good luck

Chapter 198
It's autumn, but the weather is still hot.

Obviously separated, but still miss in my heart.

In the end it all comes back to one person.

I think of a lot of people.A lot of people I care about.But they all left.Xia Weiliang said that it was just the occasion.Can.

I have always refused to doubt the people and things I believed in before.If you want to blame, blame yourself.It's all because I'm not good enough.

This kind of thing shouldn't be brooding at my age.Too naive.

Sorry, I can't do it.

I thought of Zhang Jingya yesterday, a whole youthful person who is more important than my life.This is a warm girl, she tolerates everything about me.nice to me.In friendship, I am very narrow, I never pay attention to other people, as far as I am concerned, only she is my friend.However, she has many friends.And I'm just one of them, a very ordinary one.This is what I found out later.

It seems that many people in life are like this.

I think of who said that when you see him, you want to hear his voice, and when you hear his voice, you will give him your heart, but not everyone is worthy of giving your heart.

However, the person who recognized it never asked whether it was worth it.

I love you and will always love you.No complaints or regrets.

If you are hurt, you can only blame yourself, because you believe in you too much.

I guess I'm used to being misunderstood and getting used to losing.

However, there is no idea of ​​making new friends.

So be alone.

or.

I just go back to where I started.Always, always, alone.

Only here is no man's land.

WeChat, QQ, Sina, and Tencent are full of people, and there will always be people chattering and guessing.But it's all irrelevant.And the people I care about are always dismissive.

I finally feel tired.

I think I should stop, I'm too loud.It turns out that Lu Jinnian made a very correct summary a long time ago.But, he's also wrong, I'm just so disgusted with people who really care.However, I have always been a nuisance.

because.

Even I hate it very much.

I've been wrong until now.

I have always been very ignorant.

I've never been able to admit for sure how much I'm afraid of losing. I've never been able to admit that I actually care.

It is actually very fragile.I'm just used to gritting my teeth and persisting and crying alone in the dark.Still insisting that I'm fine.I can still laugh.

I have been such a strange person since I was a child.

2007.

If time could be turned back, this is the only time I want to go back.I still don't want to forget Lu Jinnian.

There are many ways to forget the painful memories of the past. The easiest way is not to think about it.

Such an understatement.

However, there is always something to remind you to remember, to remind you not to forget.So everything is in vain.

In high school, the man who came to the school to give a speech said that you are dissatisfied with your current situation, it is because you have never worked hard before, and today's failure is completely due to yesterday's laziness.A girl next to me whispered, then I can foresee my tomorrow.I don't know how she feels about that.I also forgot what I was thinking about that.

However, I must not have such awareness.

Until now.
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Park Anhao Blog · 2012

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