, Anhao, you could call me at that time. Why not?" Lu Jinnian thought of Park Anhao sitting in a corner alone and watching himself and other girls grow up together. I feel uncomfortable when I drink so much.

(End of this chapter)